ISHKARA FF : WHEN PASSION MEETS COMPASSION ……PART 24 [By Renima]
Hello my sweet ishqies………As per promise, I am giving the next episode of this ishkara ff, passion meets compassion…..Only 2 more episodes are awaiting and after that this passion of struggle will be ending……It’s unbelievable for me that this ff will be ending within 2 more episodes……Before this one I wrote five ffs for ishkara only and all of them got much welcome because of u guys love and support…..This one is more close 2 my heart because of many reasons….Starting from om’s struggle, don’t know it unknowingly became my own struggle some times and certain obstacles came in my life, just like came in om’s life…… Thanks 2 all for supporting me with ur comments and love and support……If u have missed story then check previous episode’s links….It’s here….
ISHKARA FF : WHEN PASSION MEETS COMPASSION ……PART 23 [By Renima]
Scene- 52 { continuation from last part, @ Raana Nivas}
Vikram Raana : I feel strange……2 see u Mr. Omkara Singh Oberoi…….What u want 2 prove by giving this money 2 me ?
Omkara : Mr. Raana, I don’t want 2 prove anything……I borrowed some money from your son and now am returning it…..That’s all……
Vikram Raana : That business deal with sidharth, fighting with shivaay……U played so well….. Hats off!!!
Omkara : It’s ur son sidharth started the game, not me…….
Vikram : Of course, my son and me started the game, but we are losers and u oberois again became the winners…….The history is repeating again…….
Ishana : We are not here 2 repeat history……I can understand what u are feeling now…… But what sidharth is facing now…..
Vikram : [interrupts] Enough, U have no rights 2 talk abt my son……..And omkara, now that agreement has proved invalid then what ‘s the necessity of returning money?? I didn’t demanded it from you……
Omkara : Sidharth helped me by offering that money when it was an emergency and it’s my duty 2 pay the debt…….U are feeling much pain for ur son, if u don’t mind may I ask u something ??
Vikram stares omkara’s eyes with teary eyes and nods his head…..
Omkara : Why he killed malika ? What was her mistake ?
Vikram : She was ur friend and that’s her mistake………
Omkara gets shocked 2 hear this and burst into tears……Ishana holds om’s hand……
Vikram : She became the biggest obstacle and we simply removed her from our path……
Omkara lose his temper and moves close 2 vikram…..He presses vikram’s shirt’s collar and stares him with anger……
Omkara : How dare u ?? [shouts]
Ishana : Omkara….Omkara….pls calm down…..control urself…..
Omkara : How could I control myself, ishana ?? We lost malika because of this……..
Ishana : Omkara….pls…..[ishu moved near omkara and removed his hand from vikram’s body…..Om holds ishana’s hand tightly and close his eyes for a while 2 control himself]
Vikram Raana : Ishana …….[vikram tooks a set of keys from his shirt’s pocket and handovers it 2 her] These are the keys of new office of raana industries which was owned by sidharth and malika……Sidharth promised me that he will put that industries 2 heights…..Instead of teaching him business, I taught him betrayal only…..He made that building by destroying omkara’s art hub…….Now my son is not with me, then I don’t need that…….U can break that office and re-establish art hub as we made that empire by breaking omkara’s world of colors………[vikram gets emotional and turns his eyes against ishkara] U guys may leave…..pls….
Omkara : Mr. Vikram Raana….We don’t want that place……..It’s ur son’s dream project…… By destroying ur son’s dream I don’t want 2 make a world of colors……keep this keys with urself…….[om handovers the key 2 vikram’s hand and stares him with wet eyes]
Vikram : But why, omkara ?? [shocked]
Omkara : U know what….. Mr. Vikram Raana……The growth of omkara as an artist was witnessed by that art hub which was sold……That time I was living in a world of colors, constraining myself 2 that world only…….Beyond of colors , I never look back and that’s what made me 2 live in my own principles only…..My colors certainly did much for me and it brought me fame also….. But no one was able 2 find my soul’s pains in them except Ishana……When life give much shocks, I maintained a kind of rudeness towards it and my brushes lost its grace and my sculptors lost its beauty……I never feel sad for selling that arthub because whatever paintings and idols remained there were simply standing like corpses only……They are nothing……..But now ishana brought me back 2 my life who is able 2 believe in me more than myself…..I am making a vow on my heart, my life ….Ishana ……[om holds ishu’s hand and bend in his own knees and stares her] I will make a new world of colors and trust me with ur presence my brushes have gained lost colors and my canvas has removed its dryness …….Will u be with me in this new world ?? [emotional]
Ishana : Our bond is beat and brush……Without u beat can’t be rhythmic and I trust u more than myself……U will be able 2 make a new world of idols which will be lively conveying ur inner soul’s feelings, it will be portrayal of various colors which will show ur passion of art……Idols will be so intense like ur silent calm eyes which will convey ur pain…….Sculptors will show ur dedication and will be motivating all 2 move ahead in life….Moreover it will be more close 2 me because I will be there as the compassion in all those passionate works as u have said me that am ur heart…….There is no question of asking will u be with me, as am yours …….[emotional]
Ishkara share an emotional eyelock…….Vikram stares them and smiles with wet eyes…..
Vikram : Love is the most painful thing….But one who falls in love, never wants 2 lose that pain, because this feel make u 2 tell love and love only……I made my son 2 murder that love, never give a chance 2 love his wife malika…….Seeing u both like these, I am able 2 realize my biggest fault……Instead of telling him abt betraying and crookedness, I should have tell sidharth 2 fall in love with malika…….Perhaps it should have show him the right path…….
[ vikram weeps in tears]
Ishkara take back their positions and stares vikram…..
Ishkara : Mr.Vikram…….
Vikram : [interrupts] Pls…..Let me allow 2 cry for my son and daughter –in-law……Just leave me alone….
Ishana : But……
Vikram : Pls leave…….
Omkara : Take care…..mr. raana……
Ishkara stares him and walks away…..As soon as they moved near the entrance, vikram shut the door of his home and ishkara turned their eyes behind and stared the door with wet eyes…..
Omkara : Let’s go……ishana……
Ishana : Yeah…….
Scene – 53
Ishkara get into the car and om starts driving car……He was recalling the words said by raana…..Meanwhile ishu was also lost herself in recalling the same thing……”She was ur friend and that was her mistake” These words started disturbing om’s ears and mind continuously and om stopped the car with a sudden brake…..Ishana gained back her lost mind and gets worried 2 see omkara in dilemma……. Om opened the door of the car and leaned his back on the car…..Ishana also accompanied om and she finds that omkara has lost in thoughts….Ishu gently touched om’s shoulder from behind…..Om stared her with wet eyes for a while…….
Ishana : Omkara……..Are u……
Before ishu could continue her words, om holds her hand 2wards his forehead and closed his eyes for a while……Ishana feels confused…….
Ishana : Omkara….pls…..for god sake say something…….Are u okay?
Omkara : [om opened his eyes suddenly and released ishu’s hand from his forehead] What?
Ishana : I asked u are u fine or not ??
Omkara : Before that u took the name of god , won’t u ??
Ishana : Yeah, om….what’s wrong with that ??
Omkara : U know what, god is responsible for playing with cruel pranks on man’s life……..
Ishana : No omkara……U are misunderstanding things……We have 2 keep a belief in god, because everything has an end…..And what we witness in life is…..
Omkara : [interrupts] Just stop it ishana……Have u find god anywhere ?
Ishana : I am able 2 see it in u, in ur art , in ur struggle, and in ur life……U can find god in me also…….In fact god is with us…..But we are not able 2 find it……In our fights, our lives certainly an unknown power is with us which is motivating us 2 go forward…….Omkara……..
Omkara : They why god is playing with our lives ??
Ishana : We are humans, and from birth 2 death we are supposed 2 struggle…..
Omkara : U are talking like a philosopher now…….[om smiles]
Ishana : I don’t know abt philosophy…..but staying with u I have learned 2 love pain and started loving this passion of struggle also…….From ur eyes I am able 2 see something is troubling u …..
Omkara : Is it ?? Then tell me…….what’s my trouble…….
Ishana : U are upset because whatever vikram raana ……I mean……
Omkara : [interrupts ishana by holding her hand ] U are right…..Just because of me, malika…..I can’t forgive myself…….for this…….Ishana…….
Ishana : I can understand omkara…….
Omkara : U know what ……Ishana…..In this struggle, I gained peace by making others 2 suffer only……I gained u, but rewarded u pain only…….I lost malika, who was my well-wisher…..I fought with shivaay, though it was intentionally planned by sidharth, I feel myself bad for blaming my brother……I hurt choti maa by hurting shivaay…….Once I slapped rudra for interference forgetting that shivomru are all for one ……For the challenge, I left home by making every one 2 feel sad…….This all happened per situations and as u said we are humans and we can’t do anything with fate……Now my family is with me and I should be happy 2 feel that all prblms have ended……..But I am not happy ishana ……..Swethlana, her mother Mrs. kapoor…..Sidharth…..Malika……Vikram Raana……All these faces are raising their questions 2wards me and I am not able 2 find any answer for them…….
Ishana : Omkara, some questions will never get answers……U are a fighter omkara…..Be brave……
Omkara : This is the prblm…..I am a human being, only……Ishana……..I can’t forget all those happenings…….
Ishana : I will never tell u 2 forget them also….Because memories will stay and it’s not easy 2 make them away from us…..But omkara if u will just keep thinking on them, then u can’t go ahead……
Omkara : What do u mean ?
Ishana : Dreams!!!! Start seeing dreams omkara……..Those dreams which will make u 2 stand in ur life, those dreams which will make u 2 feel ur life is precious……Those dreams which will teach u 2 see life fresh as the spring……. Omkara…….[om stares ishu and ishu shook her head with a smile]
Omkara moved close ishu and kissed on her left cheek suddenly…..Ishu gets surprised 2 see om like these….Her eyes remained motionless before omkara’s magnetic eyes……Om stared her with a sweet smile…….
Omkara : Thanks for reminding me…….my sweet heart…….It’s time for me 2 make make my dreams as true….[ishu was still not in her senses, om pats her cheek] Ishana….ishana….
Ishana : Haa….Omkara…..[ishu stares om’s eyes and finds herself locked in his charismatic eyes…..]
Omkara : Shall we go ??
Ishana : Where ??
Omkara : Are u fine ??? We have 2 go home…….
Ishana : Mmm….Yeah…..[ishu tries 2 turn her eyes from om ,but om again hold her hand in his left hand and placed his other hand on her cheek]
Omkara : Ishana…….Because of u am able 2 see dreams…….I will assure u, when u will get 2 know abt my dream’s fulfillment it will be the most beautiful moment in our life…….
Ishana : I will wait for that……Omkara……..[ishkara stare each other’s eyes…..] Om pls don’t look me like that…….[ishu bows her face down….]
Omkara : Why ?? [smiles]
Ishana : Wooh…..Ur eyes……It’s like a magnet….I mean it is just pulling my sight 2wards u …….. When u touch me and stare me in such a way I feel…….I…..I….
Omkara placed ishana’s hand on his chest and gently touched on her waist……Ishana’s hear started beating fast and she was finding hard 2 take breath……
Omkara : Ishana…..U was telling smthng…..Abt my eyes…..just continue…….
Ishana : I ……I…..[ishu shut her eyes quickly] I don’t know……Omkara……
Om started laughing ……..He released his hands from ishu and continued 2 laugh loudly…. Ishu slowly opened one of her eyes and gets mesmerized 2 see om laughing….She opened her other eye also and smiles…..She placed her both hands around om’s neck and stared him……Om raised his eye brow with his graceful smile……Ishana slowly kisses om’s left cheek……..Om turned his eyes on ishu and was not able 2 take his eyes from her heart ishana…..He felt ishana’s eyes were sparkling like a mirror which was filled up with many emotions…..He gently passed his fingers on her lips which were telling him 2 remain calm and was not ready for locking with his lips……Om again stared ishu’s eyes and ishu was not able 2 look @ those charismatic eyes……She just kept her eyes closed before om’s eyes
Om gently holds her palm in his hand and stared her……
Omkara : AE MERE DIL, TUJH MEIN KHUD KO KHOYA HUN, MUJHME SAANS TERI WAJAH SE CHAL RAHI HEIN…….
DEHAK GAYE THHE HAMARE DIL AAG MEIN, JISEE WAPAS TUM NE ZINDA RAKHA…….
MERE DARD SE MOHAABAT KAR TUM NE MUJHE PHIR SE PYAARA SA DARD DIYA……
ABB ZINDA HUN SIRF ISS DIL KI WAJAH SE, JO BASE HEIN MERE JISM MEIN JAAN BANKE…..
KAMBAKHT AANKHON KO KYAA SAZAA DOON ? JOH TUMHEIN TAKLEEF DE RAHE HEIN…..
TUM KAHO TOH JAAN BHI HAAZIR HEIN TERI KADMON MEIN, AANKHEN KYA….
[Oh, My Heart!!! I have lost myself in you and It’s because of u I am able 2 take breath…..
My heart was flamed in the fire, but it’s u who made my heart 2 stay alive…
U loved my pain and again rewarded me sweetest pain…….
How should I punish this useless eyes ?? It is increasing ur shredder ……..
If u tell then am ready 2 give my life for u, then what abt eyes…..
[Actually it’s hard 2 make a translation for lines which I wrote in english…..The feel will come when it is written in hindi only, Still it was liya who told me that she want om 2 say shayari and she said she is not able 2 understand much deeper……So I just thought 2 make a translation…..]
Ishana : Omkara!!! [ishu opens her eyes and interrupts om’s shayari] Ishu placed her hand on omkara’s mouth and stares him with wet eyes]
Omkara : [removes ishu’s hand from his mouth and stares her] My eyes have got madness and now it is able 2 see only u ishana……..I will continue 2 give u pain by staring u with my …….what u called it ??? [emotional]
Ishana : Magnet !!!!
Omkara : This magnet will stare u like these per day, per minute and per second……My eyes not stop staring u even if I falls asleep…….U are my heart beat and now u will come in my dreams also…….It will increase ur pain……Ishana……
Ishana : I don’t care……I will love 2 lost myself in that magnet and it’s pain…….
Omkara : Ishana!!!!
Ishana : Omkara!!!!
Without thinking much, ishu shut her eyes quickly and hugged omkara tightly……Om gently passed his hands on her back , and tightened his hands on her back by hugging her…….
BGM : “Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte
Tere bina kya wajoodh mera
Tujhse juda agar ho jaayenge
Toh khud se hi ho jaayenge juda
Kyunki tum hi ho, ab tum hi ho
Zindagi ab tum hi ho
Chayn bhi, mera dard bhi
Meri aashiqui, ab tum hi ho” [Film- Aashiqui 2]
Scene – 54 { @ Oberoi mansion, dadi’s room}
Dadi : I was thinking abt the same…..pinky…By the way do u told this thing 2 billu and rudra?
Pinky : Oh My Maata!!!! Maaji, I told them and they are much excited….Rudra is planning so much…..Isn’t it jethaniji?
Jhanvi : Yeah pinky, u are right…..
Mona : Prinku di and I can’t wait any more….
Prinku : Yeah mona….Om bhaiya and Ishu bhabhi look so adorable together…..I think we should make it fast…..
Jhanvi : Exactly……
Dadi : By the way, where is billu, om, rudra and ishana?
Pinky :Maaji, ishkara is out of stations…..Shivaay and rudra will be coming soon…..
Rudra : [interrupts] Choti maa, we are here…..
All are happy 2 see shivru together……
Pinky : Shivaay…beta…..We were discussing abt…
Shivaay : [interrupts] Mom……I know abt it…..And i came 2 know that u are going 2 surprise om and ishana…….
Pinky : Not me , once sakthiji also joins , we will together…. Last time om gave surprises…..…This time sinky will give surprises 2 them….
PRECAP : SWEETNESS IS AWAITING FOR U , TILL THEN U HAVE 2 DROWN IN BITTERNESS AS THAT’S THE UNWRITTEN RULE OF LIFE…….BUT DON’T FORGET 2 KEEP A SMILE ON UR FACE, AS MANY OF US LOVES UR SMILING FACE ONLY, DON’T MAKE THEM 2 FEEL SAD…..
Guys, as part of treatment few more days I have 2 take rest…It will take almost 2 weeks more….Once I will be okay, I will try 2 post this ff’s last two episodes by this month itself or by first week of next month……And my rumya,ishkara ff hurt turns 2 luv and gaurika ff…..I will post it by next month…..Because it is much hard 2 update all ff’s and right now am feeling better, but not fully recovered….So have patience guys…..Bye….wait for my ff’s if possible….thanks for reading…….