Lovebirds: A Shivika ff Episode 9

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Recap- Anika and Shivaay romance in their decorated room when Pinky’s evil intensions cross her mind.
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Anika’d POV
This is the last time me and Shivaay are together with happiness. After this Shivaay will hate me and I will long to get in his arms again. I dont know how will I live after leaving Oberoi Mansion. I know that I want to be with Shivaay, I want Shivaay, I need Shivaay, my day starts and ends with Shivaay. Because….

I LOVE Shivaay.And so I have to keep him happy, even if his happiness means my sacrifice. After this day, Shivaay will hate me to the core of his heart. Why does this always happen with me ? Why,God, when I am happy everthing gets shattered? First, I used to hate Shivaay and didnt want to come in this house….and now, I love Shivaay and dont want to leave this house. Shivaay hasdone so much for me. He stood with me when I needed support and accepted me as his wife in front of the world, even if it meant going against his principles and his mother..oops his REEL mother. And now when he will be needing support, I wont even be near him, leave alone supporting him. I had promised him that I will never leave him and go and here I am making plans to downcast my image in his eyes. All these months I learnt about family and adjusting with Shivaay , it took me a lot of time. How will I manage leaving this house and get adjusted to not having Shivaay beside me anymore. If I would give them happiness and go, then maybe I could have managed myself but now that I know, everyone will hate me , how will I live with the burden of breaking everyone’s trust , especially Shivaay’s. Oh God, please show me some way out of this mess..
She came out of the embrace and said,

Anika : Shivaay , I am very tired. I want rest. Please lets call it a night. I want to sleep.
Shivaay (smirking): Anika, you want to SLEEP? With me ? You have become such a cheapdi Anika. I thought you were shy but…
Anika: Shivaay, please I am upset with the happeningsof today .
Shivaay ( puzzled ): What happened Anika? Didnt you like this experience? (Smiling wickedly)
Anika: Sorry Shivaay.I am not in a mood at all. I am going to sleep.
Saying so she went and sat on the bed and pretended to sleep while Shivaay looked confused at her weird behaviour. He wanted his Anika to praise and like the decoration but instead Anika called it a night. What was wrong with her?
Shivaay (thinking ): Maybe she is stressed with the incidents at home. She must be tired then.Tomorrow is the sangeet night. She needs rest to fill the night with energy tomorrow. It will bring her a step CLOSER to me.

Saying so, he smiled at the thoughts of Anika in his arms.
Next day was the Sangeet day. Anika was busy prepping for the sangeet and Shivaay was waiting for a chance to romance his beautiful wife.
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Lets see what happens on the Sangeet. Any guesses? Catch up with you all very soon. I hope it caught up with your expectations of a long update.