Fan Fiction

HIS LONELY GIRL… (Part 1) ( SWARA BOSE) by Neptune

“Arohi arohi arohi…”

“Arohi arohi arohi”

There were lots hoots of this name in the air….

The audience were excited for her performance…

And suddenly there was a burst of crackers on the stage…

Smoke spread fully on the stage…

And amidst the smoke there appeared a girl dressed in  a crop top of grey color tied above her belly button and a  light blue rugged jeans came….

Her hair were fully straight and came till her shoulders….

Her beautiful eyes were darkly lined by the kajol and a beautiful light pink lip gloss did add to her beauty too….

Koi Ye Batade,
Main Hoon Kahan,
Koi Toh Batade,
Mera Pata,

She started at high pitch playing the guitar in her hands effortlessly… the whole crowd went gaga over her voice and started hooting more n more…

The girl went on singing, her glance was just straight and blank…

She didn’t even take the view of her audience..

It was like she was asking these questions to the nature, to the good, or to the destiny???

Sahi Hai Ke Nahi,
Meri Ye Dagar,
Loon Ke Nahi Main,
Apna Ye Safar,

She sang these lines expressing her unsurity of taking the decision which is going to change everyone’s life especially hers……

Darr Lagta Hain Sapno Se,
Karde Na Yeh Tabah,
Darr Lagta Hai Apno Se,
Dede Na Ye Daga,

She sang these lines honestly expressing her fears to dream about happy life… she has left to dream long back….

She sang them expressing her fear to trust someone… before, she used to trust everyone..

It was a natural habit of hers to trust everyone…

But now???

Let it be…. sighed she.. some lines better end with question mark only…

Main Chand Hoon Ya Daag Hoon,
Main Raakh Hun Ya Aag Hun,
Main Boond Hoon Ya Hoon Lehar,
Main Hun Sakun Ya Hun Kehar..

She sang them remembering how everyone used to love her first so much and how suddenly she became a curse to all their lives…

Koi Ye Batade,
Main Kaun Hoon?
Kyu Hoon Main Kya Hoon,
Main Kaun Hoon?

Yakeen Hai Ke Nahin,
Khud Pe Mujhko Kya?
Hoon Ke Nahi Main,
Hai Farak Padta Kya?

She sang them remembering how confident she was at first and now???

Does her presence matter to anyone.. or they are happy being without her???

Kiske Kandho Pe Roun,
Ho Jaaye Jo Khata,
Kisko Raahon Mein Dhoondun,
Kho Jaye Jo Pata,

who was left on whose shoulder she could cry… cry till all her pain subsides….

Main Chand Hoon Ya Daag Hoon,
Main Raakh Hun Ya Aag Hun,
Main Boond Hoon Ya Hoon Lehar,
Main Hun Sakun Ya Hun Kehar..

Hey..Hey..Hey..Hey..

Main Kaun Hoon?.

The song ended causing a huge round of applause from the audience….

She smiled fully seeing their love for her..

Atleast there was someone to support her and love her so much…

They were crazy for her and gave her so much love for her even though they practically knew nothing about her…..

Life is strange!!! Isn’t it??

But still whatever my life gives me I will always accept it and am never going to complain about it….

She smiled and thanked all of them and moved into the green room..

She went and changed into a beautiful white top and light blue jeans and tiring her hair in a loose pony tail.. it looked really cute because her short hairs have a different look to her pony…

She came out and taking her bag pack she was rushing towards her college when somebody stopped her….

“Arre shonu ruk yaar… where are you running so fast”

I know all of you must have guessed who is the girl…

But it’s my duty too a writer to introduce our princess..

So she is none other than our princess SWARA BOSE….

“Khelu why are you asking me as if you don’t know am running towards the college”

“Aah talking as if you are the most sincere student of the college… half of the time you are bunking the lectures if you will bunk one more then nothing is going to happen okay…”

She smiled sheepishly hearing him.. he was her best friend since she was 3…

They were so crazy…. and together they were just a disaster….

Khelan shah…. they both were studying in the same college….

Doing their MBA together…

She used to sing to represent her college in any programs….

And also because music have peace to her heart….

Khelu knew his part as a friend really well..

He knew that if he would leave her alone she’s going to keep on rewinding her life and Keep on hurting herself all the time….

So they decided to bunk today also ang would give the reason of being in music concert….

They kept on roaming all the time across Mumbai…

Eating gola and pani Puri… the spicy missal pav…

All the crazy things for which they were known from the childhood…

And then they went towards their houses at night.

Swara entered inside her house and locked the door…

She saw the whole house clean, clear and EMPTY….

Just like heart!!!! Thought she….

No one to wait for her when she comes back home…

None to whom she can hug tightly and sat how much beautifully she sang today…

None with whom she can share the thoughts of her day….

NONE…  she sighed thinking this ..

Her family was so busy in their own lives that they didn’t have enough time to check upon her….

And here she cries thinking about them…

Why shona??? Why are you thinking about the past again n again ha?? Forget it…. forget it and move on….

When they call you talk with them… when they don’t.. it’s okay Na just keep calm and enjoy your life….

Chill okay.. just chill….

She said to herself calming her down…

This was the thing she used to do everyday…

During the whole day she used to busy up herself in the work and at the night this loneliness used to crumble her….

She explained her heart and mind everyday but still it was just stuck at one thing…

“Her FAMILY and her LOVE”

Scratch that shona… he is your sisters husband now how can you even think about him as your love ha… it’s wrong… it’s terribly wrong to think about him in that way… he is not yours..

“He was never mine.. and he is never going to be” she whispered to herself and swallowed her tears…

Why was it so hard… why was it so hard to accept the reality and to move on…..

This was the reality of SWARA BOSE’S life….

She was happy to the outer world, she was cheerful according to the outer world….

But what only she knew was she was ALONE, she was EMPTY, she was LONELY….

Precap: the hero’s introduction….

Hey guys…

So here’s the first part of the lonely girl….

Fingers crossed…. just hope that you people like this part…

I hope you people support me in this story too

Waiting for your reviews eagerly…

Meet you all in the next part.. till then bubye

Love you all
LOVE SWASAN…. ?????

Neptune

obsessed with SWASAN.. crazy for SWASAN.. want SWASAN back..someone please bring them back... HELLYHOLIC..MSDian... keep smiling....

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