Love that feel right #Riansh (immj2)

Vansh and viyom were childhood friends. Viyom was the person who was near to his heart with whom he can share anything at any time but now he is more….yeah no more because he left him to this cruel world where no one is his because his real mother Uma Rainshania left him when he was just 2 year old and his father married to Anupriya so that he can get a mother ….alaas he never got motherly Love from her and she never took care of him….his care was taken by thier servants….Anupriya just faked her for him that too only in front of his father….

Otherwise, she was not less than the devil….to confirm her place or should I say make her place permanent in Raisinghania’s Anupiya took their relation to the next step and after 3 years of thier marriage she gave birtht to  Kabeer…. She always showered her love for Kabeer but hated vansh…but kabeer always behaved nicely to him….they were neither on good terms nor bad….when vansh was 14 years old she manipulated Ajay to send him hostel on the name of his career but by doing this she thought to make vansh away from Ajay…so that only kabeer can live with him and get whole his love and things that are his… So vansh went to London for his studies….

Till At the age of 14, he lived with viyom and they were best friend….when he was twenty years old he came back…lived for some time in india and give his contact to viyom by which he can talk to him….

Two years ago he come to know that viyom committed suicide because one girl with whom he has fallen in love ditched him because of a rich guy and humiliated viyom in front of the whole college and made fun of his feeling and poverty…. He was not able to take all things( heartbreak and humiliation) so he jumped from the college building….he was taken to the hospital but before reaching there he died…

At that time vansh was busy in his project as it was just starting of his career which is most important for anyone….and if he came to India then his all hard work will gone in vain…so he thought to take revenge from the girl for his best friend’s death after completing his project…He is youngest no. 1 business tycoon who failed all experienced businessman and took their place in just 3 years after his college ….He thought to make her fall in love with him as he is now no. One businessman of India then he will also insult her in front of the whole world then leave her as she did with his friend….but when he came back to India he met Ragini with whom he studied When he was in class 8…. Not studied but has crush on her and second day when Ragini vows him he can’t resist (bachpan ka pyaar mil gaya or kya chahiye life me) just next day he decided to get engaged…..when he told this to Kabeer that he is getting engaged to Ragini at that time Kabeer also told her that he also love a girl …..why can’t they get engaged on the same day….

They were only in the family because Anupriya and Ajay died 4 years ago in a car accident…
they decided to get engaged on the same day….on the day of engagement he met Ridhima for the first time and when his eyes falls on her hand his eyes darkened because she was wearing Viyom’s mother’s bangle. Not only viyom’s mother but they belongs to his grandmother….and they are now not available in the market if anyone tried to make same design then he can’t bring same gold of that time as nowadays quality of gold is change due to dodging….

Viyom never sent photo or showed his lady love to vansh as he want them to directly meet…but he told him that he gifted his mother bangles to him and she accepted too…and soon he was going to vow her…but he died because she cheated him and left him for money….

He asked Ragini about her college and batch no. to confirm that she is one who become the reason for his best friends death….then he indirectly confirmed how she got that bangle making the excuse that he liked them and wants to buy them for her too….she told him that one guy gifted her but she doesn’t know him…..told him this too that he is no more now (Note: vansh has crush on ragini in bachpan but not ragini as at that time vansh was not smart and good looking…even his dressing sense was not so good…most of them use to make fun of him for that…but now he became no. 1 business so Ragini thought to use this chance…maybe will successful….viyom was poor so his school was also different than vansh….so ragini don’t know that viyom was vansh’s best friend.)

Vansh met viyom’s friend and showed Ridhima’s photo, asked is she the same girl with whom viyom was in love and they replied in yes….

now his earlier plan (making her fall in love with him) will not work….as Kabeer going to marry her soon…so he thought to cage her on the name of marriage and punish her for whole life so that she will regret her doings and beg for death ….that will also going to deceive her….(note: here vansh thought Kabeer as the person for whom Ridhima left viyom….and kabbu and ridhu met in cafe where she use to work so that she can pay her fee and can take care of other necessities….or koi doubt so meet me in comment section section..)
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Vansh came inside the room with his laptop and sat on the bed while Ridhima was sitting on her mattress. He started typing and waited for the result

then he clicked on “what is the main cause of cheating” ….and started reading them….after reading all reasons started thinking ” she is going to Kabeer because he is sweet to her or….or…or good in bed. No…no…no she is not like that otherwise that she would have not left the chance…” Stared thinking when he kissed her for the first time and he was so close to her….thinking all this a shiver ran into his body. Shrugging his thought he looked at Ridhima was laying on the floor holding her knees with a dull and pale face….Keeping the laptop on the side table he went out and soon came with a food plate….

Went near her and called her name…listening to her name she quickly getup and looked at him in fear…now what he want to do…caging and slavery was less so that he again came to her…vansh calmly yet cold voice “utho khana khalo”

Ridhima looked at him with a terrifying expression and replied ” I…I..I  a..m..not …hun..gry.”

Vansh: what??? You are not hungry….it is lunchtime and everyone eat food this time only so eat it….wait..

He removed his shoes and settled on her mattress ….she was surprisingly looking at him as for the first time he was doing this. Taking a morsel he forwarded to her mouth she opened her mouth take in because she knew if she going to deny him that means inviting a new misery….she started eating food silently like a small kid even in between she didn’t ask for water or denied that she can’t eat that much….

Vansh: aur khana hai…

She waved her head left and right signing “NO”. After drinking water she again laid down and covered herself. Now vansh use take her food in room only as she was not allowed to move out…there was only two things eating and laying… sometimes she use to stand near window…..vansh was trying hard to interact with her but she was always reluctant and only reply to him….all these things are frustrating him as he was trying to communicate but she was hell-bent in just avoiding interaction….Days are passing like this…..

Today is viyom’s birth and vansh was highly drunk….it was late night yet vansh didn’t return back to home…he left the room early and whole day he didn’t show his face….she was waiting for him to come and give her food….if she went out and he come to know then she have to suffer for her doing….so she was simply waiting for him…she was hungry since morning.

On the other hand, vansh gulping alcohol in the bar…and talking to viyom’s photo

Vansh: kyu chala mujhe yaha akela chhor k….you didn’t know that there is no one who can listen to me and my feeling….how lonely became I am after your death. You were the only person in my life with whom I can share anything (my worries, happiness, miseries ..everything) but Ridhima snatched you from me and made me alone.

‘Apne roothein, paraaye roothein Yaar roothe naa Khwaab tootein, waade tootein Dil ye toote naa  Roothe to khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa
O Allah Waariyan O main toh haariyan O tooti yaariyan mila de oye!

He continued with a heavy voice ” ek baar bola to hota mai apni sari property tere naam krdeta….kaam se kaam mera dost…my only family meri pass hoti….tune kyu nhi bataya ki ridhima money-minded mai sb dedeta ushko teri jaan k badle….” Then he remembered his moment with him how they met and become friends then best friend….He shouted ” kya bigada ridhima mere yaar ne jo tumne ushe jaan dene pr majboor kr diya….” He fell on the ground and started crying….and shouted ” RIDHIMA….you have to pay for your deeds…you have to go thorough same loneliness and pain through which viyom went and I am going through….”

Udte patangon mein Holi waale rangon mein Jhoomenge phir se dono yaar
Waapas to aaja yaar Seene se laga ja yaar
Dil to huey hain zaar-zaar Ho apne roothein,
paraaye roothein Yaar roothe naa Khwaab toote, waade toote Dil yeh toote naa Roothe toh khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa Roothe to khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa
O Allah waariyan O main toh haariyan O tooti yaariyan mila de oye!  chhoote naa Roothe to khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa O Allah wariyan O main toh haariyan O tooti yaariyan mila

because of your greed….I lost my best friend cum brother….why you deceived him…jab pyaar nhi krti thi then why did you gave him false hope…why did you accepted those bangles….why Ridhima ….why….why you played with his feelings and forced him to die….paise chahiye the na tumhe ishi liye tmne viyom ka pyaar apne pairo taale raudh kr kabeer ko chuna….how much money you want I will give you if your ready to return my friend… “

Reh bhi na paayein yaar Seh bhi na paayein yaar Behti hi jaaye dastaan
Umr bhar ka intezaar Ik pal bhi na qaraar Ungli pe nachaaye dastaan Ho apne roothe,
paraaye roothe Yaar roothe naa hellip;
Khwaab toote, waade toote Dil yeh toote naa.. Roothe to khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa Roothe to khuda bhi roothe Saath chhoote naa O Allah wariyan O main toh haariyan O tooti yaariyan mila.

He shouted tell me to damn it…will you able to give me back my buddy if I give my whole property …money even myself…will give me his life back…you were crying that no one is with you whom you can share your feeling….what about me who lived alone since childhood…moon left me when I was not even properly able call word “MOM” and my stepmother made my life hell….my father who never believed me in front of my so-called mom…sent me away from himself ….away from everyone…no one knew how I lived there…I had only one person in my life with whom I can share my things and he died because of you…and you are alone it is your karma only…. to make you feel my pain I made you away from your loved one …from your sister…from your family (note : he don’t know that she is orphan and adopted by Ragini’s family as after coming from London he got married)….and most important from your so-called love Kabeer for whom you left viyom……at least you had your family but what about me who was me with except viyom….then why did you snatched him….kya galti thi meri…

tell me what was my fault in all this that I suffered this much….if you didn’t gave him false hope then today situation would have been different and all must be living happily in life…..
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Now ridhima was not able to control her hunger so with baby step she moved out of the kitchen and ate cream rolls and muffins those were kept in refrigerator…when she was coming out she saw vansh and stepped back in fear…coz now no one can save her from him…now She is gone but he was not alone, Ragini was with him and both were so close that vansh hand on her shoulder circling her head…and he was leaned to her side..she was holding his left hand which was in her shoulder other was wrapped in his waist and both went to the guest room…Ridhima saw the whole scenario far from them…by standing in the kitchen as they moved in, she ran to the room….

She was hurt…she was ready for his all terms and conditions still he went to go Ragini…..then she remembered vansh’s words ” I married you to take revenge….and never ever try to show your right on me….I love a person that is Ragini….and married you to take revenge from you….nhi manta mai tumhe apni patni….kuch nhi ho tum meri…you are nothing for me… get that…”

Ridhima: why god…why me with whom no one can stay loyal to me…first Viyom then kabeer now my so called husband…..mere sath hi kyu…kabeer also started loving ragini di and vansh was already in love with her….what about me…where I am…who is for me…and why I am here and for whom…..vansh can’t love me and kabeer’s love is over for me….mera kya wajood hai jaha rhne ka….and in their lives…
(She complaint in heavy voice

She started rubbing her heart as she was feeling imminace pain there…she was heavily breathing…and moved to the window to take fresh air..but her pain was not decreasing….”aaahhhh” she hissed and falls on the ground holding her head as her head also started paining….

Ridhima: why these tears are not falling from my eyes…what happen to me….why I am not able to cry….god…”ahhhh”….kya ho rha hai…aaso kyu nhi nikal rhe mere…(her face was giving the expression of crying but tears were not falling)….kyu nhi mai roo paa rhi…gutaan ho rhi mujhe …..maar jaaugi Mai “aaahhhhh”(shouted ) I want to cry….went out my pain…..but why these are not coming…..

She started hitting the ground so that she can feel the pain and tears can come out but they also betrayed her like people….

Ridhima was shouting “please god make me cry….I will never complain that why are you giving tears in my life…I will never…but…make me cry I..I..can’t take this …can’t hold this pain….can’t hold it more inside me….I wanna cry”
She collapsed on the floor and rested her head on ground…Making the fist the again started hitting the wall this time….she didn’t know when she stopped hitting and closed her eyes and ended her pain…

Vansh closed the diary that he was reading….and wiped his tears…his beared were grown densely and he lost his charm and became little fatty with out stomach like olds…

vansh” I know my behaviour was worst toward you….and I deserve this punishment of being away from you…..I don’t deserve your love and care….but you are the first girl whom I loved and for Ragini it…it was nothing….I Love you Ridhima and only you…..you Deserved a happy life then why did you choose something else…why did you gave up too soon….why ridhima why….three months is passed since when you left….I am dying to get your one glance…..I am missing you…(with breaking voice)….can ..you c…om.e ba..ck…can ..you h..old me in… y..our a…rm.s an.d giv..e me wa..rm..th and l..ove for that….I craved my whole life…. ”
Saying this he wrapped his arms around his body and hot tears continuously falling from his eyes…..closing the eyes he tried to feel the warmth and drowned into Ridhima’s thought.

His thoughts were broken by weather forecast on the radio that was stating that there are higher chances of bad weather so shops will be close for 4-5 five days if anyone want to buy things so go to shops soon otherwise things will out of stock….

So taking a bag vansh to came out of his a small room size house….which was made of woods and there he is living alone….away from Mumbai..
away from that place where he use to live with his ridhima….how can he live there when ridhima is not with him…and can never come to him…that place was haunting him and he was not able to live there without her so he left the place…..and came to hills and started living there…

I know many of you are thinking that I am washings  vansh’s deeds on the name of his grief….so neither I am washing his deeds nor I am saying that he has done right…..coz everyone can’t be sadist….
or ruthless from mother’s womb…..or..or..or..just wait for viyom’s mystery…

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