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Tiltle :Mending the BrokenHeart
Maheshwari ‘s mansion…
A man around age 25 was doing his work in the study and engulfed himself deeply that he didn’t even sense someone entering in..
“Sanskar” he heard someone faintly calling him
He knew it was her and just turned towards her and then just looked back to his laptop which he was working on.
“Sanskar, I know you’re not interested in talking to me or see me .Soo I..”she stammered a little where as sanskar looked at her with a frown.
He had no idea about what she was saying meanwhile she took a deep breath to calm herself and handed over some papers..
“I actually wanted to give these papers to you..I ..I..ac..actually (she stammered a little)”she stopped for a while when
“Divorce..”he whispered
“( she heard him whispering but continued gathering some courage)signed on it and you too sign on it”saying these she was about to leave
When she felt him catching her wrist …she knew his touch and what it means …she got to know it was possessive touch of him but why..she tried to leave and free her wrist from his grip. When he suddenly pulled her towards him coming near her ears …
“Swara…D..divorce…what happened tell me”he said cupping her face worriedly…
“Why do you care” saying this she pushed him hard
“What are you saying swara ?” he asked her worriedly…
“I just said , what you heard… and please send this papers signing by tomorrow and I going away from you far , far away”she said sobbing a little
“What” he asked her beliewered
She without replying him was leaving the study when she heard him saying and turned towards him..
“You will not go anywhere and I am not going to give you divorce
Mrs. Swara Sanskar Maheswari” he shouted with a full rage …
“Why do you care Han, tell me “she screamed
“Tell me…tell me” she cached hold of his collar saying this she sobbed a little
He just stood there numb..He didn’t knew how to react because he didn’t knew the reason behind her behavior and that divorce …He didn’t knew what was in her and what’s going around..In her pea size brain…
“Swara , what happened to you …why are you behaving weirdly “he asked her
“I am behaving weirdly” she laughed bitterly and then continued…
“I Wish I could Ignore You…Like You Ignored Me…But I Can’t soo I am leaving you, your house everything”saying this she sobbed
“What are you ..saying swara..i ..i ignored you” he stammered a little and saw her little accusingly..
“Han, you didn’t ignore me right.so tell me last day we were together, when you came near me..Talked to me leave at least looked at me”she said sarcastically
Now he understood what was she talking about …It has been six months to that bitter incident of their life’s which has made their life’s hell that unfaithful day, when they lost their child ….swara was five months pregnant when she met with an accident ….
Sanskar cursed himself closed his eyes when swara straightly landed on knees and sobbing hard..
Flashback
Swara and sanskar were happily married for past three year and were expecting a baby soon…
Swara was preparing breakfast two hands snaked into her waist ..she was startled but knew whose touch it was and smiled widely
“Sanskar…”she moaned when he leaned towards her and started giving wet kisses
“Swara ..why did you come to kitchen ..i told you naa ask me anything you want ill make it for you, but don’t come here then why did you come here jaan” he asked her cutely..
“Your baby wanted chocolate milkshake made by mama’s hand” she said placing his hand on her 5 month baby bump while sanskar caressed her babybump
“Baby don’t trouble your mamma much carve for which pappa could make” he said with a cute pout..
Swara gave him a peck on his lips and giggled at his words…
With this cute nokh –jhok their days passed..
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“Swara, don’t drive the car take driver with you” sanskar said
“Okay, boss”swara said like obedient child
Sanskar just pecked her forehead and left ….Swara was going to shopping for buying some necessary items …as usual took car ..She forgot to take driver with her…But unfortunately met with an accident..
Next day when she got up..She was in trauma after hearing that her baby died. She was broken she wanted to be with sanskar in his arms…who could relieve her from that ppain…she stood up to go towards sanskar
When she saw him coming towards him and he saw her with a full rage of anger …he marched towards and slapped her tightly..
She was numb didn’t know how to react…he has never raised his hands on her
“Because of your carelessness.I lost my child.Never show your face to me” he said and left from there
From then it has been six months till sanskar engrossed himself in work more than earlier…After seeing swara condition he realized his mistake was hesitate …cursed himself for yelling yet her he felt guilty…In this guilty he was not able to face her soo he engrossed himself in work….
Swara’s condition was no less…she was shattered and broken into pieces and sanskar’s ignorance lead her to depression and she started talking sleeping pills for avoiding voidness and guilt …she became a lifeless person who didn’t knew how to handle herself…she lost her patience and decide to leave him forever and ever….she decide to give him divorce…
Flashback end
“Swara” sanskar screamed in horror
Kneeling down on his knees taking up swara in his arms
“Swara…”he whispered and patted her cheeks sensing no response he took her in arms and went towards his room and made her sleep and called a doctor…
After a while..
“What happened doctor , how is she ?”sanskar asked worriedly
“Look sanskar , she is traumized by death of her child and went into depression. If this continues she may take extreme step like to attempt suicide too…please take care”saying this doctor left
Sanskar hurriedly came towards her …sat near the bed and took her hand,,,
“I know swara I made a mistake but I will rectify my mistakes” he said kissing her palm and slept seeing her in the sitting position…
Next day..when sanskar got up he lazily saw towards bed side and saw she was nowhere and then saw the cupboard door open and empty…he hurriedly went towards the entrance only to be seen she leaving his house with bags ..
He hurriedly went towards her throwing her bags inside and immediately took her in their room and placed her down on the swara tried to leave when he took her into a tight hug swara wriggled but didn’t speak a word…
“I know swara I am at fault I was being selfish…I was soo lost in my misery never realized your pain . But when I realized it was too late I was not able to face you…that’s the only reason I ignored you swara please …I am sorry swara”he distanced himself from her too see her and waited for her to speak something but she didn’t
Tears rolled down from her eyes…she just looked at him…moving back and tried to leave but this time sanskar held her wrist again
“Ok swara, don’t talk to me I will earn your forgiveness but you can’t leave me as you’re my legally wedded wife and if you want me not to force you ..you know where ever you go I will find you and you will be here soo stay here got it…then stay here” he said and she opened her mouth widely
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Swara was left with no option but stay at sanskar mansion…it has been a year since she talked to him or she spoke to another person…swara used to continuously stare aimless ….at least she used to cry before but she never cried from pastone year
“Jaan , I brought your favorite flavor ice-cream tub”sanskar tried too cheer her up..but seeing her staring aimlessly at something…
“Sorry jaan but I had to do this” sanskar monologue
He just made her turn towards him ans slapped her tightly and took her into a mouthful kiss…he poured his emotions in this aggression kiss….swara breathed heavly and started sobbing to which sanskar took her in his arms and whole night she cried leaning on to his shoulder….and sanskar consoled her…
“Swara ..I know I blamed you but I was at fault please forgive me”he kissed her forehead when she slept long back…
Next morning….
Swara got up and recollected the last night events and the nonetheless efforts of from past one year she thought she would give him second chance to mend their relationship …
After a while sanskar woke up lazily didn’t find swara in room he panicked and ran downstairs in search of her …Finally he found her in the kitchen and relaxed seeing her there…
Swara sensed his presence …
“I am ready to give you second chance sanskar , but It will take time to forget and forgive you”she said without turning towards him…
“Thank you swara , thank you soo much” he back hugged swara …
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Two years passed things were getting well between swara and sanskar.
One day …sanskar took swara to the park near by their mansion…when sanskar saw swara seeing one pregnant lady and lost in her thoughts..he was guilty still he could not repent for what he has done…Tears rolled down his cheek thinking will swara ever be able to forgive him and move on…
Then sanskar felt someone wiping his tears it was swara..
“sanskar , I forgive you…let’s forget the past and move on”she said
Sanskar immediately hugged her tightly as his life depends on that hug …
The End