Kuch Rang Pyaar Ke Aise Bhi: The color of love faded from my life ~ Meet Sonakshi Bose

Sonakshi’s POV:

Rang Rahi Hoon
Yeh Kaise Rang Mein
Main Nahi Hoon
Khud Apne Hi Bas Mein

Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi

I remember these lines when I used to be a leading singer in Kolkata. Heart throb you can say.
I smile reminiscing those moments when I was me. When nobody had controlled my emotions. Not he. Not him.

Badle Se Din Hai
Mere Badli Si Raatein
Kahin Dino Se Meri
Mehki Hai Saansein

Pheli Dafa Hai Ke Mujhe Mein Tu Chalka Hai
Pheli Dafa Hai Ke Mujhe Mein Tu Chalka Hai

Mere Rangon Mein Kuch Dhang Hai
Tere Jaise Bhi

Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi
Kuch Rang Pyar Ke Aise Bhi

I avert my gaze towards my guitar. My life. I touched it with all my heart. I loved those days.
I was not Sonakshi — I was everybody’s Sona…..
But now, I lost everything….Every  bit of my life. I had to leave all that I loved from my core. It was all because of him. I hate him. His thoughts make me hate myself!!!

The sounds of call of people drew my attention and when I came back, I learnt the reality. I am in my office. As Ms Sonakshi Bose. CEO of Bose group of Industries. I was proud of that. But I had noone other than my silence. I had no one– not my baba, not my ma, no dada, no didha, nor Elena…… All had left me…All because of him. Again somebody called me.
It was Swarna –my PA. Sweet and sparkling.

“Ma’am you have many meetings hooked up today.”

“Hmmmm…” I replied quite casually as I was checking my mails for any complaints or issues. And luckily there weren’t any. Good. I couldn’t bear anymore. No office. I loved my work. I loved my employes. I loved this lifestyle but what I was stuck up with was my life: dull and boring.

I switched off my laptop and headed to conference room for my next meet.
It went quite smoothly. I was satisfied with ideas of my co partners and didn’t feel anything important to object.

Let me formally introduce you myself ————————-*******

Hello friends. I am Sonakshi. Sonakshi Bejoy Bose. I am a confident and self dignified figure. No one is allowed to play with my emotions or control  them. As they say it.
Love: A rubbish thought that traps our mind and hypnotizes it and just hallucinates the happenings of our surroundings.
Friend: Few relationships in earth I never trust.

I left everything 3 years ago when I left him. When I broke our relationship. When he broke my heart and I broke this tie.
I pasted a smile and went out of my office.

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