Chapter–9
I MAY BE THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY BUT YOU ARE STILL THE FIRST THING ON MY MIND…!!
13 june 2017
Nothing happened as I planned..!!I couldnt express my feelings to him..!!Its all my fault..!!Actually I’d told him that I wont go to London and after that he became so much angry,,,,,dont know what happened to him suddenly…!!
He literally started shouting at me….
“Are you mad annika..!!!You’ve worked so hard for this???You will sacrifice your dream just because of me…!!No,,I wont let you do this..!!Annika you are important for me and I also want to spend time with you actually I love to spend time with you but not at this expense…!!You’ve faced so many hardships since childhood,,,you’ve worked so hard for all this and now when you are getting all happiness,,you are giving up…!!No,,you are going to London…Dont you dare to do these kind of stunt…If you ever think of sacrificing your dream because of me,,I wont be able to take it…!!Annika plz dont force me to go away from you,,,,plzzz dont do this….!!You wont sacrifice your dream…!!Plzzz””
His eyes were moist….so much pain in his eyes….He didnt want me to leave this internship…I didnt have any choice…I just hugged him tightly and promised him that I’ll go there and I’ll miss him…!!He said the same..!!He also asked me for a promise…!!I asked him what promise…!!!
He said..”Annika promise me that you’ll never forget me..I’ll always have a place in your heart…!!Whatever happens,,you’ll never hate me,,you’ll always try to understand me…!!Promise me Annika that I’ll always be the special person in your life…!!
For a moment,,I was confused why is he saying all this,,but I didnt ask anything as he was very serious so I just promised him,,PINKY PROMISE….
And then I thought it isnt right time to express my feelings..Three more months more then we’ll be together forever…
Then we’d some food and we returned to hostel..!!!Then I got busy in packing,,,I’ve to leave after two days…!!Now everything is done,,tomorrow I’ve to take some documents from office then have my flight next day…!!!
And shivaay’s msg.. ☺
Shiv–Hey annika..slept??
Ani–Yes…
Shiv–really???
Ani–hmmm???
Shiv–So how are you replying madam???
Ani–Talent…!!??
Shiv–Ohhhoo ..!!!??
Ani–??
Shiv–So packing done???
Ani–yeah…!!have to take some documents from office tomorrow and you are coming with me..!!Got it…!!
Shiv–U are asking or ordering????
Ani–I dont need to ask anything…got it??
Shiv–Waah,,,just one more day…then we’ll see on whom will you show your tadi???
Ani–????
Ani–Jokes apart….Shivaay I’ll miss you??I dont know how will I live there without you,,no meeting ,,no conversation for 3months…!!!
Shiv–Annika….I’ll miss you too…I know its going to be difficult…But you’ve to do this…!!And one more thing dont let my presence overpower you…!!Dont let me be your habit…You can do this..!!
Ani–Shivaay….keep your logical talks to yourself..I dont want to understand all this…You are bestest thing happen to me..!!Just three months and I am not going to leave you after this….got it….!!!
Shiv–Annika………
Ani–What…?
Shiv–Plzz dont do this…..
Ani–You na….just shut up…??
Shiv–Ok…
Shiv–Ok you should sleep now….!!!
Ani–Yeah..you too and be ready at sharp 10…!!I’ll wait for you…Good night…
Shiv–Good night….
15 june 2017
So finally I am in flight….!!Shivaay has came to drop me…!!I really dont want to go but ye shivaay,,he’ll never listen to me….But one strange thing happened at airport,,Shivaay,,two days before he was so determined that I should go but today I felt like he didnt want me to go but he also didnt want me to leave this opportunity…
I hugged him and was going to board flight and we both were emotional….As I move ahead,,he just pulled me and hugged me tightly,,I was able to hear his heartbeat,,,his tears were falling on my shoulders…
He said….'”Annika I’ll miss you….the time I’ve spent with you are the most beautiful time of my entire life…!!I dont know what will happen after three months but you,you are……(his voice choked in his throat)…..you are really special to me…I REALLY LO……(again he took a pause)……Ok Sorry I got so emotional,,he said wiping his tears….!!
I cupped his face and said,,,,Shivaay just three months then we’ll be together,,,I will miss you…I kissed on his forehead……And turned to go….!!
I felt a tug on my little finger….He asked….Annika you wont forget your promise n????
I said no,,,I wont….No one can take your place…PINKY PROMISE…….
GOODBYE
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Kanfi