PAIN…!!

Hey guys I’m back…..this time I’m back with a realistic story…hope u will give me your opinion about dealing with this sort of problem…so that it can be helpful to those who are facing such situations
NOTE: THIS POST WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE …..WITHOUT VHM AKKA , AKKA LYSM UR SUPPORT IS THE BEST!!!

To visualize the scenario, I am starring Anika for this……and this story will be portrayed based on her (Anika’s) feelings…
Annika POV:
HEY BOOSY,
(GUYS ITS HER DOG NAME AND SHE LOVES HER SOO MUCH …)
This is your Anika…..you know what, I just want to end my life and reach you…..why should I bear all those things which I don’t want to…….what was my mistake o…….this is nearly 30th time I’m complaining you this year…….why did you leave me alone in this world…you could have taken me along with you….. I have always loved my family the most, but why doesthe same family, my family hurt me the most…….till date my dad beats me, scolds me, which I hate to the core….I know he loves me a lot but should he beat me without any mistake of mine….today also I dint do anything, I was just doing my project..as the volume coming from the television was high, I closed my room door , covered myself with a thick blanket , putting earplugs in my ears, started to listening to a class….due to which, I dint hear my dad calling me ….getting no response he screamed so loud that I quickly ran to him in the hall and asked him what happened… he told to open the packet which contains dal ….and since I was late in hearing to his calls he started scolding me with filthy words …..
when I was small, and when dad used to scold me …I used to get scared and cry…and because I used to cry, he used to beat me ….now I am 20 years old ….and at this age when he still tries to scold me without my mistake, I started to give it back to him with my replies ……I am trying to defend myself …I don’t want to lose my self-respect in front my family…
Today also I answered him back…..but what did I get in return…he started beating me with a broom stick…..what mistake did I do?…. I did nothing …..this did not happen for the first time…this happens everytime…. my body pains lasts for a minimum of one week, when he beats me……last time he punished meby beating me with a chair and an iron scale….. I had those red marks on my body which were visible even through a full sleeves dress……

When my friends asked me I told I fell down from stairs….but they are also not stupid to believe my excuses…I somehow skipped the matter by convincing them…
He has problem with everything I chose or do…he expects me to do what he wants not what I want to…. I told him I want to do MBA… but he wants me to pursue M.Tech which I hate…..already I chose his choice of bachelors course, I am pursuing engineering which I opted only because of him, despite my aim was to become a doctor……..I became an engineer keeping my wishes aside and as time flew even my priorities changed…. I didn’t want to become engineer doing the same old jobs ….now I am dreaming of becoming a professional nature photographer….and when I said the same to him, he became insane and the moron in him came forth and I was punished again , now the tool changed it was a belt……….
Seeing these atrocities on me my mom too has a heated argument or to say a fight with my dad…I am fed up of seeing all this and I’m feeling like… instead of seeing all these I should end my life….but I have to be alive for my brother …as I don’t want him to undergo what I have been undergoing all these years….I don’t want my brother to be living scared and fall weak, as I have been, so I act strong…..
I Love my family the most but will I get back the love from my family ever?

Guys and gals…these are real life situations that I have encountered recently through my friends…many of my friends have seen them live and listening to such incidents from them, where girls are undergoing such hardship,brought tears in my eyes ….I have a strong will to help them out, but not sure of how to… …so I have posted this….if anyone of you have any solution to tackle such situations, please do share by posting your opinions in the comment section below….
WITH LOVE
MOHITHA………