Kriyam- Journey From Hatred To Love (Chapter 4)

So officially kriyam track will hopefully start in next chapter…thnku friends for ur comments…it means a lot to me…so

here is the 4th chapter…
Suhani-saiyyam I know u might be feeling low…but beta…whole life you cant be depressed like this..
Saiyyam-maa..pls…I want sometime alone…ill come to you after sometime…
Suhani-ok beta…but remember one thing….i love you a lot…same as I love yuvan yuvani and krishna….i know you might be feeling guilty for what all you did…but saiyyam same is the case with me…like u r not luking into my eyes..same way…even I cant look into your eyes…but we both should burry our past…I promise you in future..i wont let tears come in your eyes like this….(saiyyam was trying hard to control and hide his tears…he cudnt take it anymore…he just rushed out of his room…suhani looked on with teary eyes..)

Saiyyam buys somethings for the kids and goes to his orphanage…as he came there….many kids came running to him…they hugged and kissed him…saiyyam too hugs them back..he goes inside with them…saiyyam sees the orphanage lady…he quickly goes and hugs her..lady sends the children away…
Lady-atleast now you remembered us…
Saiyyam(holds his ears)-im sorry…
Lady-anyways as you came..now we will leave you only after one week…
Saiyyam-no aunty…I have to go…but I promise you to regularly visit you all…(suddenly some one calls that lady for some work….n she she goes…saiyyam goes to his room he looks around….he slowly starts crying….n the lady comes…saiyyam immediately wipes his tears..)
Lady-saiyyam…were you crying?
Saiyyam-no why..why wud I cry..?
Lady-im seeing u since your childhood….i know theres somthing that’s bothering you..(she holds his hands)when you were small na..whenever you had some problem you used to share everything with me..sameway..tell me…what happened to you?…wats bothering you?(saiyyam immediately hugs her tight…and cries his heart out….all what he was controlling since many days..)
Saiyyam-I wish everything was like before…I deserve this loneliness…i don’t deserve anyone’s love….
Lady-now stop crying…..and tell me wat happened

(saiyyam tells the whole story of how he knew abt his mother to knowing sambhav’s truth…)
Lady-did we teach you this saiyyam?did we teach you to take revenge ?
Saiyyam-I know I did bad…I must have not done all this…i know…..(he goes to the window…and stands there)
Lady-saiyyam….just listen to me…I know its difficult for you…but as far as I heard…your mom loves you a lot…atleast for her you should stay strong…(saiyyam was still not looking at her…)saiyyam….you know why I always had a special love for you..eventhough there were many…children here?because you were really different from others….. u remember.saiyyam once how some people came and took control of our orphanage…and made children including you do work for them?..and they even tortured you people by beating and hurting ..rest all came running to me crying…but…you had a special talent in you to hide your pain…you never wanted us to know about your pain…from that day onwards…I noticed you…and we became close…like this…here also you should hide your pain saiyyam…do this for your mother…who has gone through this much in life….dont give her more pain….i know everyone in that house cant accept you so easily..(saiyyam interrupts..)
Saiyyam-I don’t care if they don’t accept or not….but I know one thing….maa has accepted me…
Lady-that’s wat I said …..if you continue to be gloomy infront of her…even she will b gloomy…so pls…saiyyam…
Saiyyam-hmmm…I know I hurt her a lot….now she wont be hurt because of me….
Lady-and after hiding and controlling your emotions…for a long time…please come to me like this n cry ur heart out…otherwise you will turn mad…anyways…u wont need me for tht long…im sure before that…you will have you maa and biwi for that…
Saiyyam-biwi?…now stop all this im going…bye…
Lady-why..u only said Krishna that the choice is hers…if she chose to stay with you…then ofcourse she is your biwi na?
Saiyyam-but she dint choose that…
Lady-r u feeling sad for that
Saiyyam-why? why wud I feel sad….im happy…that she chose her way…atleast I don’t have to listen to her daily lectures…I said stop all this …im leaving…maa will be waiting..(he hugs her and goes..)

Precap-Krishna wipes off her sindhoor and throws her mangalsutra outside the window…

Guys sorry for the precap…I know im making Krishna very harsh… but as you all know soon she will realize saiyyams worth…so wait for that….and from now on it is purely kriyam….
And I had to ask you people something….i always wanted yuvraj saiyyam bond in the serial…it’s a very good relation (step father and son)…can I also add saiyyam yuvraj track in between this…?its purely upto u guys…if u don’t want then I wont add…pls let me know your answers..and epi review…thanku …