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THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE
Recap- sanskar’s breakdown
Episode-8
Sanskar was shocked seeing swara. Gun fell from his hands. Tears were still continuously flowing. His wife,his love,his life, his shona was standing in front from, with tears flowing from her eyes and with a red nose……but still she managed to look the most beautiful women.
[Plz while reading rest of the episode plz listen Kaun Tujhe from ms dhoni-the untold story]
Sanskar-[innocently] u r alive swara….u r alive…..
Swara was not saying anything she was just crying seeing his state. He was soo much broken. He was soo hurt. She was feeling guilty for leaving him alone. Seeing his love for her she was feeling blessed but was feeling bad for this innocent soul. How could god be soo cruel with him. She fell on her knees and looked towards him who was looking towards her with big innocent eyes which were filled with pure love……pure love for her. She was feeling the luckiest woman to get someone like him but was also feeling the unluckiest woman to see his state like this. He was just staring her. She started caressing his cheek with lots of love while crying. She tightly hugged and started saying SORRY again and again to him. He also hugged her tightly.
Sanskar-[innocently] shona shona don’t cry…..plz don’t cry…….u know na i don’t like tears in ur eyes.Shh……calm down….now u have returned na we will live happily……now, plz stop crying plzzzz……….plz stop crying for me.[he made her face] stop crying shona plzzzzzz……..
She was continuously crying seeing his innocence.
Sanskar-[lovingly] shona……plz stop crying na……chalo lets go……lets tell everybody u r alive……u know those stupid people were saying u r dead………u know they r sooo stupid…..they don’t even know my shona loves me sooooo much……she can’t leave…..she never breaks her promise. She is very good. Acha now leave all this…..come na….
She was still crying with her knees on ground.
Sanskar holded her hand and stood up…..and started pulling her gently to come with him.
Sanskar-[innocently] shona come naaaa…….
He made her stand forcefully and started dragging her.
Sanskar-[innocently] shona come today we will go come and celebrate our anniversary come……..
Swara-[loudly] i can’t come with uuuuu…….
Sanskar-[shocked] why…..?
Swara-i can’t sanskar i just can’t….
Sanskar- y shonaaaa……
Swara-[shouted] u bcoz i am dead sanskar……i left uu…..i broke my promise…….i am sorryyy……i am not ur shona……i am just ur imagination….i am just ur shona’s soul……
Sanskar stepped back with tears flowing from his eyes.
Sanskar-[murmuring] no no no…..this can’t happen……u cannot leave me…..no u can’t…..no no no……
Swara-[crying] sanskar plz listen…..
Sanskar walked towards her and gently holded her by her shoulds.
Sanskar-[innocently] u r lying na shona….right? U r just angry on me naa…….plz don’t say like this i will be a good boy plz don’t leave me…..
Swara was just crying seeing him.
Swara-[crying] i am sorry sanskar……..i am sorry ……i broke ur promise…..i left u…….i am dead!!!
Sanskar stepped back murmuring .
Sanskar-[lost] no no no…..u r lying…..my shona can’t leave me u r lying …………I HATE UUUU
Swara try to hold him but he was just moving away…..forcefully she held his face and made him face her.
Swara- sanskar listen.
Sanskar gained his senses and was just staring her with big eyes……she cupped his face and said.
Swara-[gently] sanskar plz listen to me once plz……
Sanskar was still staring her with lots love.
Swara-[softly] sanskar i never wanted to leave…..never…..u also know na how much i love uuu……how much i…i…[words were not coming out of her mouth] i…..care for u…..but u only me how can i let u get hurt….how can i let u die…….i am not that much strong sanskar to see u dying in front of me…..i am just not [broke down] i am not that much strong…..but…..but i know my sanskar is very strong he can live without me…..but i also know he would be very broken…..but ultimately he would become strong……..god would give him a helping hand……..i never wanted to lwave u sanskar……never i can not even think to leave u…..
i know my sanskar is very sensitive ……he can’t live without me…..he just canlt but u have to……i am sure if god has taken THE LIGHT OF UR LIFE…..he would give another one……u have to live sanskar…….u cannot let our love lose……i gave my life for u only to see u happy……don’t let it go for nothing sanskar…..is u think u have lived ur life…..then live mine too……
u have to live sanskar……for urself….for….me……for our love sanskar……plz give another chance to life sanskar…..plz …….i promise i….i…….i promise we meet again and then we will live together forever…….plz sanskar……plz I LOVE U……
Saying this she hugged him tightly and started crying. Sanskar also hugged her back and closed his eyes letting tears fall out of them…..he was letting all his pain………
Soon after sometime tgey parted and sanskar started carresing her face. He started feeling her for tge last time. Swara was just staring them. They both were having an eyelock , conveying their love for the other without even uttering a word.
After sometime swara said
Swraa-[softly] u i have to go sanskar…..i have to go……i love u……
Sanskar-[pleads ]plz don’t go plz swara i will die….plz i can’t live without u plz……
Swara [softly]- shhh……don’t say like that…..shhh….promise me sanskar u will take care of my sanskar…..my love……my life…..my cutie maheshwari[giggles with tears in her eyes]
sanskar-[smiles sadly] i promise……butu to promise u will meet me one dat and would never leave me……
Swara- promise. Take care sanskar tke care……
Sanskar-[softly] u toooo
Both stares each other with love and hugged tightly.
Swara-[softly] I LOVE SANSKAR
Sanskar-[softly] I LOVE U TOO
Both stayed like this for sometime and parted away.
They both kissed other gently. The kiss depicted their love….only true and pure love.
After sometime she caressed his face and made him lay in her lap and started caressing his head.
Swraa-[softly] uu r very tired sanskar sleep.
She made him close his eyes. Soon he slept.
Swra stared him and caressed his head.
Swara-[broke down] take care sanskar take care…..
She started crying and after sometime stopped and whispered in his ears.
Swara-[whispered] i love u…….
After saying this. Wind blew wildly and she disappeared.
Yes…..she disappeared leaving him but giving a hope that they would unite oneday.
Sanskar was sleep broken by someone who was shaking him.
He woke up and rubbed his eyes . It is revealed that he in his mansion only on his bed sleeping. He looked towards the hand which was shaking him. A cute angel of 5 years was shaking him. She was wearing a cute night suit with cute slippers with a bunny on them. She had big innocent eyes and was very beautiful. Her face had some kind of calmness and peace. Same like sanskar and swara her eyes reflected purity.
Girl- [innocently] papa u r still sleeping [pouts] very bad. Today is my birthday. U said today we will enjot the most and u will tell me about urs and shona ma’s story……papa wake up na.
Sanskar-[smiles brightly] siya……my baby…..my princess…….my cute daughter…….see woke up na…..
He pickes her up in his arms and makes her sit on his lap. While hugging her from back.
Siya- but u r not ready[pouts] and u didn’t even woke till now…….very bad mr. Cutie maheshwari [nods cutely]
sanskar- don’t call me cutie siya[glares]u r same like shona only she also always called me cute. Stupid girls.[he also nods like a cute kid]
siya-[glares him] papa…..don’t don’t say anything to my shona ma…..she is the besttt…….u r only boring[shows her tongue cutely]
sanskar- acha baba okay i won’t say anything about ur [mimics her] shona ma….
Siya- [pouts] papa…..
Sanskar-[laughs] acha…..baby u go and get ready…..papa will get ready and we will do lots of masti today ok……..and i will also tell u about my and shona ma’s love story…..ok…..
Siya-[her eyes shone] promise….
Sanskar[smiles]- promise …..acha now go……..
Siya[excited] yayyyy……..
She jumps from his lap and runs away being excited but soon comes back….runs to sanskar’s bed jumps on his lap and pecks his cheeks and says good morning papa and again runs away.
Sanskar smiles seeing her excitement . Sanskar looks around the room. The walls had many pictures. Most pictures contained sanskar and siya.
Some were of swasan but one pic caught his sight….it was a painting of siya sanskar and swara. He still remembered the day when he asked a well known painter to paint this. It was just his imagination bcoz never siya sanskar and swara could be together as a family bcoz swara was no more with them physically. But she was present in both their hearts. He could never understand that how can siya love her shona ma this much when never met her personally . He always wondered about their bond. It seemed that how swara and sanskar were connected with heart same goes with siya and swara. But still tgey both had a believe that swara was with them only. With this that what how 5 years back he found siya.
Flashback……….
Sanskar was still sleeping on the ground alone. Tear marks were still there on his face. After sometime he woke up and looked around. The place was totally messed up as he himself destroyed every single decoration. But one thing was safe, it was his shona’s pic. She was looking like an angel who just decsended heaven. In the pic she was looking endearing. Immediately he stood up realised that his shona left him. Tears make a way from his eyes. He tightly clutched the pic and cried loudly.
After sometime he stopped but was still sobbing.
Sanskar-[innocently] i love u shona and i will not break my promise. I would live and prove how much our love is strong. But ……h…..h…..how will i live without u.
He again started crying. His condition was like a small innocent boy who afraid bcoz he was alone. He was afraid of going in the darkness again from where that angel of light have took him out.
He cried his heart out. But suddenly, he heard a crying sound.
He immediately stood up and followed the sound. Soon he reached a spot which had a beautiful tree with white flowers. Below that tree a basket was kept. In the basket a small angel of 2-3 months was crying loudly. His feet automatically started moving towards her. He picked her up in his arms and tightly hugged her as if his life depended on her. He felt peace in his heart when she was close to him. Soon the baby also stopped crying and was looking towards sanskar with big innocent eyes . She was just staring him. She started caressing sanskar’s face with her small hand. Sanskar closed his eyes and felt her touch. It was same like swara. It was so pure. It gave him inner peace. He looked towards the baby, she looked same like his swara….big innocent eyes, fair skin, soft hands, chubby cheeks and very cute and beautiful. He caressed her face with the back of his hand and again hugged her.
And started patting her back with lots of love.
Two innocent souls were alone…..one of a baby angel and one of a innocent man. They both neede someone. They both needed a helping hand. They both needed hope. God made sanskar meet her. This was only god’s plan now, sanskar understood. If he snatches one hope then also he gives another. Only it depends on us how we understand god’s plan.
Sanskar pecked the baby’s forehead and said with lots of love and care.
Sanskar-[calmly] shhhh……..baby……shhhhh…….see now i am here na everything would fine……shhhh……papa is there for u……yes ur papa is there for u ……u would love to infinity……..shhhh………..
Soon the baby slept in his arms. He smiled seeing her cute face and closed his eyes.
Sanskar-[calm] i found a reason to live swara i found her…..i found a hope……i found….THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE…….
Soon he took the baby home and named her siya. The same way raja janak found siya sanskar found his siya.
Flashback over………….
That’s how he found his siya.
Sanskar-[calmly] i may have lost u that day swara….i may have…. i may have also moved on in life……..i may have found siya…..but still…..but…..still swara i love u…….this heart only beats for u…….i have not moved on from u……u were u are and will always be my heart beat……..and my angel. But u were right swara u were right…….that god will give me another hope to live yes he gave me swara he returned me my life again…….i….i…..got my siya my princess……i love her soo much as mucj as i love u……and u don’t even know swara how much she loves me ……..at every father’s day she makes me feel so special…..she always make me happy whenever i miss u she gets to know it and does some cute antics of hers just to make me smile…….she filled that emptiness in my life swara she always says that i am her superhero she loves me……
she always says that she would never leave ……she would never even marry[giggles] don’t u think that she loves me soooo much………she may not be my blood but her bond with me is much greater than that……..she is my heart my princess……….my junior shona[giggles] i also see u in her, shona……sae eyes same talks same innocence everything is same……she never make me feel ur absense swara……iAm keeping my promise nicely na shona……i am happy i am living my life i found love but still i also love u…..siya is my heart and u r my heartbeat. She is my little princess then u r my queen. U both r my life…..i love u both so much….i love my siya and i also love uuu………..i love both the light of my life………
His trance was broken by a voice…..
Siya[cutely]- hurry up papa……u cna also talk to shona ma later……now get up and get ready
Saying this she giggles and runs away…….sanskar laughs seeing her.
Sanskar-[shouts] ok princess…….
Sanskar-we may be far swara but still u r with me….We may be physically apart but still feel ur presense…….still we are connected by our heart i love u shona
End……
Precap:last episode
So…..here was the epi…..next will be the last one….so…plz tell how was it…..so…..comment….and also are u happy with the story now my lovely readers ……now do u think that i did justice with our swasan.
THIS IS SHUBHANGI SHARMA SIGNING OFF!!!
Bye……