manik malhotra_its my love story (part-59)

“The very moment for which iam running away from you, the one which I want to avoid, the one which never want to feel in my lifetime that one is here infront if me and feeling it” manik’s heart is paining
Nandini is looking in a great confusion. His silence is making her go mad
Manik broke the silence” Nandini! Why? Why are you doing this to me? U know everything then why do want it to be heard feel it na”
“Manik I need to”
“Go home nandini I have work. Iam going” Manik turned back to walk away Nandini came running infront of him” no Manik! Not now, you can’t do this to me.”
“Nandini you can’t do this to me”

“What do you mean by this?”
“Arey yaar! Our age is like this the feelings whatever we have is just an attraction not more than that at the at 20 no one will get love forever, life has many ups and downs we have somuch to do, you have to become s Doctor, concentrate on that”
“Be clear Manik don’t put it into stupid reasons” Nandini face became serious
Manik took a gulp, he knew things are going worse still he need to do this “Nandini it’s not love just an attraction”
“You don’t love me” Nandini asked straight
“Yes” Manik tears dropped on his cheeks
Nandini came to him took shirt collar and looking into his eyes”so you don’t love me?”
Manik left her hands took two steps back looking down said”yes! I don’t love you”
“Ok! You don’t love me, then the kisses, the hug, all??”
Manik looked up both eyes locked for a moment and broked. Manik closed his eyes
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Laqeeran vich likh di judaai
Kho gaya, gum ho gaya
Waqt se churaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Ho tera, woh mera
Saath nibhaaya tha jo
Apna banaya tha..
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni

“That’s……that’s just……..” O God help me from this “that’s just attraction, physical attraction” manik’s tears are never ending
Nandini broke down into tears went near him slapped him hard “don’t ever say that Manik! Don’t ever”
Manik know how much his words are paining her.

Aisa bhi kya milna, saath hoke tanha
Aisi kyun sazaa humne hai paayi, Ranjhana ve
Phir se mujhe jeena, tujhpe hai marna
Phir se dil ne di hai ye duhaai, Saajnaa ve
Laqeeron pe likh di kyun judaai..
Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan.
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Chadariya jheeni re jheeni
Aankhein bheeni ye bheeni ye bheeni
Yaadein jheeni re jheeni re jheeni (x2)
Ranjhan dhoondhan main chaleya
Ranjhan mileya naa ye…
Jigraan vichon agan laga ke Rabba
Lakeeran vich likh di judaai

Nandini wiped her tears went near Manik “you said its physical attraction yes?”
Manik feared for a moment by seeing her so serious and in pain
Still said with lots of pain “yes”
“Fine! When it’s physical attraction come on let’s do it fulfill your want” Nandini took manik’s hand and took him to a classroom locked the door and started to open her saree
Manik when came to sence and see nandini removing her saree Manik went near her and took her hands”Nandini! Are you mad? What are you doing?”
Nandini with strong push throw him away and removed her saree fully she is in Petticoat and blouse
Manik came to her kept her hands up pinned her to wall with total strength “Nandini for god sake stop this stupidity”
“Why? You need me you are attracted to me physically. I love you somuch that I can be a one night stand for you” her eyes are flowing tears her throat is shaking
“Please nandu please I can’t see you like this you know very well that your dignity is frist priority please.”

“You said na it’s not love just a physical attraction due to our age”
Manik kept his forehead on her, his eyes to shed with tears
“Nandu! Isn’t do this go home please”
“No Manik today I want truth”
Manik left her turned back threw her saree to her “wear it”
“No! When you stand on your words then I really mean come on let’s do it” she came to Manik and started to unbutton her blouse
Manik took nandini with boiling anger and shouted”nandini! Don’t test my patience”
“You are testing my love”
“Don’t behave like a stupid don’t instigate me to be a monster listen to me and go home”
“Ok Manik! Do one thing leave me here and go”

Manik looked at her and left her walk towards door opened the bolt and about to go nandini hugged him from back
“Manik!”
Manik’s heart melted. He turned back kissed her madly. Each kiss is like a shaver of love to nandini. He hugged her tight a bone crack one
“Nandini! Nandini! I can’t say anything to you please don’t try this”
“Manik” Nandini took his hand and kept on head “now say do you love me r not”
Manik looked at her “do you really need me to answer that stupid question?” He kept her hand on her heart “now you answer the same question”
“I know you love me”
“Then why this all go home.”
“No! Manik ! Stop this indirect answers and say it”
“Nandu! Don’t test me go home please

Nandini sat on her knees “Manik please I be..”Manik closed her mouth made her to stand and hugged her “I love you nandu! Yes I love you, the day when I frist time saw at beach was the day when you became my life. When you smile the sparkles of your eyes fill my life with brightness, the tears in your eyes will kill me, if anyone dreams to touch you I swear I will burry them live, you are just mine totally mine, when I came now and saw you I want to kiss you like this” Manik kisses her so madly on lips

“You belong to me and only me. Don’t ever dare to loose your dignity not even for me that is my pride. How iam controlling myself to say all these from so long time only I know it. And beclear I have all rights to give you pain so listen carefully to me, wait for me, how long I don’t know? Still wait for me if I walk away from you still wait for me. Not more than this I can say come on wear your saree. I will drop you home”

Nandini dressed up both came out walked to parking
“Manik ! Where the hell are you? Where is your mobile?” Druv shouted
“Why? What happened?”
“Come on let’s go”
“Wait what happened?”
“Manik! Your dad is in hospital he had heart attack we all searching for you from an hour”
“What?”
“Manik be strong come on”
“But Nandini?”
“I will go home safely don’t worry you go Manik”

“No it’s already late”
“Do one thing let’s go to hospital in car next I will drop her” Druv suggested
Manik took keys drives so fast that in 29mins reached hospital.

Guys from now on its only Manik’s pain you will read till more 10 episodes so please bear with me