Hello Everyone….Its Jessie..again…Ok..this is gonna be long…Had no time to edit…”HAPPY NEW YEAR” This year 2016…I got TU and you all as my friends…which would be with me as sweet memories even after years…Coz…Here is where…I started to write…and lots of friends sharing their encouragement and words for this unseen friend of yours…
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Chapter 30 (Part 1)
Once inside.,she pulled him to face her… “Stop behaving sweet…Am scared Arjun!! I know you..!! Its been 5 days….Its only me..not you…scold me…slap me…anything…Just vent out your anger..but don’t lie you aren’t…I am fed up waiting…”,she saw his face…
“Waiting?? You did all possible ways isn’t,to annoy me”,he snapped removing his shirt… “Go..Fresh up…”,he said..
“Yes…I did!! I accept…!! But..whats the use…you are way stubborn than me…and..I fear….the growing distance between us…”
“Why to fear..when it has already made it way”,he looked away…
“Don’t kill me with your sweetness”,she sat on the edge of their cot irritated….. “Is this your way? No Arjun..you are hurting yourself”,she said worried..
“Just like you”,he snapped…
“Then why….I said a lot….I couldn’t figure which made you this cold…”…
“Everything!”.
“Thats a lie..”
“You enquired about Resorts…though I promised you the papers…you thought I cheated your dad….Our marriage is nothing but a hindrance…”,he moved towards cupboard…
“That’s wrong…Honestly.!! Listen…I felt my dad to be trapped…I felt the same for you…May be you were made to get it..you said 3rd party…I want to know who was that…May be the same person would have tricked your sister…to get you work here…I don’t know the reason..and I don’t want to…!! But I can’t leave the person…Won’t you do the same..if you were in my situation…and Am No saint to forgive….Will you tell me who got you the resort”,she said in one go expressing her helplessness…
Arjun glared her sharp…”My dad! R & R global holdings…!! now whats your reply…I din’t mention because you were already worried for your other property”,he sighed… “So..tell me…you want it back? ”
She shook her head negative… “I already said…Its something My dad has to…Not me!!..He lost it…so..it should be him to get it back..not me…Mine..is BS,!! only that..”.she got up…
“Wait..Tell about your opinion about that person”,he saw her intent…
“He is still there…Clever one!!But not anymore”,she smirked…
“HE?”,he raised his brows..
“Yep…He…the one who is still holding a trump card…”,..she moved to fresh up…
“Is this the only reason you are angry on me”,she asked drying her hair…he stood before their mirror.,waiting for her to come back from shower…He pulled his towel and walked in silence…
“Arjun..where were you before six months?”,she asked glancing her laptop.,once he stepped out wiping his body…
“India”,he threw the towel from his torso and searched his tees…
“So…means…you aren’t the signing authority of your holdings company….you knew nothing about Khanna Industries scam”,she smiled wide…
“Back to your property! I did say!..we people are addicted Radhika!”,he sounded annoyed…
“Ah…No..I just wanna clear things….How far you are unaware and..how..”
“Get up..!! Are you sitting on my t- shirt”,he asked..
“Leave it..Listen me…!!”,she shoved his hand…. Her mobile being charged,rang flashing Prena’s name….
“Prena Aunty”,he saw the screen,she rushed to snatch from him..He held in speaker glaring her…
“Radhi…Whats wrong with you?? Do you want me to come there to pull your ears?? ”
“Maa”,she sounded low…
“How long you will skip your food? Till you solve your problems? And keep on fainting…You fainted twice yesterday and had no thought to inform us…..Leave me!! you din’t say to anyone…What Sarat said to you?Tell me now?”,Prena sounded unusually strict…
She tried to get her mobile from Arjun.,but he nodded no.,and gestured her to speak…
“You won’t say isn’t…Be like that..Radhi..you proved us wrong!! Aren’t you supposed to be strong….Skipping meals..Fainting….behaving annoyed with everyone…Why dear?? you forgot us? You are not alone”,Prena sounded worried in concern…
She sobbed listening that… “Maa….Its..Just…”
“Fear..!! Fear of losing someone…! I thought when you get a person for yourself you will change…But no! you turned worse! Are you behaving the same way with Arjun?”,she asked..
“Yes..”,she replied though Arjun gestured negative…
Prena was silent for few secs…”Thats so wrong…Its a week you got married..”,Prena sounded displeased…”Still…Radhi…Give the call to Arjun..”,she said composing her tone…
“Yes Aunty..”,he responded after few secs…
“Aru…Come home for breakfast tomorrow..hmm…First week anniversary in Radhi’s words…”,Prena tried to sound cheerful….
“For Lunch Aunty..”,he said the next moment….
“Okay..But you both should come..No excuses”,Prena disconnected the call the next sec….
“You fainted?”,he asked shocked… “You din’t think I should know?”….
“When am no one in your life..why shu…”
“Just cut that crap”,he said irritated..
“No..It isn’t…You will definitely throw me out of your life one day…If you keep on holding yourself from expressing your anger…Am scared for that day… Just like a volcano..you will definitely erupt your frustration…annoyance…Anger…one day..completely drowning me with that….Its better if you give me the taste from now on…”,she tried to control her tears…
“This is why I said…Watch your words! Its paining isn’t!!..You sowed it Radhika,…”,he remarked with a glare…
“Just give me a glimpse of your hatred..”,she pleaded him…
He looked her eyes…”I thought of booking return tickets for me alone”,he said to her face….
She smiled humorless… “Seven days..I made your life hell”,tears rolled down her cheek… “You could have fought with me isn’t”,she stepped towards him…
“I was unable to….but at the same time..your words…”,he averted his gaze…
“Arjun….Just Punish me the way you want..but don’t hurt yourself”,she held his hand… “You thought to leave me?”,she asked
“No..I did say..the decision will be yours…”,he raised his forefinger when she questioned him….She smiled a little…
“So..If I decide to leave you..you wont stop?”,she stepped on his feet looping her arms around his neck…
“I told…”
“No..Answer me point blank”,she averted her gaze to blink back her tears… “What will be your decision?”,she asked low…
“The same”,he tried to pull her hands away…
“Same? you should have something of your own.,instead of pointing mine alone”,
“Radhika..I tried to hold you back…!! Thats the reason I rushed for Legal option..something to bind us.,when we lose our temper….But you made it hard…I want you to never think our marriage as a mistake…and….If you decide that staying away will benefit you..will give you happiness…I won’t stop you…I will never!! that’s my way of expressing my love…”,he smiled a little…. “I don’t care for other’s opinions..”
“What if that hurts me?”,she asked back…
“You can comeback anytime…I won’t hold any grudge…that I promise…!! you can have my word!! I told what I want….Our marriage…,should never be insulted..I can never tolerate that”,he saw her to listen him intent looking his feet… “And..though you leave me…You will be Mrs.Mehra…Forever…That’s my decision..None could change that…Not even my dad!”,he shook her to face him…
“Whats the use of just tagging the word Mehra”,she pouted…
“Why?? Will anyone dare to think about harming you or your sister? Tell me…The name Arjun Mehra holds its valor.! Even If you don’t prefer me to be with you…that will do its duty…”,he said looking her face…
“You thought a lot.,being in silence….The worst punishment..!! Why Arjun? why it happens with me? I thought you were a ordinary person..Really!! Never thought our parents were friends…deals..properties…loss..takeover….what should I do”,she looked him like a kid….
“You decide…”.,he said immediately… “Today !!”..
She saw him not to hold her,though she stood on his feet..his bare torso hitting her tees…. A flash of their moments passed her mind….,her eyes unconsciously welled up…She leaned and kissed his lips…saying,”I will miss you”…
He smiled back…”Me too”..they stood looking each other…
“I love you so much…Arjun…today…I feel proud that I chose you in my life…May be the only right decision I took”,she smiled through tears…
“Will you change your decision”,he asked..
“If I keep staying with you…You will be punishing yourself….only if you promise to vent your anger on me”,she looked him helpless….
“That’s something I can never do”,he smiled..,dragging his feet back…Her every feature got alarmed.,she looped her arms even more close around his neck…and made her grip strong on his feet… “Tell me…Arjun…”,her voice expressed her yearn for his reply…
“You understood it”,he said trying to free from her grip…
“NOOOO!! Say it to my face”,she shrieked nervous….He pulled back half of his feet.,while she stood her gaze fixed with his…His eyes grasped her every sense.., fear., worry., love.,at last hope…trust on him.,when she smiled a little saying..”Senior..am gonna slip”,she pulled back her hands,closing her eyes…he wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her close before she could slip off his feet…”Stubborn”,he bit her earlobe and lifted her in air..and she squealed like a kid.,looping her arms back to his neck…
“You fool senior…I told my decision long back”..
“No..You only said..though I cheat you..you want me…but now what did you do”,he pulled her ears as he got her down… “Sacrifice..!! Really…Am not that good..that you thought., you don’t deserve me”,he said throatily…
“Wanna see the bad side…Plssss”,she smiled….
He turned to pick his t shirt,but she threw that away… “You too said..you will miss me”,she pouted angrily….
“I told…I wo..”…
“Enough..Am gonna sleep…Its over…! Solved!!”,she turned to move to the other side of bed…
He laid across the bed… “Not yet..I won’t let you sleep…until you say the reason for your decision..”,he said supporting himself with his right elbow,glaring her..
She got over him,and he laid on his back at this sudden encounter from her…
“Get down”,he tried to get push her…
“Because….”,she saw him to listen her…”I love you…I love. you…I love you”,she kissed his face and bare chest…. He laughed at that…
“Dont eat those hairs…I forgot to….”
“No…Don’t…I love it…”,she kept her cheeks on his chest…
“What??? Look here”,he tried to pull her chin.,but she held her face close to his chest….”Jerry..Look me once”,he called amused….
“No..Am angry on you…”,she giggled… “Arjun..will you promise me something”,she asked..and he tapped her back in response… “Promise you wont get into BS again”,she bit her lips..
“Thats the only mistake I honestly regret for…I never looked your company that way…I won’t Radhika..”,he kissed her forehead…
“Promise that you wont give me your silent treatment”,she asked…
“That I won’t..Cause….That’s the only hold I have on you..Else..you will make me dance to your tunes”,he sighed.,and tried to get his t-shirt lying down the other side…
“Don’t wear it..”,she mumbled surprising him…
“Ah..Now it will be hard”,he slapped her back…
“Why? Arjun…Love me”,she said hugging him close…she felt him to turn stiffen….”You still din’t forgive me?”,she said again…
“No..!! You..Hmm..lets…ok…Tomorrow”,he said switching off the lights… “Now sleep”..
“No today!”,she raised her head to see him…
He smiled…patting her head…”Ok….Tomorrow”,he laughed…
“Arjun…Am ok…Am not weak today”,she said like a announcement and he laughed heartily listening that….
“Sleep”,he said stifling his laugh….
She leaned closer and whispered in his ears…”Am sorry..!”..
“Sorry to whom…Mr.Mehra or Arjun”,he asked back…
“To…Giraffe”..he rolled her down the next second…
“Playing safe.??.”,he asked hoarsely…”Tell me..will you leave me…how dare you said that to my face..”.his voice shook her little…
“No…No…No…”,she yelled… “But…you should..”
“Eager to face my wrath..”
“When you can be my punching bag..why can’t me…And Senior…Radhika is no less…”,her words failed to gain its volume when he snaked his hand inside her tees…
“Ready”,he asked..and she blinked confused…
“You can’t step back…My wrath…My style…My wife”,he pulled her close…Lying on his left facing her..
“Shot gun Wedding! Do you remember it?? It started there…What did I do…you insulted my love with that word..”,he held her bra’s hooks…
“Tha..I…”,she tried to drag herself back…
“Nope..Not your mom’s perception..somewhere that word crossed your mind….you took that opportunity to say it…be it your mom’s Pov..how could you say it”,he exhaled sharp…
“Where did I fail to prove that lust is not root cause of my love….the usual opposite s*x charm din’t trigger me…My manhood is not for sale..in particular to acquire properties..”,he guttural voice clearly spoke his pain…
“Am..sorr..”
“No…Don’t be…Am just saying what hurt me? Of all things..only those which insulted my love hurts me..I care a damn for other things…”,he unhooked her bra…
“Arjun…”,she stuttered…
“Yea..”..he saw her….”Remove it and come”,he pulled his hand back.. “Else…I will..remove your tees”,he pinched her waist…
“This is not fair”,she pouted…
“I wanna say few things…so do it…and..Why am lying like this..”,he asked pointing his bare torso…
“Okay..wear your t shirt”,she tried to move…
“that has nothing to do now…”,..he patted her cheeks…
“You said…”
“I still keep my words…Its tomorrow..not today”,he switched on the lights..
“Am going to throw this night lamp out”,she gritted her teeth….he pulled her t-shirt down… “Arjun please”,she smiled…
“No please..Please”,he winked… she sat upright and tried to remove,but he kept playing with switch saying…9..8…7…the lights blinking its eyes synchronizing for his countdown…
“Ah..what…the light…its annoying….stop…countdown..for what…”,she hissed irritated…..and glared when he continued…
“3..2…and….”
“1..wha”,before she could finish.,he sprang on her rolling her down…..”No..no…”,she pushed his hand.,as he tried to pull up her tees…”Mr.Mehra..off..Move”.she hissed…
“Still the same..Next time.,you should think twice before insulting my love”,his hands randomly covered her back…
“I never meant to..you idiot..!! I never meant…Are you a fool”,she shrieked….he buried his face on crook of her shoulder…”You said..you meant??”.he whispered..
“Yes..that…for..”,she paused feeling his whole to vibrate….
“Then I need to prove…I can stay..I can keep you fresh in my arms..though you are…”,he pulled her tees off the next second,in a wink of eye..and covered her with sheets.,as she gasped…
“You did ask for today..why to be shocked”,he mocked throwing her dress away…
“You packed me like a”,she sounded feeble unable to figure out his move in dark…
“Doll…My sweet cute….baby doll”,he pulled her to his chest…
“Ah..you wrapped the sheet along with my hands…I couldn’t pull it”,she whined like a kid.,as he showered kisses over her…her whole squirmed in response,for each of his lip trace..
“Your voice turns me mad”,he whispered in her ear.,and she trembled a little…. “You still manage to speak..ummm?”,he asked throatily…. “Pull your hands..I will be holding..”,he looped her waist with his left arm..
“Okay..now listen”,he said..and she laid wrapped like a doll in that bed sheet,over him….
“What?”,she asked..
“From Monday…I will be resuming to my work…So…”
“Time?”she asked immediately..
“Wait..till late 1AM…Thats it…and…we won’t be getting enough time to spend together….So..ask all your doubts now?”,he said,rolling himself down..adjusting her over him…
After a sec,she asked..”Did you really book return tickets only for you?”..
“No baby…How would I…I was anger to that extent”,he replied…
“Hmm…how..”
“Jerry….I never knew about your properties before…but….”
“I knew….you knew nothing..I had the doubt you might be framed…now too…I was angry, that you dint say things before hand..”,..
“You will get to know with time”,he rubbed her back…
“Shall I get down”,she tried to move unable to control herself from responding to their proximity…
“Why….and yes..Tomorrow I have a surprise for you…actually I planned for last Monday..as…you asked for proposal gift”,he spoke unaffected with their closeness…
“Hmm..yeah..”she tried to slid down…he caught hold of her….
“Arjun…its..”
“I couldn’t sleep having you over me yesterday..but you slept well…so..Tit for tat”..,he looped her arm over his torso..
“I seriously doubt..If you are a business man.!”,she asked pouting…
“Nope..Not for you..!!”,he tickled her…
“Radhika…..Do you really think,you did a mistake by marrying me?”,he asked in his self,after a minute..
“Anyone…Everyone thinks so…That we rushed..that too…when we have problems in every angle around us…Either you or me targeted by both sides…It turned risky…tangled.. ..”,her words were cut in the middle..
“Give me a chance”,he asked like a plead…
“Only if you stay away from BS..else..I will”,she said uncompromising….
“My Cutie baby…how could you think of arguing with me..Lying like this..”,he pulled her sheets down a little…She shrieked holding it…. “You will throw me out of your life if I say it to be a mistake”,she mumbled…
“I pushed you to edge”,he encouraged her…
“Nope..Even I had the fear of losing of you….I would have done the same..If I dint have these problems…Its only this company..My dad…”
“Ok..leave..”,he sighed…
“Arjun…you know My Brother…Jai….Grand duke’s is his idea…Though I monitor through Neil..Its only today I got to see the way it got developed…..He had ideas for BS too…I…”
“Birdsong is for Sam..!! you too will be holding its reigns…It should be you both….She needs you…at every stage of her life…..just like you are dependent on her…”,he pushed her hair back and caressed her cheek…
“You promised your sister!”.she asked doubted…
“Nope..!!.I won’t let you suffer…Control your anger….your words have a impact on me..very deep…Am sensitive before you…”,he spoke recalling her tears…
“You speak like drugged”,she giggled…..
And he rolled on top of her…”Drugged!! yes!!..he tried to get her lips.,while she played lying under him….”Active…!!”,he raised his brows… “Tell me..will our marriage remain as…”
“If so…Then Lets call as Sweet Mistake..!! What’s wrong”,she pulled him to her..and captured his lips..he laughed annoying her and took the lead…”Sheets aren’t thick…Your curves drive me crazy”,he whispered making goosebumps to race over her skin…
“Lets…”,
“No baby..you are weak…Sleep…I spoke my heart out….I want this…Time to speak..being ourselves..Arjun and Radhika…not Mehra and Khanna….We need to face a lot…the lot which may pull us apart…Its only your face….that charmed me like anything..that gave me peace..your boldness…never you pretended before me..!! and your smile that forced me to do the same…Everytime I failed…myself before you…I still want to discover…a lot…a real lot..living with you….every second….You are truly a gift Radhika..!!….for me!!….Only for me!! Am so selfish…I cant even share your love with our children..I can’t..”,he engulfed her with his hold.,close to his chest.,like a kid…
“Children 5 or 6?”,she recalled his msg and giggled saying that…
“One..!! hmm…Two!”..
“Three..”,she giggled…
“But I get the first preference…I won’t tolerate if you annoy me then…”,he said getting himself into that situation…
“I had hurt you with words..your love..!!still..”,she kissed his chest..
“don’t do that..”,he pushed her head back..and she giggled playing again…
“Stop giggling…Sleep.”,he patted her head..
“Arjun…How…umm…..I…Arj….”
“What?”
“What are you thinking.,that you keep yourself…hmmm….not…lying over you…I feel….Arjun…understand me”,she whined at last and he chuckled…
“I was thinking about that day.,you broke my HOD’s vehicle….was that a possessiveness…I wonder the love you had for me…Unconditional !!….you were the first to not be affected by my charm..!!”
“Who said?”,she retorted and bit her tongue…
“Really…I haven’t seen you blushing”,he adjusted her a little away from him…
“I would have…If I…”,she dragged and he laughed wholeheartedly…
“God!! Jerry…I got that…”,he ruffled her hair.,his whole shook in mirth….
“Arjun..you were so angry..that you held yourself from holding me..Not even a kisss…why….”,she asked after a minute…
“I was waiting for this…why din’t you ask me yesterday…So..you know….you were at fault…I so wanted to make you realize..”,his words came sharp…
The clock strike 12… and he held her close cheering…”Yay!! Happy first week anniversary”…
“You turned like me”,she giggled…
“I so love this…..This one week..I got to know more about you…My mistake of staying away from you….Jerry…That day..when you came to inform me about leaving to Delhi…I saw pain in your eyes…That’s the only reason…I decided to pull you back to me….Why did you cry last Sunday after fighting with me? As though you lost me forever!! Thats the reason I couldn’t vent my anger…Baby…Lets start afresh…”..
She switched on the lights… “Did you cry..?”,she asked…he nodded negative…. “Do I really deserve you?”,she saw him confused…
“Only you !!”,he pulled her nose…
“Am Sorry Arjun…Am so sorry…”,she kissed his forehead…
“Will you make me yourself now”,she asked feeble..
He pulled her chin to face him… “You are already mine…This intercourse has nothing to do…and baby…do you really think giving yourself is what I expect from you?”,
“No..I thought you are angry still…”,she buried her face next to his….Their cheeks plastered to each other’s…
“No…Its over…As I told..I won’t bring this topic ever…But…I can’t tol..”
“Arjun…What do you think about our marriage…I should have…..”
“The best decision in my life…Yes…it may be at wrong time..but…Let it be…I know..I cornered everyone….Including you…I should have let you to speak…But..you make me listen to you…that’s why..but…Finally…Its for my dear baby doll…!! Isn’t…I wish to have you with me…I somewhere……….”,he quickly bit his lips… “Your dad warned me of such consequences…I was adamant…”…
“I thought…I risked your life unnecessarily….you…you..”,she tried to get up…
He laughed…”I guessed that….”,he chuckled…”When you said sweet mistake,..Oh..really baby…!! what’s that mistake…I din’t do any…”,he held her hands from hitting his chest…
“Its My mistake…I trusted you…Idiot…”,she struggled in his hold…
“Then continue it throughout your life”,he winked….She sagged over him completely…
“What have you done?…you could have asked me isn’t..”,she sounded low.
“Baby…Am I that Sweet…You called me so”,he sounded serious annoying her…
“Having you in my life is the sweetest thing…I would do thousand mistakes to have you with me…And everything I do for that..will be accounted as My Sweeeeeeeet Mistake”,she held him and hit his forehead with hers….
“Same page!!…”.he kissed her nose..”but Accounts…Again??!!!…God…Why I asked you learn business”,he feigned a shock…and saw her to look him fantasized…her eyes running all over his features..he pressed his lips controlling his laugh…when she looked down his chest…abs..and halted above his waist… “Eyes here love!!”,he remarked seductively and she quickly averted her gaze…
“This is why I switched off lights…I know am irresistible”,he extended his arms sideways….and she glared him…
“Thanks for the punishment”,she mumbled..
He pulled her close…”It’s not…!! You look…”,she tried to switch off the lights unable to withstand his eyes gazing her….”well..get used to be wrapped in sheets..I so hate your night suits..and eat well…Fainting!! I don’t want to listen that…and…you are so light…hmmm….Sleep….”,he pulled her head close to him…
“Hard to control”,she giggled and laughed holding her stomach…
“I will rip those sheets”,he said sharp….
“As if I would care”,she mocked in between her laugh….
“Shameless.”,he controlled his smirk.,and smacked her head..
“You turned me one”,she elbowed his middle…
“Stop snapping”
“I learnt from you”,she chuckled… Wonder because of what? I wish to stay awake”,she said dramatic….
“Its because of the Chole bhature there”,he poked her belly and tickled her as she squealed and giggled forgetting every problem of hers….
“Happy Anniversary…..Mr….Mehra…”,she giggled… “Am stubborn”…she tittered when he pulled her ears…
“First week!!”,he chortled… “You turned me crazy…”
“Crazy boy”,she said aloud throwing her hands in the air…
“Mad girl”..he pulled her and smothered her with kisses…enthralled with her pleasured moans.,he captured her lips for a passionate moment sharing their love..their lips expressing their pain and love in their own language…the love which couldn’t be expressed through words,unlike their pain…she pulled him close..their lips stayed glued for minutes,only parted when she struggled for breath…He stayed over her feeling her breath..He pulled back to see her after a minute…she looked him dazed…”I Love you Jerry…!! Will never hurt you…”,he mumbled over her lips…
“Love you my dear Husband…”,she said with a smile…He saw the pale blue sheets barely covering her bosom…He pulled it back to cover her….”Good night..!”,he kissed her forehead…
“Am so lucky Arjun”,she said to him…”Thanks for making me to feel it…”,She raised herself to kiss his cheek…
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