Looking at you makes me feel you (Part-2)

I am back with another episode…. Please have look and tell me your comments…..

Gauri is enjoying the moment. Om sees her like a free bird. Her long loose hair dances in the cool breeze. The shawl of her kurthi is moving high making the moment to catch everyone’s eye. Gauri’s face is shining with the rays of moon light. Moon is giving her best to looks like an art. Anyone who sees her at this moment thinks that this is an angel. Our artist Om is unable to take his eye off from this and observing his love romantically. He is dying inside to go to her. He feels that Gauri is thinking about their relation and is worrying. His mind says; don’t worry Om you will take her out of this tense soon.

Gauri is thinking about the moments she had with Om and there is a smile on her face with teary eyes. She asked herself why I can’t live in that world always. She is lost with deep thoughts and her shawl flew in the air unknowingly. Her imagination broke with a cool touch on her shoulder. Om is standing with her shawl in his hand and she couldn’t control her anymore. An ocean of tears starts to breakdown continuously which she hid from many months. Whatever the incidents happened between them Om couldn’t see her like this. There was a flashback of scenes, which Gauri helped him and his family ran in front of his eyes. He covered the shawl and kneeled on the floor keeping his hands on her lap and wiped her tears off. She couldn’t bear this anymore and she hugged him tightly while weeping. He hold her face on his chest and cares her hair.

Om in his mind asked her to give her pain to him and smile once. He is dying inside to see her face with a smile. Om’s thinking…. Gauri why can’t you understand me? I hope you can remember that I asked you for a chance to know about you and understand you. I think I am on progress of doing that as I can feel your heart from your each and every move. Why can’t you be with me? Why you are fulfilling only the Babu’s position? Do you hate me that much? Can your heart do that to me? Please look in to my eyes. Though my words give you bitter feel I have much love to shower you. That love is hidden under the bitter words until I find myself to give you as a soul. Hope you will understand. I have lost myself several times in several relations. You are totally a different person as I feel and I have fear in my heart to lose you. So I always try to keep you by my side as whatever the role you wish to play. A glimpse of you is enough for me to start my day. I just worried about your past without knowing whether you like to go back to Kali. The first impression I had about you as a gold digger. I am not strong enough to forget everything I saw and it always keeps coming in to my mind that you are also women who catches big people to survive. I am overcoming from that thoughts and now I got few hints about what happened in Bareilly. I am going to get all the details by myself soon. Please give me time until that moment which I am going to accept you whole heartedly in front of everyone if you are innocent. However I have already kept you inside deep in my heart as you always supported my family without any expectation.

Gauri senses that Om is trying tell her something from his eyes. She tightens her hug more and think… Omkara ji you know….. I can let go of anything but not these moments. I am greedy for this only on this earth. Though you have not given me any word but I can feel assurance under you unlike others….. Is this the love the whole world says…. Is there a pain in our heart when we think about that person…. Can anyone figure out this for me… Am I in love? ……. Oh I am fool to expect love from a person like this who always murmurs get-out…. get-out……
She breaks the hug and move away turning other side without even looking at Om. He could not bear this separation and hug her from back. Gauri was overwhelmed with this but didn’t show it and tried to move.
Om: Why are doing this to me Gauri?
Gauri: Omkara ji hope you can remember I am just a babu of this house and none of yours….
She moved away…………

Om: If you are getting happiness by hurting me like this then ok… you do that… please don’t go far from me……
Gauri: Omkara ji… please understand I have a human heart…. Not a robot heart which you can change the feeling the way you want just after touching the robot button whenever you want (she blasts these words and cried…..)
Om understood her pain….. he goes near her and put his hand around her waist and pulled towards him and kissed her forehead and said….
Don’t cry…. I don’t want anything other than ……….. Sorry…. Nothing…. Closed his eyes once and had a deep breath and said….. don’t wait outside … this weather is not good for you… you will fall ill….. go inside….
He could feel a pain which he can’t explain by words in side in his heart……. He feels that his eyes are getting wet…. Om thinks…. I have never had this kind of feeling in my life….. What is this………