Hey guys…In previous chap one entry got missed in Shivaay’s diary,so here it is…
12 jun 2017
Yesterday I collapsed due to running but that doesnt end there…When I reached hostel,,I felt severe pain in abdominal area…And here no one knows about my condition so I’d to leave for Bangalore without telling anything to anyone not even Annika…!!
There I came to know that my condition is getting worsen day by day…!!And my this irresponsible behaviour is making it more difficult….
Doctor wasnt allowing me to go back but Annika wanted to meet me so somehow I managed everything…**
Chapter–11
I WISH I COULD SEE YOU TOMORROW JUST FOR A SECOND..!!
Annika is pleading that person to give the answers of her question…!!!
It looked that there were soo many things that person wanted to say bt he was confused should he say everything or not…!!!
But Annika’s continuously flowing tears compelled him to say all truth to her…She deserves to know everything….
So finally he spoke up…
“”Annika,,Shivaay was really jolly person,,he was full of energy,,he always tries that every person around him stay happy,,,…But its a saying n that every good thing doesnt stay long…He didnt like to stay with his family..He was quite different from them…His family just show off their wealth,,So he rarely visit his parents..His family basically follows NKK… And shivaay doesnt believe in all this,so he prefer to stay away from his family..!!
One day he suddenly collapsed on stage during a function organised for orphan children..!!Everyone got worried….We took him to hospital…After all diagnosis,,doctor told us that Shivaay is suffering from CANCER….We all were hell shocked..!!We were like he is so young now..He has so mny dreams,,he has so mny plans for his future..!!Doctor told us that we shouldnt keep any hope… He has maximum 2-2.5yrs…
Soon Shivaay gain consciousness,,but we didnt have courage to face him…We were confused how are we going to tell him everything…..Seeing pale face of everyone,,shivaay started doubting us and he asked to tell him the truth..!!
We’d to told him truth,,,he got the biggest shock of his life….He didnt utter a word,,stood up from the bed and left the hospital…!!
We all were so worried as there wasnt any clue of Shivaay anywhere…!!At last we came to know he was in orphanage room….We soon went there and found him shattered…He was completely broken,,asking the GOD why is He punishing him…!!!He hasnt did wrong to anyone then why him…!!!His dreams just got shattered…!!He wanted to build an orphanage where orphan children can easily live with all facilities..!!He had planned that after completing his studies,, he’ll do a job and then will go on world tour by his own money….But he wont be able to do anything…We tried to talk to him…But he didnt listen to anyone and came back to his home..
And next day what we saw …!!!A different Shivaay,,who doesnt care about anyone…who doesnt want to have any attachment with anyone..!!Shivaay who used to be the light of happiness for others,,now he doesnt even smile…!!He knew that he isnt going to live long so he decided to stay away from everyone so that no one get hurt after his death..He left this society and taken the admission in institute…
And then during a competition he met you…!!And his life got changed again…Although he didnt want to befriend with anyone but you were different,,,you’d changed his perspective…You’d became his reason to live….!!Then he got admission in your institute and he started enjoying the time which he has left..!!He wanted to tell you everything but he was afraid what if you’ll leave him,,what if you’ll deviate from your plan,,ur future…So he couldnt tell you…
And when you were going to London,,he really didnt want you to go but he also didnt want you to sacrifice your dreams…!!At that time his health wasnt good,,,he soon got hospitalised…!!
And then……….””””
Annika who is just sitting quietly there and listening all this….Her face is expressionless…!!She doesnt know how to react….
She just asked one thing….”WHERE IS SHIVAAY…?'”
That man said….
“Shivaay………When you left,,his condition was reallly critical….He was admitted to hospital….After a month,,,he had written you a letter in which he told you everything about his illness and his feelings…Didnt you get that letter????
Annika–Which letter??????I didnt get any letter…
Annika stood up from her place and calls her colleague in London and asked him about letter..!!After sometime,,he told her that there is a letter for her,,,,it was delivered two months before but you’d said that you’ll collect the letter in evening and then you didnt come…
Annika remembered that day she was quite busy,, she didnt know it was shivaay’s letter and later she forgot to collect it..!!Annika asked him to mail her that letter… !!!
Annika came back to Shivaay’s house….She sat on the floor,, bending her knees near her chest and resting her head on her knees…
Annika’s POV
“How can be I so selfish…He did so much for me and I cant even recognise his pain….(tears start flowing from her eyes…)He sent letter but still I was so busy in my so called internship that I didnt care…!!He ran that day just because of me….And next day I just left him here alone…!!!!(her eyes become red due to continuous crying,,”Once that first tear broke free, the rest followed in an unbroken stream. .)
Her mobile beeps,,,she sees the mail and starts reading the letter…..
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PRECAP–Shivaay’s letter to Annika
Done with one more update..just 2-3 updates more..!!!
Hope you are liking the story…!!!
Lots of love
Kanfi