MANAN ff – OUR HEARTBEAT (Prologue) – the mysterious letter

Back with the prologue…

He opens the letter…

He read in mind..

” Manik, jaan…. How r you?…. I know u r worried for me as u didn’t find me in the hospital….BT I wanna say…that don’t worry baby…I m f9.. Well not really f9.. BT yeah ok…I ran from the hospital….n u know why did I do that??…. Because of u…yes u….

Y do u love me so much Manik???? Why….I tried so many things..so many tricks so that I make u believe that I have moved on..I don’t love u anymore…BT then y don’t u understand…u still kept hope that I love u….ok…yes I loved u….BT then…then…I was…I was forc…ah…leave it….
I almost took ur life twice…u anyhow came alive… All jst because of me…n still u say u love me…y??
Y do u love me soo muchh…y Manik….

I tried so many times to make u believe that I am not good for you…I m not meant for u….BT u kept on loving me more n more every sec…

Manik y don’t u understand…u have to move on…WE have to move on…because we loving eo will cause pain to no one BT only us….we both will suffer…

I m not meant for u Manik…if I was meant for u..then I wouldn’t have got this…

U finally came to know that secret I kept….BT I don’t want your money Manik…no…
If I take ur money…then people will say that I loved u only for ur money…n moreover I wanna di…………. e …Ammmmm I wanna live naturally….

After all this I know…u will still be saying that I love u Nandu….( Manik nodded his head in a yes n was crying)
Yes Manik I love u too….I love u very much….
BT we r not meant to be….
We can’t be…
I got the saddest news of my life…the news which I have never ever imagined in my wildest dream…

N be coz of that I don’t want u to suffer…I don’t want us to feel this immense.pain..

So I thought why don’t u hate me..
if u do that..then u will not regret me leaving u…
BT no I was wrong…u can never hate me…u love me so much…
Then I don’t really know what to do…so u ran…
I ran away Manik..from u, from that life with u all, from me, I ran for forever..
n I won’t come back…so don’t keep hopes….

I went….I ll not keep contact with anyone…don’t try to find me Manik…
Coz if u find..it will give pain to you only..coz till u reach me…
I will be no sooner there….I will not be there…
I will be gone from there….

Don’t find me ok… Don’t dare…

N Haan…tell ur friends to remember me…hmm?!!… BT u don’t miss me ok…
My last wish from u before I finish this…

Manik tell ur friends to find a girl jst like me…a tip top Nandu for u….n before they find out…tell them to verify if she has any problems or pasts haunting her…coz I don’t want u to fall in love with her n then again ur heartbreaks…ok…
She should be jst like me….

I love u Manik….I love u very much…I never wanted to tell this to u when I knew what is wrong with me…BT u forced me today to say this to u…yes..yes..I love u more then u love urself…to infinity…love u to the moon and back….

N MY HEART BEATS FOR U…from now…every single heartbeat of my heart will be of your name…every single breath I take will be for ur sake…every single tear that I shed will be on ur pain..every single day I stay will be of ur prays…

GOODBYE MANIK…GOOD BYE….

Stay strong..

~~~ your NANDU…”

There was a stained n dried drop of tear on the paper in the end..
The tear was on Nandu…

N another tear fell on the same spot where the dried teardrop was…
The tear was if Manik….

TO FALL IN LOVE IS BY CHANCE..
BT TO STAY IN LOVE IS BY CHOICE..