….My Brothers Are Everything To Me…
Chapter 26:
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Chapter 26:
Jealousy….
Uncontrollable rage without reason…
Extremely Possessive….
No matter how Shivaay analyzed his feelings, he cannot come to any other conclusion than this.
But the question is, why he is feeling like this..?
Shivaay had never felt jealousy like this because he always had everything he wanted in life, Om and Ru. Granted, he had felt envious a little of other children when he was a child at the parents meeting and stuff but soon he grew past it.
But this is blinding his eyes…
This burning feeling is consuming his entire mind..
Shivaay walked quickly towards his room before he do something stupid and threw his mobile, making it shatter into pieces.
Damn it….
Daksh was obviously flirting with Annika and she’s too oblivious to see it, speaking carelessly with Daksh just like that.
As soon as Tia’s family came just after Daksh’s arrival, they started pushing for the marriage date, fixing the marriage in just a month and in his two weeks rest, they had planned all the functions. That itself had given him a headache.
Shivaay craved for his espresso…
But endured the meeting…
Being with Tia doesn’t feel right at all, granted he is only for this deal and his mother is so over the moon that he’s marrying Tia but why are they rushing the marriage? Shivaat cannot help but feel paranoid about this.
Shivaay could see in Om and Rudra’s eyes that they wanted to speak about this love nonsense one more time so as soon as he got away from them, Shivaay’s eyes searched for Annika subconsciously..
Ah…. There….
His blood boiled to see Daksh leaning over her, Annika a little uncomfortable leaning away from Daksh awkwardly. Just then Daksh had winked at him and pointed towards his phone. When Shivaay looked at it, he saw that Daksh had sent a text saying he’s in love and going to make Annika his.
That’s why Shivaay had walked straight to his room fuming and the poor phone’s shattered after him throwing it in anger.
What did I do wrong Shivaay? The phone cried silently before dying. The phone’s friends did warn that if you picked up by Shivaay Singh Oberoi then your life span will be too short.
Not caring about the poor Mobile’s cries, Shivaay paced along the room.
Trying to calm himself.
Calm down Shivaay… Calm down…
Why are you getting so hyped up over nothing…?
Let’s calm down…
What’s the formula for calming down..?
Breath in…
Breath out..
And look at his watch.
Looking at his watch always calmed him, it always made him remember the day Shivaay was rendered to tears.
~~~~~~Shivaay was just wondering what’s going on with Om. He had left, leaving Shivaay and Rudra in his room to pick something up.
It’s been so long…
It has been so long since he had seen Om like that, happy and content.
Om had given up on drugs after rehab and finished his last semester, waiting to be graduated, he even has started getting orders for his painting and idols.
Om had finally come to terms with the fact that his brothers are with him despite everything.
So as like any off day, they were lounging on the sofa in Shivaay’s room and making fun of each other, all of a sudden Om got a text and he went out saying that his parcel had come and refused them following him.
It has been minutes since Om had left and they were both curious of what he’s hiding.
“Bhaiyaa, shall we go and sneak at what Om’s hiding?”
“No Rudy, it looks like he’s excited and he will bring it to us so let’s wait for him”
“Bhaiyaa..” Rudra whined and pouted.
Man, Rudy is such a child and Shivaay will have it no other way.
Om came somewhat hesitantly towards them and Shivaay got up worried,
“Are you fine Om..?”
“Yeah.. I am fine”
Shivaay could very well see that Om is hiding something in his hand and Shivaay looked questioningly at Om.
“I know I had given you gifts on your birthdays and such before but this is the first..”
“What?” Shivaay asked confusingly.
Om scratched his neck in embarrassment. He knew Shivaay only wears branded things which is worth any normal person’s six months salary but Om wanted to buy something for his brother. Shivaay had brought a college for Om with his first salary and savings the least Om could do is buy him something.
“Bhai…”
“Om, don’t go all formal on me. Honestly it’s scaring me”
“Here.. I brought it with the payment I received for my first painting bhai.”
Shivaay looked at the small gift box like he had never seen a gift before.
Shivaay didn’t know how to describe what he’s feeling now.
These emotions are too intense for anyone to even understand how he feel.
Om, whom he taught how to walk, how to eat, whom he had played with, cooked for him, consoled him, helped him stand, supporting him in everything.
Om who had been using drugs having lost his way, who just few months before gotten out of rehab.
Om whom Shivaay had went through all kind of troubles to becoming a guardian and buying that college so he could study well and freely without bade papa’s influence.
Even though, Om didn’t chose family business and instead decided to stand on his own, even if he had strayed away from the path for a while due to drugs, still stumbled and walked again on the artist path.
To put it simply all in one sentence, Shivaay felt like the proudest brother, proudest parent in the whole world.
With trembling hands Shivaay took the gift and opened it curiously,
“It’s not much but I just wanted to buy something for you.”
Shivaay knew it’s not something because looking at the watch, he could tell that Om had put too much thought in this.
His favourite color blue…
Just the right touch to make it seem royal and what’s better all than this is, if you looked really closely, you could see
‘ShivOmRu Forever’ engraved on the corner.
Shivaay fell in love with that watch immediately.
It seemed like Om had custom ordered it specifically for his taste.
There are very very few material things Shivaay values and this has to be the one of them.
Shivaay took the watch he’s already wearing and put on the new watch and it was perfect, just perfect..
Shivaay looked at Om and then hugged him, caressing his long hair fondly.
“You don’t know how proud I feel Om.. I am so proud of you. As I said when joining you in college. Everything I had done for you is worth it. Congratulations Om”
Om nodded emotionally and pulled away from the hug.
“Well.. Bhaiyaa I am going, No one loves me”
Rudra turned his head with a hmph.. And pretended to move out of the room.
“Drama queen. Here, the tickets for the concert you couldn’t see.”
“Hiya…”
Rudra jumped up and down with joy.
“Seriously Om, this is amazing. You’re amazing.”
“Stop it Shivaay it’s nothing.”
“Yes, yes its nothing bhaiyaa. Wait and see what I will buy you with my first salary when I go to work.”
Om exchanged a ‘definitely not going to happen’ look to which Rudra just said, you just wait and watch, I will make you envy my gift.~~~~~~~~
Since that day, Shivaay had never accepted any gifts of watch nor had he purchased one. He took great care of this watch.
Looking at this mostly calmed him down when he’s in a pretty bad mood. This is like a lucky charm.
There has not been a deal which he couldn’t finalize while wearing this watch.
It always made him realize how Om had progressed and now without even the family name Oberoi, Om could survive on his own.
Shivaay sighed and loosened his shirt and laid on the bed.
Again his mind replayed it…
Annika…
This is nothing…
These feelings are nothing…
Just like that, Shivaay drifted off to sleep due to the medicine he had taken in the evening like the doctor advised.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
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Who in the hell said tomorrow will be a better day.?
It was worse than yesterday..
Shivaay couldn’t stop the burning feeling whenever Daksh disturbed Annika’s work.
Shivaay first of all could not take his eyes off her to which Om and Ru us already teasing him for and now worst, he cannot even leave her alone.
Shivaay knew deep down Annika is not a girl to just be swayed by anyone. She’s mentally strong, he had seen the number of times she stood up to him.
Throughout the day, from morning to night, Annika is working overtime because of the upcoming functions, Shivaay could not sit still and he cannot help feeling irritated whenever Daksh flirted with her.
Why am I like this..?
Why am I feeling this way..?
What’s wrong with me…?
But all his questions and confusions were ignored when Dadi asked someone to drop her home since it’s too late despite Annika’s protests. Shivaay jumped at the opportunity and offered to drop her surprising everyone.
Shivaay ignored Om and Rudra’s teasing smile and Daksh’s insistence to let him go.
“Daksh, you’re new to the city and I will drop her off since I need some fresh air. I am fed up with the bed rest.”
Shivaay then turned towards Annika and said,
“What are you gaping at..? Come on, let’s go.”
After they reached towards the car, he made her sit on the back seat, ordering her to sleep since she looks dead tired and it’s more than half an hour drive.
Shivaay drove his car, time by time glancing at her from the mirror.
Badump..
Badump…
Badump…
Man…! What’s wrong with his heart…?
Whenever he touched her it started beating like crazy and now it’s behaving crazy even if he’s looking at her..?
Shivaay after reaching her home, got out and opened the back door and called her name twice but she was sound asleep.
He looked at her properly with the help of street lights and moonlight to witness her dozing off peacefully, sitting like that, leaning her head against the seat, exposing her neck.
Shivasy gulped and hopped on the back seat, closing the door not really knowing what he’s doing.
What are you doing Shivaay…?
Shivaay ignored his inner self’s question questions pulled her strands of hair away from her face and watched the revealed pale neck.
Badump…
Badump…
Badump…
Shivaay moved towards her and inhaled her neck.
Damn… This cheap perfume she uses too is alluring.
How can you let Daksh touch you Annika..?
How can you just let him grab your arm to inspect your bracelet,..?
How can you let him ride on your scooty while you’re driving?
How can you smile at him when he’s flirting with you..?
Shivaay leaned down in a bout of possessiveness and bit her neck enough to leave his teeth marks and draw blood..
Shivaay pulled away quickly to see if she had woken up but she just made a face of disturbance a moved her head, continuing her sleep.
Her pale neck, just a little away from the food pipe, he had bitten hard enough to leave a bruise and a little drop of blood on it.
Badump…
Badump…
Badump…
Shut up heart…..!
Shivaay leaned down and licked the bite as if apologizing for his rough behaviour and kissed her neck. He slowly trailed his tongue and caressed her neck with his slips, his beard piercing her skin lightly.
She may not know what this is but every man who comes near her will know that it’s a,
Love bite…
Kiss mark…
Indicating that don’t come near her..
Shivaay couldn’t regret what he had done but instead he felt like a vampire wanting to again bite and lick her, to bury his face in her neck.
Damn it all to hell..
What am I even doing..?
Lets wake her up before I do something worse..
Shivaay called her out and then shaken her up to which she woke up and moved a little away from sensing their close proximity.
She took her bag and winced, scratching at her neck looking as if confused why it’s hurting.
Shivaay bid her bye and drove his car before she realizes something.
Annika closed her door and dropped her bag, moving towards the mirror to look at her neck.
Annika could not even look at her eyes in the mirror, her cheeks had gone red.
Annika had woken up when he had sunken his teeth on her neck, who wouldn’t..? But she kept her eyes closed, not knowing what to do but soon he leaned and licked her.
The feel of his lips against her neck and the beard slightly piercing her skin..
God…!
He kissed her neck and sucked the bite mark making her feel things she had never felt.
She cannot think straight…
She cannot do this….
Annika’s whole body trembled with unnamed emotions just remembering how he inhaled her neck, nuzzling her neck.
She alone knows how difficult it was to act normal and move away from him..
Keep it together Annika…
She was the one who looked over the arrangements for his engagement in two days..
Then why would he do this…?
Why did I let him do these things to me.?
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(A/N: Hello readers… Uff.. Possessive and a little rough Shivaay.
Anyway hope you all liked it and thanks for all your comments.
***VHM, You praise me too much. But thanks for your always encouraging comments*****
I have to ask a favour from all of you guys, I had stopped watching Ishqbaaz after Shivika Separation drama so I don’t what happened after that so If any of you has time, can you please answer the following questions?
1. Was Shivaay an illegitimate..?
2. Who was Maahi and what happened to him and Kaamini..?
3. What happened to Ragjni and her brother.?
4. What is this Kalyani Mills drama?
Thanks in advance..
See you all with next update.)