KB- My Dairy….SS/OS!

Useless….

Sometimes circumstances ,situations and all make me somehow curious for what’s the need to live in this world? It’s useless! If we are here to worship God then what’s need for other things like hatred, love, possessiveness? These all things go in vien at last, and then we die we promise with our loved one’s that I love you, i would live with you and die with you! But what’s the need? We go through pain, heartbreak, loneliness and other so called emotions but we overcome them, and again we start living the life, first 5 years of your life you don’t know what you are up to and then your parents send you to school ,till you are 18 either you achieve compliments or Sentences filled up with criticism! You are at some points of your life you are criticised ,praised, insulted! And i think this is the part of life! After 18 you either work hard for your career or waste your parent’s money! After career ,after age of 25 you are married like if you passed 30+ it becomes a task for you to get married the society forces you to get married and by this way Society has killed more dreams, and then i think who makes these kinds of societies? Of coarse WE! And still we blame society better to blame ourselves for it rather than blaming the Society! Okay after you get married ,you have kids then whole your life goes in living that life inbetween this you enjoy life you face life and moreover you do everything and at last you die! This is basically a truth that one has to die someday! We aren’t immortal! We aren’t deathless and sometimes the word death makes me afraid, makes me scared but still we have to and we can’t regect this thing! This is a Truth but still what makes me think that we are living uselessly is our contribution into religion! We aren’t religious at any point, it’s just confined to We are Hindus but tell me what makes you Hindu? We are Muslims but tell me what makes you Muslim? We are Christian but tell me what makes you Christian? We are jews but tell me what makes you Jew? And you know all you have the answer is because our forefathers were of this religion and yeah it’s natural God choses who you have to be, a child when born never knows that he is born in Hindu’s house or Muslim’s house, it’s the environment of his house that makes him adopt any religion! In this so called Modern world it’s really very much a difficult task to become religious but after this life we have to answer God for our deeds, what we did in this life? Yeah still I m confused with this whole thing and again i will be living my life uselessly but what to do! This thing that: Life! We are living the life but are we living it according to the way God has asked us? whenever strikes my mind everything confuses me and afterall i can only get it’s answer from the Holy Books! Oh wait a minute there’s a knock at door!

Pragyaa diii! Please come out, again obsessed with diary? Let’s go for a movie!

She’s my Sister Tania, she hates it whenever i write my thoughts in diary she asks me to share these thoughts with her but some thoughts should remain thoughts!

Diiiiii….
Prg: Comingggg

Okay diary now i have to close you ,will be back with another thought Byeeeee!

Pre recap: A page from Abhi’s diary!

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Guys this is a OS? SS? I m not sure i will be continuing it like in a dairy form, i would be sharing with you pragya and abhi’s thoughts! I would continue it once you guys will comment and yeah about love hatred, everything from A to Z will be here! So Do Comment ?