~~MANNAT YA PHIR MOHABBAT? part-18
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#Bhanu
My watt pad I’d: Bhanumitra
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swara pov,
I left to study room nd grabbed that file nd left to my room I locked my room nd started reading about him
he is mr.perfect as dad said but he had a lot of hidden truths
only I know them
when dad said me to know about him
I have felt that I can get his week point but it’s wrong
I really don’t know how can a person be perfect like this
yes, he is perfect
I don’t know how to handle this thing
how can he turn so cheap
what the hell I did to bear his stupid harassment
I should answer him
I should show him that I’m not weak as he think
but I understood that his weakness is his dad i.e my RP uncle
yeah rp uncle is so sweet since childhood he used to treat me like his own daughter
he used to love me more the sanskar
although sanskar is mother’s son he used to roam with his mother all the time nd later with me
I lying on my bed while hugging my pillow in tears
suddenly I heard a knocking sound
it’s around 12 pm who will be on this time
I cleared my tears nd opened my door without wasting a second
I’m shocked to see the poster in front of me
its sanskar wt the hell, he is doing in so late ngt
y he is unsteady it smell’s weird
I saw a silver colored tin in his hand
I think he is drunk my thought are brushed when entered my room while pushing me aside
“are you sleeping while spoiling my sleep “he yelled while snuggling towards me
I just moved away in irritation I really hate this alcohol
in my family none have this stupid habit
“just get out of my room “I yelled
“no I have something to confess” he murmured while drinking again
“wt hell you wanna say just get lost I don’t wanna listen “I yelled
he closed the door nd pinned me back on the door with a force
my back had hitted the wall in a fraction of seconds he caged me in btw his hands
“when I’m talking you should listen ” he murmured in my ear
I turned my face to avoid the smell nd his closeness to
“he gripped my chin nd made me face him
I don’t know why my tears are continuously flowing down
“Y UR CRYING ”
“I asked y ur crying “he yelled in angry but I stood sobbing
“did I do anything no, do I kissed u, nooo…… at least did I touched you… “he asked in dangerous voice
I gulped silently while crushing myself on the door in fear
“answer mee damn “he yelled while grabbing her harshly towards his
ahh noo” I murmured while sobbing
“then y ur crying now, stop ur stupid tears now “he yelled in anger
” get away from me “I yelled while pushing him away
“I won’t “he yelled while tightening his grip on my shoulder
“ah it’s hurting me plz leave ” while winching in pain
“let it hurt I don’t care “he yelled while pressing himself on me
I pushed him with a force nd gave a tight slap he fell on the floor
“mummy she again slapped mee “he cried while holding his sore cheek
this girl is a bad girl always slapping me ah..ahh ” he cried while rolling on the bed
I’m confused is he a human or really a vampire
after crying sometimes he fell asleep
I took him to his room nd threw him on bed, oh my shoulder is paining just by weight of his hand only
I removed his shoe’s nd placed a comforter on him nd I got up to leave
but he gripped my hand “plz don’t leave me, I will be a good boy plz don’t leave me ” he murmured in sleep
I just lost in his innocent face, I kissed him on forehead nd sat beside him
after a while he sleep nd I left his room
I don’t know wts happening with me
I’m feeling the pain
y he is behaving in such a way with me
I still remembered the days in my childhood he used to get so many chocolates for me
he used to care me like my mom nd dad
sometimes I used to feel that he is my world 24/7 he used to be with me
when I opened my eyes I used to find him in front of my eyes with a happy wala smile
I still remembered his sweet smile nd his charming voice “gud mrg jaan ”
yes, he used to refer me as jaan only since childhood
he never left me alone we are in the same school he is 3yrs elder to me but all the time he used to roam in front of my class while staring me but he used to be top in his class it’s a miracle bcoz I never saw him studying
all the time we used to play in our home
days are very gud on that time but destiny planned more for him
in an accident, our family lost everything he lost his mom nd our grandma &grandpaa
I’m too young to understand that situation
I’m just 5yrs old nd he is 8 yrs
I could not understand anything but even sanskar haven’t understood?
he haven’t cried
I still remembered the day everyone in my family is crying but sanskar he came to me with chocolate “jaan have this advance happy bday ”
yes the very next day is my bday as I grown up I understood that “how can he remember me in such a painful situation also ”
after few days he ignored everyone he used to take care of me but he stopped speaking with others
he is so quite so, RP mama has shifted themselves to the USA
then he crying
yes, this is the first time I saw him in tears
he cried while leaving me even it’s painful to me
I cried more than him but my dad nd rp uncle said me
“sanskar will come back soon if u want him to be a gud boy you should stay away from him for few yrs so say sanskar to go to America ”
I waited for him so much for yrs but he never spoke with me even on ph
slowly I forgot him as I grown up but I never expected that he will turn like this
even now I’m crying bcoz how can a person who loved me so much have turned so harsh
once upon a time he used to value my every feeling but today he is just caring his stupid desires
once upon a time he loved my heart but today, he just wanted my body is he hating me
once upon a time he care me so much but today, he is hurting me so much
but y he changed like this?
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