INFO: From on there will be conflict or conversation between Ragini /laksh and her/his inner mind that will be differentiated with
Italy -for inner mind or inner voice or subconscious of respected person POV
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With the beep sound of alarm clock i open my eyes instant hit of sun-rays made me groan, this alarm annoying sound i hate it. I never keep alarm, who kept it? Maybe Pradeep.
I rose up from my bed only to fell back to bed with thud. I’m having huge headache and shaking leg.
“Pradeep… Ahhhh” my head.” Pradeep” i moaned in pain holding my head.
As there is no sign of him slowly, steady stood on my own.
Today is first day for office I’m going being late. Shit… It’s better if i die after remembering what happened between me and laksh, oh it’s embarrassing. How will i face him today? He will be thinking me as cheap.
God you’re not even able to give me single favor. Party for getting job but never expected that party will be reason for losing job. Only reason is pradeep. Oh no you blame pradeep yesterday it was who drunk, did he offered you to drink, no right. Then shut up and get ready for office. Its first day try to impress him through you work. Yeah my inner voice was right.
After getting ready i went to living room, Pradeep sat there with same as me with head on his head, hangover. I went to kitchen and made coffee for both, its my day to make.
“Are you not going to work” i asked sitting beside him and held coffee cup for him. He took and gulped in a go.
It’s already 8:00 am i should be there at least by 8:45 though working hour starts from 9:00 being little early on first day is not bad.
“I’m resting, today off, I’ve inform to my friend. So, I’m going to sleep now. And you should also sleep see your eyes and red” it’s true when i looked at myself in mirror. It was horrible. My eyes red with dark circles around my eyes and body pain. When i went through browsing for hangover, lemon juice was one of the solutions. I would but it on the way to office.
“my first day in Mk company remember, bye”
“come and hug me , all luck comes to you” he said while stretching both arms wide one.
“No way, yuck look at yourself, I’m leaving . Bye.”
“My heart broke” he responds made me to roll my eye. I hugged him making sure not to smell him.
“Good luck dear” he said, with a kiss on top of my head. Position energy filled me.
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Taking deep breath i enter into lift only me then at third floor two members got in and one was looking at me. No, he is checking me out from my leg to head, i was in gray pencil skirt and white blows, it had little deep neck, a single bend my boobs will in display to whom ever is before me. When his eyes landed on my chest i held my file, covering my boobs from his view only when he eyes landed on my face. I gave him most disgusting glare. He is pig. Luckily his floor arrived else i might have used my high heel to teach him a lesson. i was alone aging. trip to 14th floor is bore. such a boredom.
With the sound of ting my heart beat got increased doubly. How well this will be for me.
Taking deep breath standing out of boss cabin i went inside after asking him, his response with yes.
He saw there with various file messed up on table and his hair messed up, tie lying loosely around his shirt and yet looking s*xy and hot as ever.
“sir.” this is the first time you’ve acknowledged him as sir.
When his eyes met mine, it blood red. He looked like a monster. My heart beating against my chest. I really want to run back and hide somewhere away from him. I stood there for his response like stupid. With huff he stood from chair, with a blind he was in front of me, slowly his hand caressing my cheek so sensuously, sending the wave of desire but his eyes with furry. He moved close to me with his eyes not leaving mine. It was such an intimacy. He brought another hand to my free cheek, cupped my face in his hand pulling me closer to him, my heart beat raced, closed my eyes the desire in his eyes were strong and it was making me weak. First day of office starting with kiss! When his lips was about to touch mine, reality strikes my head keeping my hand on his muscles chest i pushed him back. With us both gasping for oxygen. I went out of cabin.
I need air and time to comfort; the s*xual tension is being increased between us. I have to do something to stay away for him to avoid this. Last night i was nearly ready to give in with my desire. I was about to kiss him, after that i remember nothing. Did i kiss him that is why he took step forward to kiss me? If that was reason he must though me as whore. Its sucks… My life just sucks.
Whatever may be I must continue my job I should pay due for my study loan. Maintain distance. Still my breath was uneven. When he cupped my face his hand felt too good and warm. Are you the one who thought to maintain distance? Yeah maintain distance. I stood there for few more minute. i really didn’t want to go there and face him.
Take a deep breath. Don’t be silly you can do it. Yeah!!. Nearing the knob, heart took a leap to beat, tension, nervous. Be calm. Be calm chanting this in my mind i went inside, without making any noise. He sat there in original position unlike before he was neatly dressed yet he looked manlier. Maintain distance.
“How is your hangover, you seems to be tired” how can be act like nothing happened before, just listening to his normal makes me startled. Boys knows to act well.
“Hmm, I’m fine and thank you for concern. Can you just tell me what I should do now” I said in monotone with no expression.
“Yes please come here Ms. Ragini” my name sounded s*xier when he said it. Maintain distance.
Standing in front of his table but still I maintained some distance. I stood there for good five minutes watching him doing his own work. He called me and doing his work is I here to just stare at him.
“Sir “I whispered. I didn’t know whether to call him or not.
“Oh I called you here right they why you’re standing there, come this side “he said, while mention me to come near. No way, am not going to get near him.
“Sir I’m more comfortable from here, please assign me some work” I desperately wanted do some work to keep my mind away from thinking about him. He watched me for a second; I kept staring narrowing my eyes. He opened side drawer and took some tablet. With another hand he fetched water glass.
“Take and have this, you’ll feel better ” he paused for a while, his eyes not leaving mine like he is trying to hypnotizing me, then he continued ” you’er still not out of hangover and dark circle and red eyes are evident. So take this” he gave me one hard glare.
“Now, take this after taking I will assign you some work” he roared .I’m sure there is no room for arguing, so I took it. My head began to get heavy, spot began to appear, and my legs gave up. When I was about kiss the floor he caught me. I was scooped in his arms; I was not ready to give up and to sleep. When darkness took over me partially, I felt difficult to keep me un-sleep.
He kissed my forehead and mummer “sleep well babe”.
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