Hi guys, this is Muniya here, back with a Kriyyam story. Thanks to all of u who showered love to my previous writing through lovely comments. Frankly, i didn’t expect this much response from readers. I m really very happy. Again a big thanks to all of u.
Coming to this story…. Here both Krishna and Sayyam cares for eachother and now they have a good understanding between them. But not yet confessed their feelings to each other.
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In the evening
06:00 pm
Krishna comes out of her room and goes to the kitchen. Today she is alone at home. Suhani and all others have gone to Suhani’s parents home to attend a pooja. Krishna couldn’t go bcz she was not feeling well since morning. Suhani and others were supposed to come back by the night.
Krishna enters the kitchen and starts to prepare for dinner. She, after cutting the veggies and kneading the flour, starts cooking. Suddenly the spatula fall from her hand and she shuts her ears as she hears a sound of loud thundering. She shivers in fear and sits on the floor.
It starts to rain heavily with severe thunder and lightning. Krishna stops cooking and runs to her room. She closes the doors and windows and sits on her couch, holding her knees near her chest. She is literally shivering after every sound of thundering. She closes her eyes in fear.
Krishna is very much afraid of thunder and lightning from the very childhood, like all other kids. When she was a child, whenever it would thundering, she used to hide in her mom’s lap. She would feel safe and protected and her fear would gone. But after her mom’s death, her fear grew more stronger. But Krishna never told anyone about her fear, not even to YuvAni. She didn’t want to bother anyone with her matters, bcz she knew that she, after all the love and care towards her, is an outsider.
Krishna tried to fight with her fear by herself. She provided herself with a false hope about her fear being reduced as she has grown older or may be she just tried hard to ignore the fact bcz she just wanted to get rid of her fear. But, she was absolutely wrong about that, bcz deep down her heart,she was the same old little Krishna who was afraid of flashes of lights and thundering sound.
Krishna was proved wrong about her fear, being reduced, bcz after her mom, even if she was mentally alone,she used to being surrounded by others,physically. However she didn’t tell anyone about her fear, still she would feel comfortable in their presence.
But today her fear took total control over her bcz she was alone at home, without anyones comforting presence.
Krishna was very much engrossed in thoughts when suddenly her ph rings. Krishna comes out of her thought, composes herself and takes the call. It was from Suhani.
Krishna: Hello… aunty…
Suhani: Haan Krishna… beta r u fine?
Krishna: Yes aunty i m fine now… when r u all coming?
Suhani: Actually beta.. we can not come… bcz all the roads are blocked due to heavy rain.
Krishna gets shocked and trembles in fear of being alone.
Suhani: Hello.. Krishna.. can u hear me.. hello..
Krishna didn’t want to show her fear and tries hard to be normal and says
Krishna: Haan aunty… theek hai… i’ll manage.
Suhani: R u sure… i mean…
Krishna: Yes… aunty.. its fine.. no problem.
Suhani: Ok than take care… we’ll try to come soon…
Krishna: Ok… don’t worry… i’ll be fine..
Krishna disconnects the call and sits there in shock.
Krishna: Now what shall i do?…How can i stay alone… and.. and if roads are blocked… than Sayyam also won’t be able to come back…than how can i…
She can’t think anymore and tears starts to flow from her eyes in fear. She sits there like steel, without any movement. Her fear totally engrosses her mind.
But the rain didn’t seems to stop anytime soon as Krishna can hear the increasing roaring sound of clouds and thunders.
Time skips to half an hour…
But Krishna thought as if the time has stopped to run.
Krishna was feeling thirsty but was afraid to go out of the room. Than she gathers courage and decides to go to the kitchen. She slowly stands up and goes to the door. As soon as she steps out of the room, the power goes and the house becomes dark. Krishna screams in fear and again jumps back into the room. She closes her eyes and sits on the bed. The whole room is dark, she can’t see anything and starts to cry loudly. The only light there was coming from outside, flashes of thunders. She cries and than somehow manages to light the candles and again sits on the bed.
Krishna’s condition is getting worse as well as the rain. The rain is only increasing with the passing time, as if the god of rain has decided to down pour all his bliss to the earth today.
Krishna is very much thirsty, but still she is confined in her room, bcz she has no more courage left to go out.
On the other side Sayyam is on the way to home but he is stuck on the road. Suddenly his ph rings. Suhani calls him.
Suhani: Hello Sayyam… beta tum kahan pe ho?
Sayyam: Maa…i m on the way to home…but looks like the road is blocked… so it’ll take time.
Suhani: Haan… i know that… but..Krishna…
Sayyam gets curious in Krishna’s name
Sayyam: Krishna.. Krishna ko kya hua?
Suhani: wo.. actually… due to road block we couldn’t go home and Krishna is alone at home..
Sayyam gets shocked.
Sayyam: Kya.. Krishna ghar pe akeli hai?
Suhani: Yes… plz u try reach soon.
Sayyam: Yes…i m trying…i m just 20 minutes away from home… u don’t worry.
He disconnects the call and thinks for sometime. He than parks his car at the side of the road and starts to walk in rain and reaches home after 20 minutes. He was fully drenched.
Krishna was still sitting in her room, closing her eyes.
Sayyam rings the doorbell but Krishna couldn’t hear it. So he again rings the bell but again with no result. Sayyam calls her name, still she doesn’t hear it due to thundering sound. Sayyam thinks to call Krishna. He searches for his ph. but couldn’t find it and understands that he has forget it in his car only.
Sayyam: Oh shit… now what….
He hits the wall in frustration. He than thinks something and goes near the window of their room and calls her name, still with no result. Sayyam stands there for sometime and than he starts to climb the pipe. After sometime he reaches the window of their room and adjust himself.
Krishna feels something and looks up at the window. She gets shocked to see a shadow and starts to tremble again. She stands up and move backwards and trips. She screams loudly.
Sayyam hears her screaming and calls her name.
Sayyam: Krishna.. Krishna… open the window… its me Krishna…. its me… Sayyam.. Krishna…
Krishna now hears his voice and gets more shocked.
Krishna: Sa… Say..Sayyam…
Krishna can’t think anything else and runs to open the window as she needed someone very badly at this moment. She opens the window and a sudden splash of rain water hits her face. She gets shocked to see Sayyam. He struggles to come into the room as his feet were wet and he slips and falls over Krishna and hold her by her waist. Krishna flung her arms around his neck and hugs him very tightly. She cries loudly. Krishna’s dry cloths soaks all the wetness of Sayyam’s wet ones. She feels the coldness of his body. Krishna is panting heavily in between her sobs
Krishna: Say..Sayyam…. main jaanti thi tum zaroor aaoge…tum…tumhe pata hai…main kitna dar gayi thi.. agar…agar main thodi der aur akeli… rehti toh…main..main dar ke mare mar hi jaati.
She cries bitterly. Sayyam tries to console her.
Sayyam: Its ok Krishna… don’t worry… now i hv come na…
Krishna feels comfortable by his soothing voice.
After sometime Sayyam tries to break the hug but Krishna holds him more tightly.
Krishna: No Sayyam… mujhe bohot dar lag raha hai…plz..
Sayyam: Krishna..daro mat…main hoon tumhare saath.
Sayyam breaks the hug and cups her face.Krishna holds his hands. They look into eachothers eyes. Krishna’s red eyes were witnessing her fear very clearly. Sayyam feels bad at her condition. They were lost in eachothers eyes when again a loud thunder falls and Krishna again hugs Sayyam very tightly. Sayyam also holds her more tightly.
They stay in that position for some time and than Sayyam breaks the hug and wipes her tears. He makes Krishna sit on the bed turns to go to change his wet cloths. But Krishna holds his hand
Krishna: Kahan jaa rahe ho tum?
Sayyam: I’ll just come..
Krishna: No…u won’t go anywhere..
Sayyam: But…Krishna.. i hv to change.
Krishna leaves his hand and he goes to the washroom. He comes out in sometime and sits beside her. Sayyam calls Suhani and tells her that he has reached home and Krishna is fine.
Krishna was not fully relaxed but now she was ok. She looks at him and asked
Krishna: Sayyam… why did u came from window…. u could call me….
Sayyam looks at her tells her everything. Krishna looks at him in shock.
Sayyam than tells her to change bcz her cloths were also wet as she hugged him. Krishna realizes it and feels embarrassed. Krishna than goes to change but she was very afraid to go to the washroom. She hesitates.
Sayyam: Kya hua?
Krishna: Kuch nahi..actually ..mere cloths zyaada wet nahi hai…so no need to change.
Sayyam understands and says
Sayyam: Don’t worry… i m here.
Krishna hesitantly goes and comes back in just 2 mins.
Sayyam was hungry so he thinks to go to kitchen
Sayyam: Krishna.. i m going to kitchen to have food.
Krishna immediately grabs his arm
Krishna: I can’t stay here alone.
Sayyam: Than come with me.
Krishna: Par.. wahan bohot andhera hai..
Krishna says very innocently.
Sayyam smiles at her and takes her ph and flashes the torch.
Saayam holds her hand and they go to the Kitchen. Than only Krishna remembers that she didn’t prepare the dinner.
Sayyam goes to take the food but there is nothing
He looks at Krishna.
Krishna: Wo… actually…i came to prepare dinner… but then it started to…rain and thunder… so i couldn’t finish.
Sayyam looks at her in disbelieve
Sayyam: Than…now what… Krishna…mujhe sach me bohot bhuk lagi hai..
Krishna: Ok..than i’ll prepare something…
Sayyam agrees and Krishna quickly prepare food as everything was ready.
After 30 minutes
They finish their dinner and go to the room.
Downpour is continuously going on.
Sayyam goes to his bed and Krishna goes to her couch.
They try to sleep. Krishna hears the thunder again and gets afraid. She gets up and goes to Sayyam
Sayyam: Kya hua krishna?
Krishna hesitantly says
Krishna: Mujhe bed pe shona hai. Saying that she lies there and Sayyam gets up
Sayyam: Ok…
Sayyam turns to leave for her sofa and Krishna holds him
Krishna: Tum kahan jaa rahe ho?
Sayyam: U said u hv to sleep on bed…. so i’ll go to the couch.
Krishna: No.. i mean… u also sleep here… i can’t stay alone.
Sayyam gets shocked
Sayyam: What r u saying Krishna….i mean… how can i… sleep here…
Krishna again hears a loud thunder and pulls Sayyam over her and hugs him. Sayyam gets shocked.
Krishna: Plz.. Sayyam… i can’t stay alone.
Sayyam looks at her and gets up from her and goes to his side.
Sayyam: Ok… now u sleep.
They both turn to their sides.
Krishna was really very afraid. She was continuously shivering in fear. Sayyam sees this and turns to her side and Krishna also turns and holds his hand. Both of them keep silent, but still understands what the person exactly wants. Sayyam looks at her and slowly pulls her near him and Krishna, without any hesitant, keeps her hand on his chest. Sayyam swiftly hold her by her waist and takes her in arms. Krishna feels protected in his arms.
Krishna never wanted to bother anyone with her matters. But she doesn’t know why it felt to be so right to share her fear, her pain and her weakness to Sayyam. She remembers those nights when she would tremble in fear and her mother would take her in lap and make her sleep and she would feel safe. She forgot this feeling of being safe, in these years. But, now, at this moment, Krishna was feeling exactly that protection, that satisfaction,or may be more, after so many years, in Sayyam’s strong arms. She was feeling so relaxed after those horrifying hours from the evening. She, unknowingly, tightens her grip over his body. Sayyam feels it and pulls her more closer to his body to assure her. Krishna is not shivering anymore. She slowly falls asleep.
But Sayyam couldn’t sleep as he keeps staring at her sleeping face and so many thoughts goes through his mind. Many questions rouse in his mind as Krishna’s words echoes in his ears. He finds it very hard to deal with these questions, without proper answer from himself. And Krishna is the only person who can satisfy him with answers of those bothering questions. He decides to ask Krishna those questions. He slowly falls asleep when thinking all these.
Next morning
Sayyam wakes up first and sees Krishna still sleeping peacefully in his arms. She is holding him more tightly and resting her head on his chest. An unknown smile crept on his face. Sayyam tries to move Krishna away from him but she holds him more tightly and mumbles something.
Sayyam again tries to move her and calls her name. Now Krishna wakes up and looks at him. She realizes her position and feels embarrassed and tries to get up but her mangalsutra gets stuck in Sayyam’s chain. She looks at him and tries to get it off. But she can’t and Sayyam takes it off. They look at each other Krishna gets up. She goes to get ready. But Sayyam doesn’t get up. He looks at the window and sees that it is still raining. He thinks to sleep for some more time as he can’t go to office due to road block. He again sleeps.
After some time Krishna comes out after getting ready and sees Sayyam still sleeping. She goes to wake him up.
Krishna: Sayyam… wake up… bohot der ho gayi hai…
Sayyam doesn’t move.
Krishna goes near him and touches him and gets shocked. Sayyam is having high fever.
Krishna shakes him and turns him. Sayyam opens his eyes, his eyes were red.
Krishna: Why didn’t u tell me that u r hving fever?
Krishna checks his fever and it is really high.
Sayyam doesn’t say anything, he keeps staring at her. She was so concerned.
Krishna feels sad and blames herself for Sayyam’s condition.
Krishna: Ye sab meri wajah se hua…. sirf meri wajah se….meri wajah se tum kal bhig gaye aur… tumhe bukhar ho gaya…aur main..main to apne aap mein hi busy thi… i didn’t care for u… and now u r suffering bcz of me.
She keeps on blabbering and cursing herself and Sayyam looks at her amazingly.
Krishna than helps him to get up and cares for him. She makes him eat the breakfast ,gives him medicine and tells him to rest.
Krishna was about to leave when Sayyam holds her wrist and pulls her over him. Krishna falls on his chest and looks at him shocked.
Krishna: Sayyam… tum ye..
Sayyam keeps his finger on her lips and makes her quiet
Sayyam: Tumne bohot kuch kaha… now its my turn… can i ask u something?
Krishna looks at him, confused
Sayyam pulls her more closer and says
Sayyam: Can i ask u something?
Krishna nods and he says
Sayyam: Kal raat jab tum mere pass shone ke liye aayi… tab tumhe dar nahi laga?
Krishna looks at him for some time and than says innocently
Krishna: Dar lag raha tha isiliye toh aayi thi.
Sayyam understands that Krishna didn’t get his point.
Sayyam: No Krishna..not that… i mean… (he pauses for some time and than says) i mean..were u not afraid to share the bed with a person who has the blood of a ra*ist in his vein?…i mean…agar mein tumhare saath kuch….
He could not complete as Krishna covers his mouth with her hand.
Krishna: No… Sayyam… ye sab tum kya bol rahe ho? why should i….
Sayyam: Plz…Krishna… tell me…. were u afraid or not…. if not…than why and how?
She pauses for sometime and than says
Krishna: Bcz i know u Sayyam… u can never be like that person…. u may hv his blood in ur vein… but u r not at all like him.
Krishna looks away and tries to free herself but Sayyam holds her more tightly
Sayyam: That was not the answer to my question Krishna… plz i need ur answer.. plz…
He says in a pleading voice.
Krishna frees herself and sits by his side on the bed and holds his hand and says in one go
Krishna: Itne dino tak tumhare saath rahte rahte main tumhe samajhne lagi hoon Sayyam…its true that i was afraid of u before…but when i came to know about ur past…i understood why u were like that.. and…may be from that day… i started to understand u and ur pain… i get it that whatever u did with me is bcz of misunderstanding…. even u hv hurt me a lot….physically and mentally….. but u never touched me in that way…. and u know.. . girls can sense a person’s nature by his touch….u hv hold my hand many time in anger… it would hurt…. but i never felt any uneasiness in ur touch…. it was rough but still comforting….and that was enough to believe u…
She pauses for sometime and looks at him. Sayyam is staring at her
Krishna: And…. last night… i was really very afraid and vulnerable….if u wished…u could hv done anything to me….but u didn’t do anything bcz u can’t even think of anything like that… and u know what when u came in and i hugged u… i felt safe and protected…and most importantly if u hv to do anything wrong with me…. than u wouldn’t have want to go to sleep in couch…( she says this with a slight smile on her lips)
Sayyam felt relieved as he got satisfied answers of all the questions which were disturbing him since last night. A smile paved its way on the corner of his lips. He doesn’t say anything
Krishna leaves his hand and gets up to leave and Sayyam again holds her hand
Sayyam: I hv one more question…
Krishna stops on her way, but doesn’t look at him
Sayyam: Why do u care for a person who hurts u?
Krishna understands that Sayyam is saying about himself so she turns and looks straight into his eyes
Krishna: I care for u Sayyam…bcz i love u… just like u care for me… bcz u love me.
Krishna says this with confident bcz she understands that this is the right time.
Sayyam was taken aback by her boldness. He left her hand. Krishna starts to leave.
Krishna: Hope u got all ur answers.
Saying this Krishna leaves the room and Sayyam sits there, sees her going.
Krishna goes to kitchen and prepares lunch. She was wondered on her own action. But feels relieved and happy.
After some time Sayyam comes to kitchen. Krishna sees him and feels shy.
Sayyam comes near her and Krishna turns
Krishna: U need something?
Sayyam holds her hands. Krishna gets shocked. He looks at her eyes.
Sayyam: I need u Krishna… i need ur love….ur care…
Krishna gets more shocked. She looks at him
Sayyam: Yes Krishna…. i love u… i love u very much…
Krishna feels the tears of happiness brimming in her eyes and hugs him. Sayyam also hugs her. They feels eachothers warm embrace for a long time.
Krishna than looks at him and Sayyam cups her face.
Sayyam: Krishna….. i don’t know when and how i fall for u… i was quite unsure about it….but when i realized my true feelings, i became afraid of being rejected bcz of my doings in past… i thought if i’ll confess my feelings than i’ll lose u forever…. and i misunderstood ur care towards me as sympathy…. my feelings turned into some bothering questions,without any answer….but today i got all those answers and felt relieved… and i m no more afraid to lose u bcz now i know that u also love me back.
Krishna holds his hands
Krishna: Yes Sayyam….i love u too…
They again hug eachother.
After sometime Krishna’s ph. rings and they break apart.
Suhani was calling to inform that they won’t be able to come back even today bcz the roads are not clear yet. They;ll come next morning.
Krishna cuts the call and tells Sayyam about it. Krishna was tensed but Sayyam seems to be happy.
Krishna goes to finish the cooking and Sayyam hugs her from back. Krishna gets shocked and blushes.
Krishna: Sayyam…kya kar rahe ho…. u go and take rest.
Sayyam leans to her neck and kisses her. Krishna feels his touch and breathes heavily.
Sayyam: I don’t need rest anymore… i m fine now….and besides….mujhe bohot saare kaam bhi toh hai..
He smirks saying this and Krishna blushes as she understands what he is saying about.
Krishna prepares lunch and Sayyam stands there with her and helps her.
They finish their lunch and goes to room. They spent time together and Sayyam romances with her.
At night
Krishna comes to room and checks Sayyam’s fever. It was normal now.
Krishna than stands up to leave but Sayyam hold her hand and pulls her to fall on the bed and comes over her.
Krishna gets shocked. She tries to say something but before she could say anything Sayyam pressed his lips on hers and starts to kiss her. Krishna was more shocked. But she also reciprocates soon and both turned the simple kiss into a wild one.
After some time, Krishna being unable to take breathe, pulls out from the kiss. But she gets only few seconds before Sayyam again captures her lips with his.
Sayyam than looks at her and slowly traces his finger from her face, crossing her cleavage and stops at her naval. Krishna closes eyes. But Sayyam doesn’t stop as he starts to kiss her neck and slowly removes her dupatta. Krishna feels really shy. She grabs his hand. Sayyam moves down to her belly and kisses there. He again comes up and leans to kiss her lips. Krishna holds him tightly.
Than Sayyam moves to his side of bed and pulls Krishna over him and caresses her back and brings her closer to his face. Krishna slowly leans and kisses his lips and Sayyam hold her hand and makes her unbutton his shirt. He opens his shirt and Krishna looks at his muscular body. She leans and kiss his neck. Sayyam than rolls her over the bed and nuzzles in her neck and kisses in her chest. He holds her by waist and feasts over her body. Krishna feels his every touch to be very pure and loving. Romantic music plays on background as they continue.
A tear of happiness, joy and love escapes Krishna’s eyes when they finally become one. Krishna feels herself to become complete. She holds Sayyam and they dozes off to a enter a new world of new dreams.
Next morning Kriyyam wakes up with smiles on their faces. They wish each other good morning and spent some romantic moment.
Krishna gets up and looks at the window. Today it was a shiny and warm morning after two days of continuous raining. Krishna feels very happy.
She was about to go the washroom when she hears the doorbell ring. She goes to open the door. Sayyam also comes with her. They welcome the whole family with broad smile.
They all come inside. And Kriyyam goes back to their room,only after being embarrassed by Yuvaani on their love marks.
Kriyyam start their new journey of love with smiling faces.
So guys that’s it. Hope u all like it. Plz spent some of ur time to put ur valuable comments.