Hiii guys. …Maahi again hope all of u r dng well .Firstly thnx a lott fr every one who supported me in my previous 3 updates nd if there r any silent readers who spent their time on my silly thoughts thnx a lot fr them too humbled at all ur love so here I am again with one of my silly thoughts. …..
Lets get into the love…..
I wonder how myself managed to spend dizz 23 years alone….alone haa wat I said?? No I am nt alone there Is always smthng which stood with me throughout diz 23 years journey nd it is none other than my LONELINESS ya it had been with me in evry sorrow evry happiness evry joy nd even today also its been with me .Today the weather here is soo colourful with lot of cheers of Merry Christmas .Every family is enjoying with their loved ones every child is being gifted by Santa nd I wish some Santa really comes in my life too who vil get all the happiness fr me as I am tired of being alone in diz vast world with lack of love fr me.I really want smeone to comfort me with their hug ven I am sad I want smeone to cheer me up when I shed out my tears nd mostly I want smeone fr whom I can shed out my tears which I didnt did till now fr anyone nd I want smeone fr me to whom I could kiss expressing my pleasure nd I want smeone to shower their love on me.I nly remember one person in my life that is sister of diz church (some xyz) nd she nly brought me up nd though she showered all her love to me I sometimes still feel incomplete I really wanted smeone to cmplt me as I feel lonely in diz entire world nd my hard times r covered up with my music .Ya being a violinist I use to cover up the silence around me with my music nd today I dont know yyy I feel vry restless as I am nt able to tune up the music.
I always play it fr my peace nd pleasure but today I don’t know y I strangely feel tht smeone else would bring peace in my life.But still I am in peace now bcoz just now I attended his concert. It was rocking as usual but I wonder how I alone was able to keep up when everyone over there cheer up him with his name .I lonely njoy his music closing my eyes nd I nvr hear anything rather than his music once it starts playing.It’s been 5 months he came here fr Kashmir to entertain ppl over here nd frm the day one I nvr missed single concert of his bcoz I find eternal peace in his music.Today also I attended his concert he sung sme mashup type (aashiqui 2 mashup) but me as usual was njoying tht mashup too with peace ven ppl around me r gng crazy at it.His music nt music actually his lyrics always hv deep flngs in it which I always sensed it.I know the reason behind dizz bcoz I am in love with his lyrics nd music r maybe with himself I myself is confused abt diz bcoz I hardly found him smiling at me ven signing I think he considered me as insane keeping quiet in his rocking show.
She tried to play the violin but it is nt tuning up properly!!
I came to know tht he is leaving by tomorrow to his city I think Mumbai. But I dont want him to go away frm my eyes as I adore him secretly bcoz I am in love with his smile at me.But he may also hv his family so I nvr wanted him to know abt my love fr him. (Tears rolling down).Suddenly ven I am trying hard to cover up his thoughts with my loneliness one small kid came to me nd gv me a balloon nd went smiling its written on it tht
WILL U LET ME TO FULFILL UR LONELINESS? ?
I was shocked to c tht nd I was askd by the small kid to move forward which I did nd after sme distance one other kid came to me with another balloon in her hand nd gv tht to me nd its written on it tht
WILL U LET ME FULFILL THE SPACE IN UR HEART???
Nd I was surprised ragain nd moved frwrd as I was askd nd again one small kid came with other balloon in which it is written as
WILL U LET ME TO HUG U VEN UR SAD ND VIL U LET ME TO CHEER UP U VEN UR CRYING ND VIL U LET ME TO BE THE PERSON WHOM U COULD KISS VEN UR IN PLEASURE? ?
Now dizz time I was literally shocked as these r the same thoughts which always surrounded me thn how could tht person knew it??? So by thn nw I moved further though I was not askd any further bcoz I wanted to knw tht person so moved frwrd…….nd then I heard some familiar voice singing…….nd I followed tht music …..
ek ladaki ko dekha to aisa laga…
when I saw this girl, she seemed to me like…
jaise khilata gulaab
like a blooming rose;
jaise shaayar ka khvaab
like a poet’s dream;
jaise ujali kiran
like a glowing ray of light;
jaise ban mein hiran
like a deer in the forest;
jaise chaandani raat
like a moonlit night;
jaise narami baat
like a soft word;
jaise mandir mein ho ek jalta diya
like a candle burning in the temple.
ek ladaki ko dekha to aisa lagaa…
when I saw this girl, she seemed to me like…
jaise subah kaa ruup
like the beauty of the morning;
jaise saradi ki dhuup
like winter sunshine;
jaise vinaa ki taan
like a note from the lute;
jaise rangon ki jaan
like the essence of all color;
jaise balakhaayein bel
like a twisting vine;
jaise laharon ka khel
like the play of waves;
jaise khushbuu liye aaye thandi havaa
like a cool scented wind.
ek ladaki ko dekha to aisa laga…
when I saw this girl, she seemed to me like…
jaise naachataa mor
like a dancing feather;
jaise resham ki dor
like a silken thread;
jaise pariyon ka raag
like a fairy melody;
jaise sandal ki aag
like the fire of sandalwood;
jaise solah singaar
like the sixteen (traditional) ornaments of beauty;
jaise ras ki phuhaar
like a refreshing mist;
jaise aahistaa aahistaa badhta nasha
like a slowly growing feeling of intoxication.
ek ladaki ko dekha to aisa laga…
when I saw this girl, she seemed to me like…
Nd suddenly the voice stopped I wondered who is tht guy describing his love in such a way nd as soon as I came back to reality I myself found smewhere far frm the church it was a lonely place fully with Autumn weather leaves dropping down nd balloons flying in air nd wat shocked me tht most was a huge mirror infront of me hvng my image in it.For abt a second I was lost in many thoughts but came to senses when one hand took my hand nd holded it by kneeling down with cute puppy eyes asking me …no no proposing me..
WILL U LET ME TO BE THE SANTA OF UR LIFE????
nd the scenario there was unbelievable to me bcoz he is the one , the same rockstar whom I adored most whom I love secretly whom I find life in his music ….he askd me suddenly tht he wanted to be the santa of my life so tears was rolling down frm my eyes bcoz till thn no one askd me anything frm me nor no one gv me anything such as love till now so I was in shock nd he stood up nd cupped my face nd said to me tht JUST GIVE ME ONE CHANCE I WOULD DFNTLY TRY TO FULFILL UR LIFE WITH ALL HAPPINESS I COULD GV IT FR UU
so I just hugged me tight nd said tht Y Abhishek y u do u love me as u dont know nthng abt me nd u dont even know who I am or frm where I am .I dont hv anyone related to me in diz world I am all alone in diz vast nd sometimes scary world nd thn he replied to me tht …I DONT KNOW HOW WORLD REFERS UU BUT TO ME UR REFERENCE IS UR INNOCENCE UR PURE SMILE UR KIND HEART UR LOVELY EYES ND UR TRUE LOVE WHICH IS FR ME…nd I was shocked ven he said tht I hv true love fr him so I just broke the hug slowly nd look at him in confusion thn he answered me….Dont b confused my love I know u love me truly u adore me secretly nd hv been adoring me with ur peace in my rock concerts in which I nvr found anyone like uu njoying my lyrics than my music nd I want to gv u my name as ur identity bcoz my love fr uu is nt true as urs fr me but I assure its pretty close to urs so WILL U BE THE MUSIC OF MY HEART WILL U BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE !!
Nd I just nodded my head in yes bcoz I trusted him dont know its just tht I trusted him purely though v nvr met each other before nor know each other I still had faith in him afterall UNEXPECTED PROPOSALS ND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE R ALWAYS SO SWEET THT V CANNOT AVOID THEM RIGHT so frm then he had became the Santa of my life .He brought evry possible happiness into my life he gv me a caring dadi a lovely sister (sister in law -aliya) nd he himself became smetimes crazy lover fr me smetimes naughty kid nd he had always been a lovely husband of mine he always named me with different names ven he used to mock at me he called me as Chashmish nd ven I used to yell at him fr his silly antics he called me Mogambo nd all the rest time he used to call me fuggi nd the reason he gv fr tht Is he found me looking lyk balloon Itseems nd he also said tht he proposed me with balloons fr tht reason nly Itseems.His evry music after his proposal was a way much divine fr me as he always composed it fr me wat else I want he dedicated his passion fr me nd tht means evrything to me nd today being our love anniversary I am gng to gift him the symbol of our love. …
Abhi:fuggi fuggi ………
Pragya:oh nooo if he found me with my dairy again he would become sad as he always hv the complaint tht I vil spend most of the time with my dairy.
Abhi:heyyy fuggi r u there?? where is my musical notes dr??
Pragya:uffo c its in the cupboard nly
Abhi:no its nt here!!
Pragya:wait I vil help uu its been 1 year since v married but still u want me to find ur things!!
Pragya:abhishek (tears rolling down frm her eyes) by cing the gift which she unwrapped in tht cupboard
Abhi:so how was my gift? ?
Pragya:how did u found it .I thought I lost it on tht day ven I was running behind ur voice it fell down in tht pond naa nd how u came to know it???It was the nly locket i hv frm my childhood bcoz tht sister told me tht i was found with diz locket which my mom gifted me before her death itseems???
Abhi: Heyy fuggi I thought to surprise uu as I heard one day u saying it alooo (aliya) so I just vent to Kashmir again to the same place nd somehow I managed to get dizz but I never knew tht it would make u cry !!!I am srry fuggi
Pragya: IDIOT y r u saying srry it is the best gift I ever had thnqq uuuu so much abhishek I LOVE UUUU IDIOT Ur the best SANTA!!!HAPPY LOVE ANNIVERSARY! !
Abhi:Happy Love Anniversary My Love
Pragya:I too have a gift fr uuu!!!
Abhi:really???
Pragya:ya U Idiot ur love increased India’s population by one !!!!
Abhi:wat??? r u insane how did I do tht ???ur really ma…………d heyyyyy u mean me pappa nd u mumma(he twirled her around happily)
Pragya:abhishek thnx fr being my love cum santa of my life.
Abhi:24×7 at ur service my love
hope u guys liked it…..just wanna share onething with all of uuu tht be thankful to evry santa of ur life it may b ur lovely mom whom always bought uu evrything which u wanted nt needed , it may b ur sweet dad who always held u frm falling nd always saved u frm ur mom scoldings it may b ur crazy bro who always taunts uu but stood beside uu ven all r opposite to uu nd it may b ur silly sis who nvr left any chance of pulling ur legs but ven she see tears in ur eyes her eyes get moist it may b ur aunt with whom u always shared the lie tht u said to ur mom nd laugh insanely by praising her food nd it may b ur uncle who always gv u extra pocket money without dad’s knowledge nd always njoy with u after his work nd it may b ur grandparents with whom u hv always been silly nd mostly ur idiotic frnd who nvr failed to make u smile ven ur crying nd u nvr regret to b stupid with them….so be thankful to evry santa of ur life who always brought smile on ur face ….so I am thankful to evry one of uu who brought a wide smile on my face with ur sweet support Thnxx a lotttt guys fr making me smile!!!
nd guys srry if anyone felt the song boring bcoz tht was my fav song so I thought to use it as it describes his LOVE through which he c her soo guys always try to describe ur loved ones.we always say tht ur indefinable ani but just try to define them with sme means nd trust me it would mean a lottttt to them !!!! srry again if I bored with my silly thoughts just thought to share with all my frnds !!!Hope u all vil lyk diz OS If u all feel it worth cmmntng plzz do comment on it guys .Keep smiling keep caring keep loving nd asusually keep ROCKING guys loads of love stay blessed …
let me know tht u ppl r flng bored with this type of stories? ?? bcoz I myself find it silly by cooking up such stories smetimes I am confused whether such love stories exist r not bcoz I dont want all of u spend ur valuable time on silly things yaar but I myself think tht in evry Era there vil b a Shahjahan nd Mumtajh with pure nd true love so I just wrote it yaar srry again if anyone uu flt bored but if any of u feel tht such stories really exist plzz share tht with me…Byeee guys loads of love stay blessed….guys really srry I dont knw yy tellyupdates dng nly with me I posted full update but they just posted nly half of it nd they r nt evn accepting my comments to any of the ff I am so sad yaar srry fr tht hope u all vil understand ..srry guys if TU again nt supports in replying to u all…