Not every seperation is betrayal born (Riansh) OS

Vansh’s POV

My leisurely paced slow mo steps were getting faster,as my panting breaths were turning visible in the chilled mid Jan foggy air,
“Riddhima” every beat was screaming,
Mahn, I need to get away from those words of her,somebody please help me,and I accelerated,
Accelerated my steps on the track till I became breathless. No avail,her words are much more clearly audible than before.
f**king tears,why don’t they have the knowledge that VR can not cry on the road, and hence I wrapped my face with muffler,just to stop the cab,
“Take me somewhere, where her voice become unaudible”.
“Vansh…please,save me ,save me from the clutches of my past,help me get out of that shattered state,I am dying seeing myself in pieces,I can not,can not bear the burden of all those past things”…
And that’s what I did,
I  tried to make her feel,feel that I am with her,but they say na, sometimes when you meet a person ,you feel you should have met earlier,that was the case.
She said ,thanks for being with her,
“Thanks?”
Man she was the soul who chose me,who was I, yet the last gun shot that she used to separate herself from me.
And when any outsider
Who don’t know the circumstances that made her so vulnerable emotionally that she couldn’t give me or our relation a chance to heal her,
Its that when anyone use the words like fake,cheat,left,betrayed,meaningless, unrealistic….I am unable to control my anger at that moment.
“One thing that you have to agree
Not every seperation is born on the branch of betrayal “
She is not with me,physically, yet,the reason can not be that she or I betrayed. It can not always be,
There is a special case in every relation and for ours,it was just the cracks she recieved from her past that made it next to impossible for her to let me in ,yet she tried,she showered that purest love of her on me,as pure as the love itself is,
That its now impossible for me to even listen to the word “move on”,from her memories,her words,her feel,her presence,she ,her ,she.
“And the irony of my life
Our seperation is not the result of any fake person or promises
Its just the phase clarifying
You and I,our love , beyond the curbs of death and life “

Note: Via this I was trying to clarify that generalising my posts that they just revolve around “fake” is absolutely wrong.
They revolve around seperations,but not everyone was due to betrayals.
So avoid generalisations.