Lost Memories (Part 9)

hey guys back with ff again
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it statrs with shivaye sitting near to half dead anika in hospital

shiv- it had been 6 years anika … u might be also thinking that i daily come here and beg for ur forgiveness
but daily u reject my sorry but i’ll try it daily and one day u ‘ll had to get up ..
plzz anika fight with me slap me kick me argue with me don’t talk to me but plzz atleast get up plzz
i know i m responsible for ur condition but but u took such a big step for my sin
plzz i want u back i want my old tadibaz paankika back ….. u were the most strongest lady in whole universe
becoz u had courage to call me billu , u had the guts to do my signature steps in front of me ……..
u r strongest but when u became so weak anika……

he cries holding his hand meanwhile dadi omru enters
dadi- billu u became top business tycoon but u failed in becoming a husband …. billu u were my pride but that day
my pride became shame for me …..

om- i always told u shivaye ur business in none my concern but u r my concern so plzz neverever become tej oberoi
but u broke most important thing which is a fundamental unit of relations TRUST u broke our trust moreover
u broke anika’s trust

ru-bhaiya u commited a mistake 6 years back .. but it still affects our lives ….
ur one mistake made urs and ur child’s life a living hell ……. it is not affecting anyone of us but ur mistakes are back firing
to u only

shiv- i know i am neither able to become good husband nor good dad….. but i know the punishment which anika is bearing is just
becoz of me i shud have lied overthere but she is at my place ……. i know i ‘ve fallen in daadi’s eyes in my bothers eyes but at top
i’ve fallen in my own eyes …. i cannot look myself in mirror i feel shame at looking myself….and..

meanwhile a childish voice interrupts shivaye
and yes that voice is of tiny shivaye

child- dad.. i told u naa u shud not cry .. u know i don’t like tears in anyone ‘s eyes
as shivika singh oberoi does ‘nt like her dad crying …as mumma told me before going that i should not let anyone crying
and by crying u r disobeying my mumma

she wipes shivaye’s tears and hugs him ……. and shivaye hugs him back

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this much for today … hope you all like the new theme of my ff …..
as it somewhere obeys my title tooo

plzz do comment ur all opinions

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