hi dearies…your long last sibling back no wwith a os….hope u people like….but do read this in your risk..(lol)…..have a strong herart too..coz u r gonna read my work…then after reading don’t tell me that i didnt warn?..hehe…kidding…..this os is specially dedicated tomy pyaari rossy…..HAPPY BIRTHDAY PYAARI???????……may u live a long and happy life…..now this is for u as u asked….so don’t run to kill me if its not good…hehe….
and about the story you people would definitely have read our fav author sathya akka’s story “a shadow life with memeories”….and thi sos is kind of sequel for it…as i have tried to justify my story in my way,i beg u people to have patience till u finish reading..and after that u could judge me, i wouldn’t mind…this one may be messy nonsense but still mine…..no proof reading dears, coz i felt it to be pretty long….i thank u people in advance for spending your time to read my this petty story….thank you dears?
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HAPPY READING?:
ALL YOURS UNTIL FOREVER…..
AFTER 6 MONTHS:
” U have to do this arjun…”…..” but sir ,i don’t need this publicity and all….it will affect my work and u know that….”…..”i know arjun, but u have got to do that for the job u love….”……arjun sighed;”okay sir….but tell them clear that it shouldn’t affect my work…and i will tell what i like and when i like only…..”….commisioner sighed he thought he is the always the immpossible one….and said;”yes arjun….i have made them all these things clear….and they r spending a reporter especialy to cover this story…..”….arjun nodded and walked out of his cabin….he sat in his cabin and thought of commisioner’s request…nowadays, the trust and respect people have on police is so declining, due to some cheap officers who misuse their moral for money….people have started disliking police…and hate them….for many, police means…the villians of the action movies….scoundrels…….his blood boiled at that thought….there were many who has sacrificed their loved one’s lives and their own for the welfare of the public…..to protect them….but still people judged them coz of some misusers……commisioner wanted to change the view of people……he wanted to make people again trust police…..he wanted them to see the greatness of the police……so he talked with a leading newspaper’s head, his good friend…..for a cover story on the same….not like any ordinary article…but one, that has the ordeals of the police in how they live for the public……..he wanted people to know how hard they work for their safety….he wanted them to know their strategies, missions that they have finished successfully….the ones that could make people belive in the police…..so he asked arjun, assistant commisioner of police..a honest man….who is a best example, for how much a policeman sacrifices for the people, to handle that article from police side….to give them neccesary information about many operations…..which arjun took, coz he too wanted to show people, what police are………the next day samrat (commisioner), informed him that the reporter may arrive any time….arjun wanted that article to be good one, so he decided to show him the case files and a detailed explanation of the case progresses and many more, which would definitely affect the work of the people in the office…so he decided to take the reporter to his home, coz he too had simple paper works only pending and nothing much and taking the reporter to home means looking into each matter of the article more closer ,as he doesn’t want any blunders in the article just because it is being single handedly handled by their chief reporter…so he decided to help him more personally from his side…..and when he was done deciding, he heard a knock….he cleared his throat and said ;”come in”…….the door opened and their stood a girl of her mid twenties, in simple red kurta and a white shawl wound around her neck, with a questioning mark in her face…arjun sighed;”the enquiry desk is in the next cabin, mam”…the girl narrrowed her eyebrows a little and then smiled;”is this the assistant commisioner’s cabin?” she asked..arjun gently stated;”yes mam, and i am the ACP…”…her smile grew wider, she walked in further and said;” then i am there where i meant to be…..good morning ACP sir…..i am samaira malhotra, chief reporter of truth speaks……the commisioner send me here…hope he told you about the article… “….arjun was suprised…he thought;”she seems to be very young to be a chief reporter…hmmm ,but her introduction speaks of her…bold ,short and straight….doesn’t seem to be a flirt like others…perfect…”…he smiled…stood up of his seat for a cordial handshake ,he offered her a seat…;” i never thought the reporter is a girl”…he said gently not meaning any offence….she stared him for a minute in silent and spoke;”no worry ACP sir, i would work like a boy….”…he blinked a second to sink her words in his mind and then smiled in awe of her answer…;”Good then i think we can start our work…”..sam nodded her smilingly and they both got up and arjun led her to his ride and they started for his house..and sam too followed without another word coz she has heard of arjun as a very principled man ,who never tolerated anyone poking nose into his matters..so sam decided to keep mum as long as it doesn’t affect her work….but she was dumbstruck when she saw a big mansion standing before her with a name plate proudly shining mehra mansion…..she cocked up a brow at him….to which arjun smiled and explained;”this is my house…..we are going to work on the article here….coz most of my strategies are born from here….”…sam with a professional smile nodded and got off ,as she wasn’t sure of what should be her reaction for that….arjun quickly walked before her with a happilyever smile on his face ,even his walking was that of small dance steps…..he opened the door, and held it for her….sam entered in….it was a neatly furnitured space with a lively yet welcoming auro..sam instantly felt at home on seeing a wall size potrait on the main hall..that had a picture of a man and a women in their wedding attire, holding hands with lot of love and warm smile spread in their faces…she smiled at the warmth the smile of that women spreaded around her….arjun came beside her braking her trance…;”make yourselves home ms.malhotra…please have a seat…”he said smiling, pointing at the couch that laid there….but samaira didn’t return his smile..her face darkened with unseen emotions….and her eyes glowed with million memories…..she gulped it all inside her before arjun could notice and said in a calm and composed manner;”its just sam ,ACP sir..”…..;”then its just arjun…and come on that isn’t such a bad name….”….sam chuckled at his simplicity and took her seat….;”so what would u like to have sam?.”asked arjun….to which sam replied;”oh no arjun….no need of all this formality….”….arjun;”now you are the one here being formal sam…..just a cup of coffee….besides i make superb coffee than my panoti…so its good that u take my coffee now or else u would suffer later…my panoti won’t leave u until u have had a cup of coffee from her hands…and believe me it would worse than mine..”saying which he laughed.sam giggled at his words and asked;”panoti??? “…arjun cleared his throat in a dramatic way and showed the potrait on the wall;”that’s my panoti…my sweetheart..mrs. radhika arjun mehra…”smiling dreamily…sam smiled and spoke the words that even suprised her;”u love her too much….”..to which arjun said turning his collar up;”that i do..”…sam giggled at his act and asked;”so mr.mehra….when will mrs.mehra bless me with her presence rather than being in a photo.. “..arjun calmly repied;”once she gets well…u know she has sprained her legs…sooo”…..sam cut him off;”its absolutely alright arjun….”…arjun;”so now would u say yes for my coffee…”…sam just chimed a;”ofcourse..”
…it was true, he made amazing coffee….sam felt its taste linger in her tongue, even long after she finished her cup…..they had a nice chit chat with arjun all the while…..and sam was left surprised of his talks….she expected him to be a strict police officer….always duty and duty, coz she felt all his track record would have beena dream otherwise…but he surprised her…he wasn’t the one who does his job as a duty to be fulfilled..rather he considered as a art to be filled by him…surprising isn’t, she thought…and all the while in their talk sam witnessed a different arjun, an unexpected one…..his special love struck puppy version, that was especially made for his lovely wife….from all his blabberings sam could make out that ,they have been married for year and a half, but still arjun loved her like crazy…like a newly wedded husband….yes, the ACP arjun who his a ruthless monster for his enemies behaving like a teenage girl in love made sam chuckle to herself….all his words had in one or other way radhika…..their house ,his life all had one and only her….their walls filled with her portraits…their cute moments made sam emotional….maybe because her past knocked her with those memeories, about which only sam knew…..and atlast after all their chit chats for making sam feel at home, arjun finally started giving her details about his famous adventures…..and just within that short time chatting sam knew that they were going to be great buddies….his way of behaving very friendly made her feel instantly warm, that she felt that atlast she has got a good friend in that town who wouldn’t interfere in her own matters…..these thoughts made her feel eased from her ordeals, and she started noting his talk seriously…..and that’s when they heard a door bell…arjun excused himself and went to see for it, while sam sat busy in her note making……and when he returned, he was smiling from ear to ear walking in with a motherly figure….sam starred at her with a confusion ,while the lady reciprocated the same…..sam was confused of the warmth she felt ih her, and some strange familiarity she has found some where….sensing the need for an formal introduction, arjun stepped in front an introduced the lady as mrs.mala mishra, radhika’s mother…sam instantly smiled now recognising that where the similarity came from, afterall it was all only radhika that sam was hearing and seeing all around her in beautiful pics, that she even felt so restless in not meeting her….and when arjun introduced sam as his reporter friend, mala gave a sweet and welcoming smile, that unknowingly sam bend down to touch her feet…mala was surprised with her this gesture, and happily blessed and hugged her…..and as now all the introductiond are over arjun spoke:”ma, may i bring u your favourite coffee…?”…..to which mala gave him just a small smile….and arjun walked in to make another cup of his delicious coffee…..mala and sam both seated themselves in the couch, and after some minutes of intial awkwardness sam decided to start the conversation herself and within minutes they started chatting like a long lost mother daughter duo, that sam felt so light hearted after a very long time…..she felt mala to be a very amazing and loving women, and no wonder that radhika is her daughter who enchanted arjun in her love…..and just within that small time sam started calling mala as ma, that mala to accepted whole heartedly…..and out of the jovial talk ,sam spoke to tease mala, she said giggling:”ma, arjun said he makes better coffee tha radhika, is it so?”…..she asked giggling….but her giggle stopped mid way seeing the smile in mala’s face draining into an unknown emotion that sam flinched for the first time…..sam couldn’t make it why mala reacted that way at the mention of arjun’s name…..her answers startled her hard, she thought what if mala dislikes arjun, as theirs was an loe marrriage….though this sounded stupid, she found it resonable….and even before she could ask anything about that, arjun walked in with a coffee mug in his hand and a heart soothing smile in his face, making the topic end their……mala took the cup from arjun with a small smile that didn’t reach her eyes…..sam saw her with the corner of her eyes, to see mala staring at their marriage pic with a so much mysterious and a lost look that sam felt her body go chill…the warmth she felt in her talks a while ago, seemed to disappear….she seemed to converse with arjun happily, but yet sam felt that her talks are not so happy like they seemed…..with all these confusing thoughts ,sam decided to take her leave and walked out with a strange feel….she stopped once at the door step, turned around to see their marriage pic once again…they were like ,they were born for each other, so deep in their love for each other…and sam decided to clear any misunderstanding that mala may carry, at any cost…..as afterall this is all she could do for one’s true love that she lost in her life…………………….and in the following days, arjun and sam’s meeting time increased ,the bond they shared too grew strong……and now sam knew radhika like her best buddy from childhood ,her likes and islikes….everything….courtesy arjun…..though she wasn’t able to meet radhika even after knowing arjun for more than two months, coz radhika was still ill with random reasons….sam just sighed at these thoughts, as she stood under a tree for shelter from the heavy rain….she was in her way home, but rain caught her before that…and now she is standing all alone with her scooty under a tree….it has been more than half an hour that she was standing there and was already full wet, so sam decided to leave from their for good before it gets dark…….but that was then a familiar face waved her….there stood mala, inside a house waving at her and signalling her to come inside…..oh ,so this is where she lives, thought sam and she ran towards the house not wanting to get more wet…..mala smiled and opened the gate to let her in and handed sam a towel so that she could dry herself before coming in….while sam dried her hair with the towel, her mind raced with a million thoughts and finally she decided to let them out and asked:”how is radhika ma?..arjun said she is again ill….”..and there it was as she expected, a dark cloud clouding mala’s face…..sam took a deep breadth to calm herself and held mala’s hand and cooed in a calm and reassuring voice:”ma, don’t worry. arjun will take care of radhika well….trust him….he loves her too much”..she said those words slowly and looked deep into mala’s eyes to know her reaction….but she was confused when tears covered her eyes and mala’s hand tremble in her grip…..mala wriggled sam’s hold and ran inside cupping her mouth to make her sobs inaudible, leaving sam bewildered at that…..sam not knowing what to do, ran inside following mala ,calling her out all the while….and there the sight she saw befor her froze her…..there she was, mala leaning onto a small wooden table that had a small diya lighted in it, crying her heart out…..and above her…there was a portrait of a beautiful women……she is…..she is….sam’s heart raced not believing the sight befor her….her foot made steps further….and now sam had a clear view of the person through her heavy eyelids, that she felt the earth tremble beneath her legs…..she sat with a thud near mala as her legs finally gave up….her gasps turning into low sobs, of seeing radhika in her bright bridal attire in the portrait…..with a big bright red bindi on the portrait that was dawned with a garland made of roses……sam sobbed at the meaning the sight before her gave her…..now she could get, why was she never able to see radhika in person……why his colleagues stood numb at his blabberings about radhika….why his neighbours passed him a pity look when he took her name……it all made her sense now…and that unknown look that she saw on mala’s face was not unknown anymore…..it was the look of a mother who have lost her child…of a mother ,losing her only hope that is arjun for her…….now she could understand the pained look she gave arjun…….it was her fear of losing him too…of losing arjun too in their love………and with all these emotions suffocating her all sam could ask was a shacky :”how?”…………………………..
sam walked lifeless with her scooty on that road, of having heard their love story………..of how he loved her truly ,to have been living with her ,without her…….she felt a strange knife being twisted inside her heart on feeling his pain…….and with that she reached her room and sat in her bed, staring at a photoframe in her side table…..so lost in her thoughts….so lost in his smile…..she took the picture, and hugged it to her chest and mumbled low between her tears:”seems ,true love won’t live long…”…she said those words clutching her life hard to her chest sobbing at their fate……but the ringing sound of her phone, broke her chain of thoughts…..she quickly wiped her tears composing herself ,well that was much more easy for her now…after many sleepless nights and heart piearcing stares and statements for a year….she took the mobile and saw arjun’s name flashing in it…..with shaky hands she swiped it to attend it……arjun spoke in a cheerfully nonstop:”hi sammy…..congrats yaar…..”….all sam could tell was :”for what?”….in her best normal voice, yet arjun caught her note….:”hey sammy ,all good?…your voice seems to be very grumpy….”….sam just took a deep breath in return and answered:”yeah arjun, am good….its nothing….simple cold…u know..”…she lied….arjun doesn’t seem convinced but still he spoke:”oh ok sammy…but don’t tell me u don’t know for what i am congratulating you…..or if you are trying to hide it from me, in fear of a treat….nothing doing madam ,i already know….”…..sam just chuckled at his childish reasoning and asked:”no arjun i really don’t know….what it is?”….arjun:”oh sammy……u r being awarded the best reporter of the year by your daily, in their award function……”saying this arjun squealed into the phone…..sam just smiled looking at the sky from her balcony…..its a dream come true for her love…..she smiled between her tears of finally achieving it….and spoke:”thank you so much arjun….”….arjun:”manners???….u wouldn’t change ever would you?”…he asked irritated by her thanking him….sam chuckled and said:”oh ok mr.ACP sir…i thought u will learn manners from me atleast…..well its okay…”…saying this she giggled of imagining arjun to roll his eyes, had he been standing in front of her…..arjun just muttered a ‘dramebaaz’., under his breath and said:”well, be ready by tomorrow sharp 7pm….i will pick you up….”…..sam:”don’t you have anyother work mr.ACP….your people need you, don’t they?…”..she asked trying her level best to sound casual supressing her amusement that she has in teasing him…coz it would be a treat to watch him getting all irritated and annoyed….arjun:”haha….very funny sammy…let me know when do you want me too laugh and for now remember i am ACP of the police, and i have the job to protect poor souls like you…so ,am gonna be the one to be their for checking the securities and all, as u know your daily’s is a big name and so many politicians too are attending the function…”…sam just smiled and chimed :”i know……see you tomorrow…..bye..”….and arjun too bid her bye cutting the call….sam walked in looking at the photo she had in her hands with proud and said:”see, i did it….just like you said….”………………………………………..
and at sharp 7 the next day, a car honked before sam’s room…..well, she doesn’t wanna have a look to know who that is and so she came running downstairs locking her apartment and stood before him breathless….sam:”so punctual…hmm..”….she said all huffing…..arjun just chuckled in return standing their in his black formal tuxedo with his neatly gelled hair and with his own royal look……he was amazed seeing sam, dressed in a maroon light silk sarree with her hair kept one side, minimum makeup, and with a simple chain around her neck….she looked angelic as ever……arjun:”wow, sammy….u look beautiful like a girl….well that’s a miracle isn’t it?..”…he said and laughed…..sam just made faces at it and said:”we are getting late mr.ACP sir…”..indicating her watch…..arjun just laughed more at her rolling eyes and got in the car and drove for a good half an hour to reach their venue……it was a elegantly decorated place with youngsters flooding the arena….truth speaks being the best in its field has got its own standard that they show off each year with a awarding ceremony ,awarding many titles to many politicians, celebirities and to their employees too……arjun left sam to check on with the security before the politicians arrived……the ceremony started ,and the awards were distributed….and atlast came sam’s turn…..the young man who was announcing the awards spoke:”well the next award is the award for the best reporter of the year….and the award goes to noneother than ou young and beautiul….mrs.samaira neil malhotra…..”….the hall was filled with claps, when many including arjun gasped….the word ‘mrs.’ shocked him…he never knew sam was married, well many didn’t…he looked on…..there she was standing in her elegant form puffed in proud with a small smile in her lips and the award in her hands…..and when handed the mike all she said was:”this is my love’s dream..and now i have fullfilled it”…she said those words in a deeply affected voice and walked down the stage towards arjun with a small smile, coz she knew noe their is nothing she could do to hide this, so she decided to face it…….arjun determining to himself that he is not going to leave her ,spoke sarcastically:”congrats mrs.malhotra…”…crossing his arms to his chest, while sam stood sillent….he continued:”this is not at all fair sammy…u haven’t told me anything about neil….nor have showed me his pic, when i told you everything about me and radhika…”…he said with a angry pout andcontinued:”well atleast now can you tell me where is your neil ,when his wife is receiving the award hr dreamed of?”….he asked looking at her intently….sam smiled a small one and lifted her delicate fingers to show the sky:”there he is my idiot….the bright twinkling one among all others..”…she said with her voice choking and the tears she has stored all this time flowing out her eyes atlast……arjun stood froze at her words ,to imagine his brave and always smiling sammy to toring into millions of emotions…….he saw her ,she was still standing their all firm and brave with a smile that doesn’t glow in her eyes…..he could see her breaking into pieces ,but still standing all composed for the world…..he wanted that moment to hug her tight ,to let her know that he and radhika are always their for her…..and with that thought ,he dragged sam with him….seated her in the car and drove off giving necessary details to his colleagues…all the way sam doesn’t even say a word nor does she opened her eyes…she just leaned on to seat, closing her eyes shut not wanting to let her pain and tears out….and her lips trembling all the way to show how much she is striving hard to supress her pain………and when the car halted to stop, she opened her eyes that were glassy due to her unshed tears and red due to the pain they had…..she blinked her eyes not knowing where she is ,its nor her place nor arjun’s…and arjun to was nowhere inside the car…wiping her tears sam stepped out of the car, to find arjun standing alone their in that lakeview meadow showing his back to her……and when he heard her steps coming closer to him ,he spoke:”this is the place where me eand radhika would come to forget our pain..this place is so sooothingly peaceful for us sammy…..and that’s why i took u here sam….let it all out….all your pain and tears…..remember you are not alone…we are with you…..”….after a deep breath he said:”i am with you…..always…..”…….and those words are enough for sam to fall in the ground not able to hold anymore….she sat with a thud screming crying at her fate…those were his words…he spoke those words….her idiot promised to always stand with her….but where is he now, leaving her all alone in this cruel world…arjun ran to her, hugged her tight holding her in his arms…..until her sobs turned into hicccups all the time rubbing her back and patting her head…finally sam stopped crying, detached herself from him and sat straight….with her eyes deeply lost with the serene beauty the nature presented before her…she spoke in her feeble voice:”journalism was my passion….and after a lot of hard work i was taken into truth speaks eventhough i was a fresher….they were impressed with my attitide and profile, that they gave me my first first assignment to work against a big mafia group as a assistant to their cheif reporter…..i was rejoiced….it was dream come true for me, to work for such a big case for my first time, eventhough it is as a assistant….and that’s how i met neil, my idiot…he was that cheif reporter with whom i was to work….i imagined him to be all grumpy and strict…..but he was so sweet, easy going and caring…..and his dimple smile, girls need nothing other than that to fall at his feet…”…sam spoke those words smiling dreamily as though she was living in her past now…..:”he was a beauty with brains…..he had a golden heart that cared for everyone…..he always strived to serve justice and truth to the people and always worked hard for it….we instantly clicked off….and after knowing that i was a orphan he cuddled me more…..we worked on the case finding proofs against that don…we strived day and night for it…and as the case grew ,our bond too strenghthened….it took us solid six months to gather all the proofs and when our article was done…it was a blast….police were immediately pushed to take action against them due to public and media pressure….and the justice was served at last, or i thought so…for my good work on that case, i was promoted and was given a new assignment in which i would work alone…..and even before i knew….i missed him..his crazy talks…naughty acts….his witty methods….and even i didn’t knew when i fell for him…one day when i was busy in my work…he called me…..i was jumping in joy of going to talk to him after a very long time…..but when i said hello…he spoke in a breathless voice..pleading me to come to the near by park soon and that his life depended on it…..and even before i could speak anything…..the line was dead, and his phone was switched off, when i tried again….i was stratled, could not be a word…..i ran to the place he said holding my life in my hands…i was too terrified to lose him for a unknown reason, before confessing my love to him….and that’s when i realized i have fallen for my idiot….when i entered the park ,it was deserted and all that i could hear was my heavy pants and racing heartbeat…..suddenly i was pulled into a bush and was hugged by a warm mankly arms….he was alive all healthy, i happily thought feeling his warm in my muscles, coz i know he used to take many risks for people…..i deteached myself and watched him….his wavy locks were all messy…and he was soo anxious…..that i couldn’t figure out why he was so….he suddenly took my hands in his and said:”sammy please….u have to do this for me….please my life depends on it…”…he said all breathless….i pressed his hands in mine ,encouragning him coz i wasn’t in any position to say a word…he instanly hugged me and said i my ears:”marry me sammy….become my wife….”……i was perplexed of not hearing his words corrrectly or i thought so….i stood their blinking and he pullled away chuckling to see me frozen….he held my hand in one hand and knelt down setting his hair by the other…then he took a ring with a beautiful rose carved on it, from his pocket and said kissing my knuckles:”marry me sammy…make me your lovely hubby..”…..he said with his mesmesrising dimple smile….i was furious, in seconds he dried all my life out of me….i charged at him chasing him everywhere inside the park making him scream …..after a lot of chasing ,when i stood breathless…he approached me with angry pout and said:”its okay ,if u don’t want to….my bonnie is always ready for me….”..saying this he walked away..arrrrrrgh, hiow could he…..i caught his elbow…pulled him to me….slapped him before burying myself in him and i mumbled:”i love u idiot….”….then he thrusted the ring in my fingers and took me to his mother prerna ma…and only after that i knew he was all prepared, that even he has convinced his mother for me….she was a lovley lady though….we married at a small temple….and i thought atlast now i could live happily with a family of my own….but guess fate doesn’t think so…..soon i felt neil turning very serious for his new case, that he was anxious all the time….i was worried…but the thing i didn’t know is it wasn’t any new case, but the old unsolved one…the case to which i thought we served justice wasn’t finished yet and the one punished wasn’t the guity , rather he was framed to save the real culprit….but neil knew this ,so he without tellling anyone started collecting strong proofs against that one on the cover that the case is now closed, and he was successful too until mark found out…”…sam boiled in anger spelling that name..:”he strived hard to make neil stop ,threatening him..but as neil didn’t gave in he took me with him….he kidnapped me….and infomed neil to bring all the evidences he collected against him….neil was cornered but he was determined to win….he came to the place where they had me with the proofs….neil negotiated with him to leave me inreturn of those proofs…and to which mark and his brother agreed, though they had other plans…they left me once neil handed them the proofs, but caught him offguarded and started beating him mercilessily…i pleaded them to leave him, as now they got their proofs….but they were determined to kill their enemy, while neil continuosly yelled at me to go from their…but how could i leave him?…..while all this was happening…mark stood asid eto check the proofs, and when neil saw that his lie is caught, he pounced on those who beat him….pushing them aside he ran to me, asking me too run…but i was too late…mark who was enraged to have the false proofs neil gave him caught me and pointed his pistol to my forehead……neil stood frozen…yet after few seconds ,he smiled a dangerous one…..i knew what he was going to do…and no i could never let him do that….so i pushed myself more into mark’s pistol to be shot myself…..but again i was too late…”….sam trembled with her tears then..:”…all i heard was a gunshot, and my neil falling on the ground with a bullet piercing his chest…..the siren’s sounde but they were late…mark flew…..i ranto neil…took him in my lap…cried….pleaded him to not leave me alone….to see me once….and atlast he opened his eyes….he shushed me with his feeble yet lovely smile with his finger on my lip and said:”shush sammy…..i am not going anywhere….i am always with you and always will be….idiot is nothing without his saminder singh…”..he said those words against my forehead placing a long last kiss there….and then……his warm hands the cupped me cheeks fell lifeless in my lap…and all i could do was to scream his name and to faint there…..”……sam said these words choking them within her…..she screamed of the pain that suffocated her…………..after pacifying sam and leaving her in her room, arjun drove to his house……he hugged his radhika tight and told her sam’s story……and how prerna pushed sam to move on and how sam came here to stay away from all the pity stares she got of neil’s death….how she started working there hiding her identity of not wanting more sympathy….coz for her her idiot lives in her each breath…and how sam is now working against that mark, who fled away collecting evidences against him, and how he has decided to help her in it…..radhika pacified him with her own heavy heart, and told arjun to bring sam their to live with them as radhika was not ready to leave sam alone after knowing all this…….and arjun did the same….after lot of threatening and pleading her in the name of radhika ,sam moved in with him….well she can’t deny it when its for arjun, as sam felt a need to stand with him when he too is alone…with made mala very happy that atlast now arjun wouldn’t be alone..sam too started returning to her old self that she lost when she again remembered her painful past, for arjun and his radhika…..also mala’s health was taking a toll on her and that day too she had fell ill again and arjun ran to their house being informed by the doctor so with sam behind him….sam doesn’t remember the situation their and simply followed him all worried for mala…but she realized her carelessness after seeing arjun frozed at his tracks in their hall….arjun has never visited their house, it was always them who visited him….and they kept it that way…as they wanna atleast do thier level last rites to their dead daughter with a garland and a small diya, as they weren’t able to do anything else, coz of arjun’s state…..and they knew they can’t let him know that…so they kept him away from their house, to hide the truth forever….but guess the fate had other plans……their stood arjun rooted to his spot seeing his radhika’s portrait garlanded as if she is dead….what the hell is it?…he screamed those words…and pulled away all those garlands….pushed away the diya…..and wiped away the red bindi , all in frustation…….and now sam knew there is nothing she could do to stop him….while she stoood on her tracks, seeing him holding his head in pain and anger both mala and dilip came running outside…..mala was taken aback not knowing what to do, while dilip thanked the god to have atlast presented him with a chance with which he could bring arjun to normal….dilip dragged a screaming arjun to their backyard where they had did radhika’s last rites as her parents…….arjun was perplexed pained to see a grave with his love’s name engraved on it…he grew mad..pushed dilip and took a axe around to destroy the grave when his radhika is alive with him in his house…..sam quickly shoved that off from his hands and hugged him….arjun wriggled….he spat in anger:”leave me sam….they are saying that my radhika is dead showing this stupid grave….am not going to leave it…..my radhika is alive…she is with me in our house….even now i talked to her ,she wanted to come here to see her ma but i was the one who left her their as she has high fever….u know that sam….please tell them…..my radhika isn’t dead…..she isn’e dead…she is with me….”…he cried….mala cried helplessly while sam stood not knowing what to do…while dilip walked front, grabbed arjun’s collar and slapped him hard to make him hear his words…:”radhika is dead arjun….SHE IS DEAD…..accept the fact…..everyone knows this except you….accept it damn it….atleast then you could do her her last rites…..arjun your stupidity has left her without peace……atleast now understand…..accepy it…..YOUR RADHIKA IS DEAD……”….
dilip screamed those last words breathlessly making arjun freeze…arjun looked on blankly towards mala……she cried making him tremble….atlast he looked towards sam…and he was her last hope…but sam too stood silently bowing her head down with her eyes flooding with tears…..at last arjun looked on to dilip who stood now broken…..reliazation hit arjun hard……that day’s encounter….danny digging a knife inside his radhika…..she slipping down in a pool of blood….and at last her last words…..you have become a father……alll these hit him hard again and again….arjun shut closed his ears and screamed her name to the fullest capacity of his lungs before he fell down…………………………………and when he woke up he was in his bed….he opened his eyes to be welcomed by his lovely wife’s pic in their side table….they side hugging each other ,radhika’s very favourite moment that she kept it in their side table….tears rolled down his eyes, as now he knew his radhika is no more….he could no more cuddled in her arms….that he could no more wake up to see her face the first in the morning…he took the photo frame….hugged it to his chest and mumbled:”you left me all alone…you broke your promise…”…..but then he felt a feathery in his shoulders…he opened his eyes to be welcomed by the most beautiufl and startling view of his life…..there stood his radhika in her simple nightsuite, with her ever soothing smile…..with her big brown orbs, so warm and full of love….how can they say she is dead ,when she is standing in her very much alive form before me…he smiled and extended his hands to touch her, but he felt his hands playing with the air….he couldn’t touch her…..the form that he cuddled in the morning in now far beyond his reach…..his eyes welled up..he said choking:”radhika they say yo…..”..but she shushed him in midst with her fingers on his lips and said:”yes arjun thats true….”….he sobbed at those words and said:”but you..”…and again she shushed him:”you are so impatient aren’t you arjun?…”…she said them chuckling and continued:”yes arjun i am dead………for the world….but not for you…….i could never leave you arjun……the day i knew i fell for you is the day i became yours…….forever……..even after my death i still remain as yours…and will always be…….arjun i am here…..with your soul entwined with it….and nothing could seperate us…..and don’t worry you cant escape from me….”….she said those words giggling and arjun too smiled ,in between his tears knowing that she is happy and…with him….she spoke:”thats it arjun….that is all i want from you….your that smile…..the very reason am with you…always be like this…”…she said cupping his cheeks and kissing his forehead….arjun pulled away…he saw her angelic face..her brown beautiful orbs that are now black……her long dark silky locks that are now brownish and glowing…he saw her gentle form disappering into mist…and there stood…….sam……..blinking at him in assurance that she will always be there for him…..arjun jerked back confused of what happened a few minutes earlier….sam just smiled and kept a glass of milk before him and walked away asking him to have it……..arjun sat in confusion of what happened now….and when he extended his ands to touch the glass of milk, sam’s id card fell down…..he took it animuosly and stared at her pic in it confudes of how radhika disappered into sam……he was perplexed….and even without him knowing ,he drifted into deep sleep with sam’s pic attached to his chest……….the days followed with him coping up with his new state, and sam cheering him up to her level best…whenever he saw sam he felt a strange feeling inside him…respect for her grew inside him…she too had lost her love but still acting all brave and funny just for him…..he even felt so jealous of neil sometimes….how lucky he is to die saving his love…while he is dying each day without his….while sam, she felt different….she valued him as a true friend who stood by her side when she needed him…and she felt now its her turn to stand for him….with him….as a support for him, when we is at his worst…and at times she even used to stare into radhika’s pic being lost in thoughts…she always used to sigh thinking why can’t she be like radhika….to be happy seeing her love alive and happy before her eyes……..and with these thoughts about each other…..they started getting into their old terms atleast for the sake of the other….maybe they decided to keep others happy atleast when they can’t be themselves…….it has been a month after that day,that things now seemed to be more normal….even sam had started publishing her article, which has got a great public response seeing the great police histories and stunts….and it was one such day, arjun had told sam to wait outside his office when they both were returning home so that he could grab some important files…sam ,within these days has become popular between the department for her friendship with arjun and most importantly for her article…she was playing in her mobile being bored of waiting for him not knowing two men standing at some distance are talking about her……they were from the department too, arjun’s old colleagues….and when arjun walked towards them to greet a formal one, he heard them talking about sam…they were addressing her as a chick…that rubbed arjun bad….he wanted to grab their collar and smash their faces…..he thought when he would stare them with his angry look they would be frightened…but they smirked approaching him….one even put hands on arjun’s shoulder and said:”hmm…u r lucky man, she is hot….. “..thinking of it as some boys talk….but at the next second that man fell on his face on the floor with blood oozing out his nose.arjun warned in a threatening voice:”not a word against her…”..with his lifted finger…the another just chimed:”cool dudu…he was just kidding… “..and took his friend out of there before the crowd formed there would start questioning them…..his angry stare made the crowd dissolve without another word, but caught sam in a pair of eyes that saw her amused and smirked, and walked out of there…arjun stood their fisting his hand to control his anger, he didn’t knew why but he wanted to kill them for eyeing sam and that’s when a soft hand tightly pulled him out of there….he was startled to find it as sam, and after guessing that she is angry on him for pulling a fight, arjun decided to keep mum..and they drove in silence all the while arjun thinking of ways to tackle her anger and sam fuming like old goods train….and when they reached home, without even wasting a moment sam started her assault throwing all she got in her hands at arjun who in turn jumped and screamed at each hit….after a long time long jumping, atlast he was able to catch her elbow and he spoke:”sammy u r trying to kill me for pulling a small punch..”…sam wriggled out of his hold and said:”small punch….u broke his nose…”..to which arjun beamed in proud to earn another slapping from her ,he said:”they called you hot chick sam…. “….sam didn’t knew what to do after hearing this, she wanted to chop them off….but still she couldn’t allow his this act to continue, so regaining her angry face ,she asked:”so?….”….arjun was taken aback, he thought this would shut her off..but seeing her again in the angry mood….he knew he couldn’t explain her why…as he himself was confused with it……so thinking to try something new, he said:”how could they call you hot when i am there…that’s why i punched them… “..he said with a fake anger…he expected sam to giggle ,to pull his cheeks as she always used to do….but she did the exact opposite…she with a horrible face said:”yuck arjun…are you that type….oh please don’t come near me…”…she took a few steps back with the same horrible expression ,and after seeing arjun’s startled face she giggled and showed her tongue out….and arjun knew now its time to chase her….he chased her, while she ran squealing….he caught her elbow atlast and out of no balance both balance both fell on the nearby couch..with their faces inches apart ,they felt air thicken….they stared deep into each others eyes so lost in it…..like there was no tomorrow….and out of a electrified jolt arjun pecked her forehead and both jerked away from each other……arjun was embrassed of what he did…while sam was startled of what happened minutes ago….both ran into their rooms locking it for the whole night to deal with the new found emotions alone…the following days went with awkward silence between both, talking only when necessary….sam felt suffocated of the new situation that she started visiting her room for most of the time, returning only in night….prerna resided there now….she knew all about arjun and sam….and within short has become very close with mala….both noted this weird behavior of sam and arjun…..but felt their hand tied before them, not knowing how to initiate a talk…both mala and prerna shared a secret wish for their children’s future, praying to god to make it come true……both arjun and sam missed each other dearly, still not able to make out why……….
a week passed with the awkwardness, that sam felt so restless..she decided to take a day off and drove to her place……and when she opened the door with her spare key, she was welcomed by a tight teddy hug…..which sam reciprocated jumping in happiness, knowing who would it be….she screamed at her top voice:”rossyyyyyyyyyy…”…and stood there before her was a high spirited gorgeous girl, who was sam’s bestie from her college….she was very caring and soothing soul, that she was even named pyaari by one of her stupid little sister…..sam then trailing inside with her, asked her:”so madam tell me,to what do i owe this honour?”….rossy ,who was studying sam’s face intently said:”actually i came to meet aunty, u never told me she came here…..”….rossy knew all about neil and sam….even she was the one who strenghthened the broken sam, and made her move on…..she stood as a support for sam and now looking at her friend’s face, she doesn’t need much explanation to know that something is bothering her making her restless….so rossy spoke in her strict voice:”so sammy are u going to spill the beans or you want some special treatement from me…”…sam blinked, there is no way in which she could hide from rossy, nor is there something clear which she couls share, so she innocently spoke:”but am not having any beans inside my mouth, see…aaaaaa”…she said this opening her mouth wide, dreaming that rossy would be eased, but she sat stern in her position with her arms crossed to her chest and said:”haha verry funny, sammy…..so this means that u miss my punches don’t you? ….”..she said with a dangerous look in her face….sam gulped, she knew there is no way escaping this topic…so she swiftly stood and spoke walking towards her room:”its nothing pyaari, just am tired from work u know..”….rossy smiled and said:”don’t butter me sam…now tell me what’s wrong?”…..sam huffed and said:”its nothing yaar, tell me hoe is mars mission…..”…rossy now rolled her eyes with sam’s behaviour and smirked thinking ‘if you are stubborn, sammy then am impossible…there is no way u could escape from me’…..she smiled and asked checking her nails:”by the way, who is arjun?”…..sam froze, ‘oh god, she knows about him….’ she thought……she gave prerna a look….prerna who was watching this all along silently, now excused herself saying that she will bring them some snacks, coz prerna wanted sam to open up….and she knew rossy is her best hope…….seeing prerna walking away, sam stood with her head hung down….rossy took sam by elbow and guided her inside her room….after siting in the bed, rossy cupped her cheeks to make her look into her eyes ,saw sam’s eyes glittering with tears ready to fall out…..she said:”tell me sam..may be i could help you”…..sam sobbed and narrated everything…she wanted to know why being away from him hurts her….she wanted to know why she misses him…she wanted to know how does he matter in her life……above all she wanted to know if she is cheating on her neil, who died for her, when that sole thought killed her inside….rossy hugged her pacifying all along…..she noted the gleam in sam’s eyes whenever she took neil or arjun’s name…..and when sam was finally done, she looked at her best friend before her ,to know i fshe could help her…rossy sat silently….sam atlast asked:”so now what should i do?…”…rossy:”why are you asking me that..?”….sam blinked confused and took a pillow to hit rossy….but rossy caught it at the nick of time and said cupping sam’s cheeks:”sammy….why are you asking me?….ask your heart….only it can give you your answers…..as only it knows whom it beats for…”…..sam looked at her blank, while rossy blinked her eyelids in assurance….and after a long thinking sam finally asked:”am i cheating on neil ,rossy?”….rossy:”what nonsense sammy?…..you love him with all your life….neil is your soul…not a name or a person…”…..sam smiled, now she knew what has to be done…she opened her mouth to say something but rossy shushed her:”go sam…before its too late..”….sam jumped on her friend hugging her tightly and said between her happy tears:”my pyaari is the best…”..rossy smiled and said dramatically dusting her tshirt:”i know ……now off you go…”….she said while she pushed sam out of the room…sam walked happiliy, when suddenly her phone rang…she took it with a amused smile and ended it with a happy note:”sure arjun…”…sam waved her hands to both prerna and rossy and hopped away happily while prerna hugged rossy tight thanking her………arjun too smiled looking his phone after disconnecting the call with sam…a girl sitted next to him showed him thunps up and said :”well done arjun..”…to which he just hugged her and said:”thank you vidya…”…the girl who sat before him, just nodded her head smiling and gestured him tp move….she was shrividya or short and sweetly called by others as sv…she was radhika’s best friend…a happily married women, and the main point is her hubby name too is arjun….she knew radhika’s arjun very well, as they have many times have been partners in pulling radhika’s leg….she knew about the stragic incident, and stood as a great support sfor arjun then, making him all happy laughing with her crazy jokes….now that she got to know that arjun has become normal from mala…she thought of paying him a visit, only to find out what mess he had created out of his life….arjun atlast not knowing what to do ,spilled out everything to her and asked:”now what would i do?”…to which sv smiled carressing his hair and said:”u have your answers arjun ,just think….”…arjun beamed of happiness of finally finding his answer hugged her tight…but sv was different isn’t she…she pulled his ears and said:”now enough of all the drama….call her and speak to her…..”……to which arjun obliged like a good boy and now he was on his way to meet sam before her office, to make things clear….he all the way thanked hi stars for sending sv in his life and atlast when he stopped his car in front of her office building in the other side of the road, his heart pounded very hard against his chest to see sam waiting for him at the entrance…he got down with a hardly put normal face mask, and waved sam…and even before she could wave in return, a black qualis stood before her blocking his view making him curse it…and when the vehicle moved finally, he found sam nowhere to be seen…he turned around hearing his name to be called as a distant scream and was startled to find sam struggling inside that fast moving vehicle….hs heart froze at its beat seeing the sight…his blood drained thinking of losing his radhika again….with these thoughts, he ran to his vehicle and started chasing that vehicle that geared up every second…..his heart raced fast of the terrible consequenceds of the situation….while his face lost its colours when he thought of losing his love again…his heart screamed a noooooooo….no i can’t lose her again…i can’t stand her loss again…he pleaded…..please radhika, don’t leave me this time…..with that he drove fast, only to reach a fateful place of his life, ginny mills…..the place the took away his love….now again threatening him with the same…he ran inside with his gun in his hands…..:”welcome mr. ACP sir..”….a devilish voice guided him inside..the sight inside brought him his painful memories back…..there she was, sam tied with a rope sobbing in pain and fear just like his radhika….he scanned the place it had three people other than him..the devil that called him in and his goons:”u don’t know me ACP sir, but sam knows me….you want to introduce us dear…..oh no..not needed you are too tired for that…let me do that for myself am known as mark by all, a reowned mafia don…or better known as danny’s elder brother… …”arjun who was hell angry listening him to be the murderer of neil, now turned into a monster in anger knowing that he was that danny’d brother………..mark laughged at the darkening of arjun’s face and said:”well, i thought with killing neil everything was over…but i didn’t knew taht his little reporter wife would dig my case on behalf oh him, after his death….and you arjun thay said u have become mad and also that neil made my life hell that i was busy saving me….but here again his gorgeous wife is troubling me joining hands with my another enemy……well i wouldn’t act foolish this time..you both would be missing your love right?…i will do you people a favour, and send you to them, like real quick…”….he said pulling out his gun and placing it in sam’s head….arjun’s eyes darkened with anger and fear…..he couldn’t stand his love’s loss again…not after knowing what it meant to him…..he rised his hands above in defeat accepting his surrender and said:”you let her go mark…heve me….i will also give you all the proofs we gathered against you…”…sam screamed:”no arjun…go away from here….please save yourselves….i beg you..he is a devil.”..she pleaded him…but mark seemed to consider this offer and said smirking:”alright mr.ACP smart choice….now put your gun down and stand still…and try any of your monkey stunts…”..arjun nodded and bend down to put the gun down and when he saw mark to be a little distracted, he pulled his spare gun from his socks and shot his goons……mark was furious:”you fool….now i wouldn’t spare you both..”..he screamed……arjun just smiled and said:”am not a fool mark to believe that you would leave us then…”…saying this he passed sam a determined look…her legs turned jelly at that look…no she can’t lose her neil twice…never after going through that hell once, she thought…..mark:”you are mad arjun, now she is going to die out of your stupidity”…arjun smiled and said :”i would never let anything happen to her..not again…”…sam was terrified feeling mark’s gun moving towards arjun and arjun aiming mark….mark:”then u go first mr.ACP..”…he laughed devilishly at that…..sam screamed nooo, and pushed mark and ran towards arjun….but stood froze when she heard the gun shot, and arjun’s blood splashing on her face…..mark was shot at head just like danny….sam hopped to catch arjun ,from falling in the ground….she took him in her lap and screamed his name to open his eyes and hitted his chest and said:”u cheated me again neil….”….but a sudden ouch startled her…arjun gently opened his eyes and said:”its paining panoti…”…sam smiled between her tears seeing him smiling..arjun:”its just a shoulder wound, am alright….” he cooed…..sam just nodded her head at that and closed her eyes when she felt her neil, cupping her cheeks and kissing her forehead through a gentle breeeze….she smiled when the breeze spoke in her ears ‘that i never broke my promise’….while arjun he happy atlast of saving his love, he opened his eyes to stare into those big brown eyes that made him loose himself………………………………………………………………………………………..
after seven years…..
There was a big commotion inside their house, well why would it not be….the grandparents have come see the apple of their eyes….while those little storms ran non stop inside the house in joy….while arjun was sitting all tired running after them, sam stood in the middle of hall with her hands in her hips all determined……she screamed their names:”radhu….neil….last warning come and sit here…”…..she said fuming like a pressure cooker….the twins radhika and neil mehra, just shook their heads in a no and again started running with now dilip and samrat in pursuit….samrat who was feeling very guilty of spoiling arjun’s life was happy that at last arjun’s life was filled with colours….so very overwhelmed he even did sam’s kanyadhan…..arjun just huffed looking at mala and prerna who inturn laughed and took his leave from them stating that they wouldn’t stop their atrocity any time sooner………..he walked out with sam behind him…she stood at the entrance waving her ring loaded hand at arjun..it was beautiful platinum band with a stylish ‘R’ carved in it…it was the same ring that radhika wore arjun on their wedding day ,that he wore her on theirs…..arjun stood near his car turned and waved at her with a sweet smile with the ring ih his fingers, with which neil proposed sam……..and when he was about to enter inside the vehicle, his little devils came outside screaming anf fighting over the phone in neil’s hand…..they ran around the vehicle making sam and arjun stare at them helplessly…atlast not being able to hold anymore ,arjun intervened and snatched the mobile which was now in radhika’s hand…..both the little devils started jumping to reach arjun’s height and grab the phone, but he being with a height to touch the moon standing in his terrace, it became impossible for them….atlast both of them saw each other and said making their best puppy eyes:”pappa…phone….”….ohhh how could arjun or sam deny anything to theri sweet devils’s puppy eyes…so they knelt down to their height and arjun asked:”who is on the line, that you both are fighting non stop for it..”..for this neil smiled sheepishly and said rubbing his head:”its sammy…samaira…my girlfriend..”…but radhika just rolled her eyes at him and said blushing :”aru…..my arjun is on the line”…….being startle at their answer arjun and sam shared each other a glance, before arjun screamed a WHATTT?????, making the trio shut their ears, well he is a father…isn’t he?…………………………………..
“sooooo tadaaaaaaaaa the story is over” said the elderly squirrel in a dramatical way….it had seen the whole story with its eyes from the big tree before arjun’s house and when its grandchildren demannded it a bed time story it thought why not say this…but its little ones weren’t satisfied….they spoke in unison:”dadaji..its not fair…u didn’t tell the end”…with a pout…to which dadaji squirrel smiled and said air quoting his words..”THEN THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER..”….to which its little ones thundered the tree with their claps……………………………………………………………………………………………..
WHEN UR BELOVED BECOMES A MEMORY…
THAT MEMORY BECOMES YOUR TREASURE…
AND WHEN YOU CHERISH YOUR TREASURE….
IT BECOMES YOUR LIFE………………………………..
*******************THE END************************************************************
well ,how was the story?….boring?..messy?….illogical?….yaaar i don’t know….sorrry rosy and sv akka….if i have bored u with this.sorry sv akka for this late gift…sorry sathya akka if i have killed your beautiful work….its just that u know i tried my level best..but still this was all i could make….am sorrry guys if i spoiled your mood with my nonsense writing…..but please dop comment…..even if u r ready to murder me u can do it there………
aadia : dear i read urs..its just soooo beautiful and enchanting…well done…
aasthu: wonderful story dear, i like her strong headed nature..muahhh
gianna di: am waiting for ur come back…and served cold was awesome..
jnana :your new story is super awesome der, keep it up…
sathya: akka pls do continue rocking…
sv akka: that new mother’s story is so beautiful,am wiating for it…
sammy: di long time no see….plss come back na, am missing conditions and desperate silence.
manha di: pls post soon…u have made us stand in the edge..wanna go to shopping…lol
dipika:di u made me fall in love with little broide, muahhhhhhhh…by the way whemn is the next one?
shree akka: am waiting desperately for mate, pls post soon na..
rossy: pyaari..pls post mars soon and soon….am not getting enough.hehe
jessie:akka wat can i say about ur sweet mistake…..am so in lovewith it…muahjhhhh
starz: u stole my heart is super awesome….love u dear…waitng for it…
myra :di legally yours and inmate are sooooo sooo awesome,…am loving their past and arjun’s deed in it in inmate……muahhhhh
sweetie: bhabhi, pls post soon misconceptions na
gauri :di wat can i say about cross roads…i just sooooooooooo much love it….waiting for u to return
rama: dear ur story has a fresh start..keeep it up dear
sree deksha: girl ur os was super awesome….am am waiting for more…..
meen; di am waiting for rehnuma desperately pls post soon na…*puppy eyes
sriya :dear ur story is sooolovely…a lovimg it
brin di: pls update soon na di…i wannna see her defeated face desperately…
tara: the secret is beautifully pennned dear..i love its mystery…love u
multi: dear am waiting for love ha no limits…when is that coming?
anu: the way u penned their emotions were awesome dear..u r gifted..
thena: akka when are u came back with a aradhika one..?..am misssing u
bhabya: good work sweetheart
fanficholic: woooow i love it…am waiting for more…
lucifier: its a diff start dear…am waiting for it…love u…
hearty: sweeetheart bear a big hug…u r rocking
nitu dear :ur os with multi was blissful
madhumita :di the new story is soo lovely…rock it in your own style….
anki :good job dear..
samreen: it was short yet sweet dear…
and lastly shubadha and ritu di: and waiting for my love with me and revenge….pls post soon na….*pretty pls…
so my dears now am again going offline….love u all loads…..u people r doing a great job sweethearts…keep it up…. muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgift???????????????