Kaira ff: She Loved A Monster (chp#47: Twisted Truth)

Naira woke up the next morning and saw that she was not in her room but in Karthik’s room, she saw he wasn’t there. He came in the room with his guitar and sat on his knees.

Chalo Jane Do.., Ab Chodo Bhi..
Chalo Jane Do.., Ab Chodo Bhi..
Ithna Bhi Kya Ghusa Karna, Kuch Apni Kaho.., Kuch Meri Suno..
Yu Chup Chup Rah Kar Dil Hi Dil Mein Kya kudhna..
(Kudhna means to not answer back and think of awesome things to reply back)

Karthik held her hand and looked at her with pleading eyes and sang apologizing to her.

Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi
Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi
Ithna Bhi Kya Ghusa Karna, Kuch Apni Kaho.., Kuch Meri Suno..
Yu Chup Chup Rah Kar Dil Hi Dil Mein Kya kudhna..
Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi

Tumhi Mujse Root Gaye Tho Kisse Baat Karoon Mein
Jee Utta Hoon Mein Tumse Milke, Tum Jo Ho Tho Hoon Mein
Tumhi Mujse Root Gaye Tho Kisse Baat Karoon Mein
Jee Utta Hoon Mein Tumse Milke, Tum Jo Ho Tho Hoon Mein
Mujse Is Pal Ho Moo Phere, Phir Bhi Ho Tum Mere
Dekho Nahin Accha Hota Hai Ithna Chidna…

Chalo Jane Do.., Ab Chodo Bhi..
Chalo Jane Do.., Ab Chodo Bhi..
(He wanted to say that she is his only lifeline and if she stops talking to him, he will die while living and become half dead and half alive and she hugged him)

Mere Dil Ke Tukde Mere Nanhe Se Shaizade
Mujse Yu Naraaz Na Ho, Ithni Na Mujhe Saza De
Mere Dil Ke Tukde Mere Nanhe Se Shaizade
Mujse Yu Naraaz Na Ho, Ithni Na Mujhe Saza De
Dekho Kab Se Tumhe Bulaaye Meri Tarsi Baahein
Aao Pyar Karoon Mein Bahut Hua Ladna Bhidna

Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi
Ithna Bhi Kya Ghusa Karna, Kuch Apni Kaho, Kuch Meri Suno
Yu Chup Chup Rah Kar Dil Hi Dil Mein Kya kudhna
Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi
Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi
Chalo Jane Do, Ab Chodo Bhi

(Swarna came there to apologize Karthik and to her luck, he was singing the apology song so she sung the last stanza apologizing to him and hugging him)

S: Karthik beta, I m seriously sorry, please forgive me na beta, I promise i wont do this again and won’t repeat these words.

K: why you said so Maa? Am i that bad?

N: han aunty boliye na, why did you say so? You didnt even thought for once that what would’ve happened of me and my kids if something happened to him.

S: I m sorry beta, Karthik’s papa came here.
She told them everything and he hugged her.

S: 2 or their are some things i did hide from you.

K: what is it?

S: first thing is that i and Manish jee never divorced each other, I ran away the day you ran away, living without you was difficult, he broke your heart again and again thats why I ran away.

K: what? U never divorced him? Like seriously? How do u always manage to do such mistakes? Salute to u

S: it would’ve taken six months, i couldn’t stay there for so much Tim, i wanted to meet u

K: and you didnt want to mentally free yourself also from that forceful relationship.

S: I understand you worry for me but he discouraged u without any reason, complexes were developing inside u, u needed me, I tried to find you a lot but didnt find u after a lot of tries. I tried finding u every possible place where u could’ve been, but i didnt find u, everyday i thought that finding u is impossible and i became seriously hopeless, that day only Naira met me and i found u too but child, there’s something more u need to know, maybe you’ll hate me after that for hiding such thing from u. You also have an elder sister who is more attached to your father, you were little and so i paid more attention to u thats why she became more attached to your father and she thought that i don’t love her,  Manish ji too kept her with him and made her away from her, I m sorry that i didnt tell u that u have a sister Keerthi and that I and Manish ji have one more child.

K: its the limit mom, you didnt tell me this also that i have a sister, the truth is that u hate me.

S: beta..

K: stop, let me complete. You both are world’s worst parents,you both are only Keerthi di’s parents and not mine, u both always stopped me from doing better and discouraged me and u acted of being on my side but in reality u were with him, when i slit my wrist then also u took his side, why? Because my blood is bad but your husband is the best, go stay with him, bringing you here was my biggest mistake, you only love Keerthi di and my so called papa, you don’t love me. It ain’t my fault if u both live separately, you wanted Naira also lives a life like u, I hate u mom, I hate u!

All this while when he was saying this, he had also broken two three vases and Naira was trying to calm him but he was violent all over again. As he said his last words, Swarna started crying.

N: aunty, Karthik, please calm down.

K: no Naira, she told such a big lie, why?

S: I didnt wanted to lose u, now if u think it as a lie or whatever,but God knows why i did so. Your father sent me something for you, maybe then you’ll trust me.

She went to bring the letter and came within seconds. She handed it to Karthik. It said:

‘Karthik, my chhotu bhai,
I didn’t knew I had a brother until papa told me about it. I have always lived with papa, he have given me mother’s love and said that Maa has died but he couldn’t hide the truth for long and he told me everything today. Now I know that I have a mother and a brother as well. Till yesterday, I thought of myself as papa’s single child and i used to say i want a little brother and when I got to know about you, my happiness is beyond limits.

Papa had taken care of me alot and he’s really very nice. I always saw pain in his eyes and i knew that he has lost something important and thats u and Maa. Chhotay, please forgive papa. He loves Maa alot that’s why he wants to stay with her and you as well. Papa really loves u alot. You might be feeling very strange right? I understand because this truth was hidden from me as well but I m happy that I have a brother.

Chhotay, I know you’ve married someone and that you’re going to become a father thats why don’t think from a son’s point of view, but think as a father’s point of view that if your child goes away from you, won’t you be pained? Of course you’ll be pained, think about it chhotay. Even if you don’t want to meet papa so please meet me once for sure, I want to talk to my brother face to face.

Bring Maa with you as well who forgot me after giving birth to me or who knows she misses me a lot but doesn’t shows it but remember that after meeting u and maa, i will get unlimited happiness and if u bring your wife as well, it will be a great pleasure. If all of us unite, everything will be fine. Papa isn’t bad chhotay, I remember very well that in childhood i used to get happy but smile got plastered on his lips before mine, I used to get sad but before me, he got teary eyed.

Even if we don’t unite, even if we don’t meet and don’t miss each other, i just want that you meet papa as well, try once and talk to him, then its your wish if you, Maa and your wife stay with us or not but please do this much for me. I want to see papa hapoy. Maa and papa have so much complications in between them and they didnt even divorce each other, this is the right time to bring them together.

Everyone needs life partners and our parents love each other alot, they’re suffering because of us. I just want to say that when they can sacrifice their love for us then why can’t we sacrifice our ego for them? You never got papa’s love and I never got ma’s love, chhotay please at least do it for this love.

Your Elder Sister,
Keerthi.’