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My Little Queen (Shot 4)
“Radhu…Radhu…one more please”, I was brought out of my reverie listening a little kid to plead her…She happily fed something to him…Radhu!..even a little one calls her so…Only if she had accepted my friendship that day.,I wouldn’t be here at this place..
Why the hell she every time addressed me Fernandez sir’….In this one year,it was just her..only her what I see and listen whenever I come here…With each and every time.,she did come close to my heart….I tried my best to be polite with her…even when.,she took my mobile.,to delete her pic…
“You can’t delete it”,I pulled my mobile looming over her…and she stood disappointed with a sad pout.. “If you want to..then….”,I paused and saw her to look me… “Say…I love you Arjun!”,I smirked….
She blinked at me..Must have thought me as a idiot..Of course.,yes!..She turned me into one..I felt like waiting for ages in that six months of time..,while she had finished her course and was preparing for MBA..My god! no more wait!
But she disappeared with no good answer…Next time,when I came I couldn’t find her..May be she shifted her house or cut ties because of my behavior,I thought…and there was no way to enquire about her to my family…That was one hell of time.,I suffered..2 days.!!,I tricked Sam with too many questions,but no use…It was around 3Am, I heard some vehicle noise and saw her to come home with luggage along with her mom…She was out of station!!….My brain failed to catch this simple logical reason….I waited for her,the next day.,but she dint turn out.,and was unusually gloomy when I saw her….Unable to control myself,I inquired throw gestures and she just nodded a nothing…Later.,I got to know it was because of their ritual to commemorate her dad’s death..and it was 13th year!! May be she got remembrances of her father.,yearn for paternal love !!…
My mom pushed a reluctant Sam,who kept chanting that she never opens up to anyone……I quickly hopped to my terrace when Sam left to her house…I happened to see her to cry her heart out clutching Sam’s shoulders….I was in my terrace.,and she saw me once from hers….My Angel was in need of an Angel in her life…I so wanted to hug and comfort,only if she had acknowledged my love!!…
Neither she accepted me as a friend nor she ignored my presence around her…Her fragmented approach confused me more and I eventually turned a mute spectator for all her antics…May be that is her way of rejection….A decent stand-offish!!….I would have left it as such.,if not she hid my drunken drive stunt to my parents…,if not she came to my room,when I met an accident and wished my wellness thinking me to be fast asleep….
She did love me.!. The tinge of pinkish shade that covered her cheeks when I stay around her,cannot be out of fear..only could be because of my effect on her…My presence!!…
Those side eyed looks she gave me.,while I purposely stayed along with her in kitchen,in the name of supervising Sam’s cooking skill….No..!! My instincts can never betray me…..
This time that was the reason I decided to propose it without beating around the bush…It was tough to carry on with a pain….
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“Here…Wait”,I saw her to walk down in the side yard of my house.,holding a battery torch…what the!…I saw the watch…Its gonna be 7.40…Almost half an hour passed recalling my past….She was searching something….what was the need to walk in dark…..Idiot girl!
I then heard to climb terrace steps…”Radhu..”,I crooked my head a little and saw the fellow Saral to stand on road,calling her…
“Wait”,she replied and came here..She din’t notice me as I was standing in dark….If only she had the sense to check the place,she could see me..But No!! she was keen to pluck a Rose!’
Rose!!
“Saral..left..you idiot..left..yes….Catch”,she threw the rose guiding him through the call… She wasn’t aware of another person’s presence behind her…Careless girl!
“Now get lost”,she whispered in her mobile and hung the call…
“What are you doing here?”,I asked throatily…
She jerked with a audible gasp.. I did want that…she needs to know about her careless nature…
“Fernandez Sir!! you…dint”,she stammered but scrutinized her look to my right hand.,I quickly turned the bottle..I knew..she might be trying to read the label…
“Sir..you are drinking!”,she said covering her mouth with her palm….
Drinking isn’t that grave sin..! I could only smirk at her antics…..
“I asked…why you are here?”,I asked arrogant…..
“that…Rose…for sar…but..sir..Aunty thinks you had quit drinking too”,she thinned her lips looking my hand….
When I have one handsome face,why cant she see my face… But…wait! Rose for Saral? for him from my house??
“Rose for saral??How dare…”,I gritted my teeth…and she saw my face…
“Fer…Sir..sir…Pls..Its…love!! you see…and…you don’t get angry…Am sorry..ok?”,she spoke like convincing a whining kid…
Sh*t…what the hell she thinks of me…Am still steady.!..I saw the bottle to be half empty…though its long time.,it din’t turn me that tipsy.!….
She turned to leave…
“Hey wait! I was asking you something..Reply before you leave”,I ordered taking a step closer to her….Her reflex! she took a step behind!
“What were you doing with Saral there?”,I pointed her terrace…
Her eyes widened in shock.,and narrowed at me..Oh really! glaring me?!
“What does it has to do here?”,she asked back in a little high tone…
That’s bad…! I held her wrist and pulled her close…
“Sir..Leave my hand..You are drunken..Leave me”,she whined…
“Stop whining..you little one…I will wring your neck like a chicken if you yell in my ears”,I hissed in full rage twisting her left hand behind her back….
How dare she calls me drunkard…..It was just few sips..!!
“Tell me..”,I pulled her close….
She wriggled from my hold.,as her mobile rang.. “Ah..saral….Will meet tomorrow…bye..bye…”,she cut the call in hurry…
“You lied to us..You neither quit smoking nor this…”,she pointed the bottle…”Why did you lie then”,she turned angry suddenly…
“I said,I will try…and I never said I had quit..and I quit smoking!”,I lied through my teeth with that last sentence..
“Again a lie…I saw you smoking..Last time…”,she gave me a accusing look…..
“Who is that saral to you”,she glared me and turned around to leave…I leaped a little to hold her wrist.,may be little strong this time.,but her mobile and keys flew down kissing the brick tiles beneath our foot…
She looked shocked..,yea!..her mobile was in pieces now..!!
“See…It was not my fault”,I said when she was about to pick those…I tried to help but she shoved my hand…I took another sip leisurely while she knelt down….What!! Did she lose her sense? she wears a low cut one and kneels before me….
“Get up”,I said high,hardly controlling my eyes not to look her precious……She stooped more to collect the scattered pieces,giving a tough challenge for my self-control…I tried to avert my gaze..,but No!…that tempting ivory skin..,I pulled her through her arm…”Are you senseless?”,I asked…….
But her annoyed pout and look was on her palms that held the mobile pieces….I sipped further….She glared me angrily,amused with that I sipped a little more….She was too angry to notice that I hardly consumed…
“Who is that Saral?”I asked again..,this time my bottle hit her palms a little.,and in a blink of a moment.,she pulled and threw it away shocking me….The thick shattering noise raised my temper….
“Why are you bothered…what if I drink or smoke”,my left snaked around her waist and pulled her close raising her a little to my height…
She tried hard to squirm in my hold..,her eyes threatened to pour out at any of the next moment,with my hard grip…
“Leave me…you..are….too…bad…I never thought….”,she stuttered…her every features flaring in anger…
Bad!!
“Radhika…! Is my love that invisible”,I asked defeated..
Her brows drooped.,her features melted with her mouth opened a little….I smiled humorless..,relieving her from my grip…
“Sweetheart…!! Look me…”,I cupped her cheeks and held close to my face.,while her eyes scanned my features afresh….just like a baby!! what does she find anew every time in me??
“What is that! Every time you find something in my face”,I asked with a smile..and she did her signature fish style..,forgetting the minutes before clash….She stepped back a little.,with her gaze on ground…I stepped forward….
“Am I that bad?”I asked with my forehead on hers…pulling her face close to me.,I whispered…”Don’t you love me?”,she nodded in negative…
“Really”I asked surprise..and she nodded in affirmative….
I,now saw her face.,”Say it Radhika”,I said…and I noticed the effect of my stress on her name.,had on her….Her rosy lips devoid of artificial beauty supply,parted a little,and that Elaichi smell in her breath drove me lil crazy…
“Fer..”,I shut close her mouth with mine….She was little shocked to respond back…I knew!….I took the lead with immense pleasure.,devouring her sweetness completely….She stood on her toes in my hold.,trying hard to cope up with my breath and I broke it…only for her!…I lifted her little and pulled her into another liplock.,and this time,she wriggled a little…
“You love me isn’t”,I asked… Open your mouth…and…speak!”,I said….
She thought a sec and pulled her lips in,nodding in negative…
“So..I can marry Christie?”,I asked amused with her antics…She tried to get down from my hold…..”Why so adamant.?..will you love me if I quit smoking”,I smiled to her…
She saw me the next second.,blinking like a doll.,her lips back to its place.,this time little more pinkish….My palm on her soft back caressed her and pushed more towards me…My front synchronizing with her breaths…,I cupped her face…
“I love you sweet heart”,I held her chin to face me…rubbing my nose on hers…my right now guiding her hands to loop my neck and I rolled my thumb on her lips….She was froze in my hold looking me…
Captivated by the moment.,she gave herself when I kissed her again….Her scent or the effect of alcohol or both.,I wasn’t sure what turned me more into her…She moaned high encouraging me….her fingers clutching my dark locks..,her lips tried to follow my prints..she threw her head back to catch breath.,and my eyes just relished her,at that moment… Every feature of hers.!…Her alluring blooming beauty rubbing my front,I lifted her and she balanced my sudden move.,with her palm on my bare chest….I stopped a sec.,while she looked me breathing heavily,I smiled and walked a little.,all the while her gaze locked with mine.,her eyes averted from mine,when her back hit with wall…22 years old….couldn’t be
a naive at all.!…..She looked me little shocked.,when I captured her lips again…..my hands trespassing her fabric above the skirt caught a grip on her waist….
Her lips synced with mine following with every inch of my guidance on her waist….With her soft curves pressing more into mine,I lost my control to be soft on her…I could
feel her fast breaths..her hand on my chest moved deep down my arm making me groan for her,…She pulled back her hand and caught hold of my neck nape covering her over me….and… My face hidden in her bosom…She shivered a little when I kissed…..unable to move my face a inch further,I just played and teased her more.,driving her crazy on me.,enjoying her pleasured moans…she held me close.,with her legs covering my thighs a little….curling up move over me,she gave me access to play with her…I witnessed her fast breath.,sweat and her every response with no retort from her…..She yelped when I gave her a hickey right on her soft precious,and trembled as I soothed her…She din’t make a move though my warm breath fanned her front….
She was too naive to handle a person like me…..I rubbed her thighs feeling her to be stiffen a little…”Radhika honey!!”,I called with my face hitting her bosom…She wasn’t able to get any of my words….I turned and leaned myself against the wall now.,with her clinging on me….her hold was strong..and my face hid inside her front completely… “Baby…Its turning hard for me to control now…”,I kissed her cleavage rubbing her back…..”Radhika Are you ok?”,asked a second later and she nodded affirmative…
Gosh!!She was all sane…clutching me close…My whole vibrated in mirth!….I rubbed my stubble more in her soft bosom and she moaned irritated… “Why?”,I asked and continued it,until she left her hold on my head….Finally I got a chance to breath something other than her feminine scent.,which drove me insane,teasing my manhood…I should be proud on my self control!!…I raised my head to see her face…I had been holding her high in the air.,and she wiped her face with her palms….
“Look me!”,I shook her like a baby and she held my shoulders for balance…
My dream! to hold her in my arms..and there she is looking the sky and everything around,while I stood watching her…
“You din’t love me isn’t!”,I asked laughing to her and she looked down my face with a blank look…I was shocked to see her tears….
Contradicting my opinion of what I saw.,I slid her down.,our clothes squeezing with the effect of our proximity…Her curves rubbing my front and rested down now, in middle and I held her chin to face me…She looked a little dazed..her cheeks bloomed a little more,and lips more alive with my love bite….My thumb rubbed her lower lip a little..Her face glowed like
fresh bloomed lily under full moon light…
“Did you cry?”I asked genuinely surprised…She was the one who gave me access to…She nodded in negative…I kept asking questions,while she responded only through her nod….
“What the F**k…Speak up”,I gritted and she saw me confused… “Ok!..ok!!..For Heaven’s sake..will you speak something”,I asked with the last ounce of patience left in me….
Did she really love someone else? or what? why the hell she cried..I was frustrated with weird thoughts accusing myself ….
“Radhika…Little darling…I love you so much…!! “,my palms cupped her cheeks close to my face…Not to kiss again.! I held my head back.,but saw her to mumble something…
“What baby!!”,I tried to listen and she looked my palms….Yea..My hold! I left her cheeks….
“Why little?”,she asked feeble completely knocking my sense down…..
Was it this,she had in her mind?! No..It couldn’t be….
“Why did you cry?”,I asked hurriedly….
“I din’t”,she retorted…
Thats a lie!!…
“Radhika…you get that isn’t…I love you dear..!”,I proposed for the third time in a row…Hours back I was tensed to utter those once and now I said it thrice,only with a worry that ‘did she get me wrong’…
“That’s ok Fernandez sir”,she wiped her cheek..
She took a step back when I was about to hold her wrist…
What kind of reply was that? I was about to speak and my mobile rang with Sam’s ringtone…I checked my watch…8.20.pm…She stood clutching her skirt..I quickly leaped and hugged her close.,with a forehead kiss….She saw my face.,once again grasping every cell of mine through her orbs…Her hair was messed up,she had it braided on either sides..I quickly slid my hands to her back and hooked the top buttons of her blouse…I read the surprise note on her brown orbs,when I pinned it one by one…3 buttons completely undone,that revealed her most to me.!…
I neither smirked nor smiled, just tried to convey my love through my look…I patted her cheek and crooked myself a little to see her…
“You.Are.My.Little.Darling!…Only mine!!”…..My forefinger touching her blouse that covered her hickey…I quickly withdrew my finger back sensing her fast breath…
Sam called me again..!!
I turned around to pick her call.,and as I expected,she ran down holding her skirt a little high…. “Radhika….wait!…listen me!”,she dint pay heed to any of my words…..
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