Richa also leaves toward her room to get fresh.While Om was still standing on his place like a statue.After sometime he also turns toward his room.He robotically comes to his room and then stands in front of the mirror.
Standing in front of the mirror he starts to stare at his reflection there.There’s no emotion reflecting in his face….his face is total blank.
After few minutes standing like that slowly a smile starts to appear on his lips and then it starts to grow…then following that a twinkle in his eyes and a glow appears in his face with a bright smile.
Looking at his own reflection he whispers…
“She loves me…”
Then he starts to repeat it with same whispers…
“She loves me…
She loves me….
She loves me…”
Then he remembers the day when his elder brother Shivay had came to him and said that he is in love….
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Oberoi Mansion, Poolside.
Om has come to poolside as Shivay has called him there.Om was having a tensed face thinking what might be the reason that Shivay has called him at this time. So after coming there when he sees Shivay he asks him the same…
“What happen? Why have you called me here at this hour of night?”
He is concerned for his brother as that day his brother has gone through a lot…Shivay didn’t said anything and was quiet so he asks again…
“Shivay… What happen?”
Shivay turns toward him and walking near him comes exactly in front of him and then says…
“I wanna talk to you about something.”
“Is everything ok?”Om asks.
“You remember once you said me the day I will fall in love I will come to you crying…I didn’t believe that something like this can happen to me…”
Now slowly Om understands what’s the matter…
“But it happened…Well you should have already come…long time ago. “He replies feeling happy for his brother.
“You know me Om, I take a little time…”
“I know…I know… so? Say further…”He says trying to control his excitement…
Shivay takes a breath feeling a little shy and then says feeling overwhelmed with the happiness ….
“I haven’t thought that something like this will ever happen…that to with me…I mean this love and all that, I even didn’t used to believe in all this…so..”
Om can clearly see the happiness written in his brother’s face…
“I have always told you…always….(Remembering something)That …that poem of mine…do you remember that?
Sach pe dal jate hai kisse
(Stories become true)
Dilse dohrane k baad
(When it is recited from heart)”
Then both the brothers say next line together…
“Ishq pe hoga yaken
(Believe on love will come)”
Shivay completes…
“Ishq hon jane ke baad
(After falling in love.)”
“Right…”Om replies.
“You and Grandmother used to say true…Ishqbazi kab dil mai ghar banaleti hai patahi nehi chalta…mere liye har rishta ek sauda tha….fir wo meri zindegi mai aii…(When does love make a place in heart we even don’t realize it….For me every relation was a deal…Then she comes in my life…)
“And your life changed…”
“And me also…(He replies thinking about how he has changed because of Anika.Then looking at Om says)You know once you said me that, breath stops and all that…Today this is what happening with me Om….I see her and it’s like my breath stops… It’s ..it’s just….”Shivay found himself lost of words.
But seeing his face one can easily understand the happiness that he is feeling. Om looks at his brother and feels really happy for him…
“You know how happy I am…You know why?”
Shivay gives sign to continue…
“Because my brother from Tadibaaz Singh Oberoi has become Ishqbaz Singh Oberoi”Om says with proud and happiness cupping Shivay’s cheeks with his hands.
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That day he had seen the happiest Shivay in front of him. The spark, the happiness, the twinkle, the glow and the love that he had seen in Shivay that day …he is seeing a similar image right now in front of him at the reflection of his own figure.
Then with a bright smile he whispers
“She loves me and I LOVE HER.”
He knew he loves her but hadn’t acknowledged it. Of course he loves her and that is why he was so hurt thinking that she is betraying him.He took a long time to understand it…and till he realized it he had already ruined a lot of things.
Today standing in front of the mirror confessing it to himself he is feeling very light.He looks toward his reflection and starts talking with whispers….
“I haven’t come here just to ask for her forgiveness…. I have come here to take her with me….I wanna take her with me because I love her…I can’t live without her.”
Finally the words of his heart comes to his lips.He continues…
“I love you Gauri…. I know the mistakes…NO,THE SINS that I have done aren’t forgivable but I know the wounds I have given you it can only heal by me…I will be always with you…I love you.”
He confesses standing in front of his reflection. He smiles seeing his glowing image in the mirror.Maybe he had realized his love for her the day she had confessed her love to him and left him with his guilt in the middle of the road but he now know that he had loved her from long before, it was just that he never realized it before loosing her.But he confesses his love in words for the first time just before some seconds ago and that to himself. Now he just wanna say this to her….
But then reality hits him ….he remembers Richa’s conversation with Gauri… How much his love has suffered…. and upon that he also has contributed in making her life more miserable.He has blamed her for something she had never done,he has called her with names, he has accused her for the crime she had never done…in his blind hate he even stoop so low that he left her in the hands of Kali Takur…thinking about that he feels a shiver run through his spine… ‘How can I do this?’ He for humanity also didn’t look back for once… What if she wasn’t able to save herself that day!! ‘NO’ thinking about the horrible future he collapse on the floor on his knee…In his anger he even raised his hand on her once…He the man who always talk about respecting women had fallen so low to torture her like this. He had abused her in every sense and now realizing this he knows he doesn’t deserve her….He was a monster, he was a devil with her always ….He has always hated his father because the way he had treated his mother but was he less than his father when he treated his wife with such cruelty?…He can never forgive himself for what he had done with her….never. He hadn’t hated his father or Swetlana or Gauri with the hate which he is feeling for himself at that moment.
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Hello everyone….
So here’s the 6th part…I think after coming back from Germany Om’s attitude toward Gauri had started to change greatly and romantically….. What you all think?
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After so many weeks finally Ishqbaaz has given a Khidkitod episode…. In today’s episode there was comedy, romance, action and even drama. Just Feeling sad that Rudy was alone without his pair but still this is the best episode after so many weeks that IB has given.Even yesterday’s episode was also superb as finally we got Obro moment. Shivika-Rikara romance, Obro bonding, Junior Oberoi’s family bonding and Senior Oberoi’s screen space- all total it was a perfect episode and I loved it.
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