Hii guys this is richa with a new os…. I know u all want me to update my ff… N I’m really sorry I’m not getting time to write.. Firstly I hv my exams coming up.. Secondly.. My phone in which I write the chapters is not working… I hope you’ll forgive me…… I’ll update in October.. I’ll give u long updates n will be regular.. ( until again my exams come….)
So please here is an os. .
Its a love story of a boy and a girl who were together in school…. Best friends…. Shared everything…. Can’t see each other in pain… Always helping each other and of course others also…… Girl was a Lil shy type but was open with him n her few friends…. Teachers adored her. Whereas the boy was soo cool… Everyone liked him… But not the teachers as he was very naughty……
Its from girls pov. ..
So one fine day…..
It was our drawing period…. The teacher has told everyone to do coloring.. ….
I was sitting in the third bench in between two of my friends.. While he was sitting right behind me but on the fifth bench……
We Both were talking to our friends respectively….
But this naughty boy was not carrying his colour box so was asking from everyone but no one was giving him as mam has strictly told not to share anything…..
Then I looked back to pick my pencil ✏ which was fallen on the ground…..
He was looking at me… I was looking at him…. we had a sweet and cute eye lock… we both smiled shyly…. I turned ahead to hide my blush….. Then again looked back at him…
Boy asked for the colors through gestures….. I smiled and obliged… I gave few colors to him……
The day went by thinking about him
…
I didn’t knew this new feeling… I ignored it…….
After some days….. we were sitting in the same places as before…. When the my friend gave me a chit saying he ( the boy) has given. ….. Everyone knew that we both are best friends so no one bothered…..
I looked at him… He was already looking at me…
We again talked through eyes…
Me: what’s this??
Boy: open it n see….
I smiled and open the chit… I was shocked… Surprised….
Chit:
Do you love me??
Yes
No??
I looked at him.. But now he was talking to his friend…..
I turned ahead and then smiled widely… I was on cloud 9… I ticked ✅ on yes and passed the chit to him……….
He opened the chit… He also became very happy…. we shared a eye lock……
We both were unaware of what we were doing…….
Like these days were passing. .. he was always following me wherever she went…..
I thought that some of the students have got to know about them but no one said anything…… Like these the days were passing…..
One fine day…
He asked me to kiss him… But I refused and ask him to do himself…. He kissed me on my cheeks… I blushes….. Then I also kissed him on his cheeks…………
Then the session was over….
We both passed with very good marks…..
Next year… we both were separated…. Both were in different classes….. in initial days we used to meet but later due to studies… we almost forgot each other… Made new friends……
Like this 2 more years went….. In these two years we hardly remembered each other…….. ( I don’t know abt his part.. But still I think like this only as he never talked to me….)
But this year we both were again in the same class… But it seemed like nothing has happened between us.. we hardly care about each other’s presence.because he has changed a lot… Now he was not naughty yet innocent boy but has become something else due to bad company.. … he was jealous when i used to see with my now best friend….. N I was also some times jealous with his new ” girlfriend “…. But we never showed to one another…. Like this one more year passed…. In which we had only fights.. But don’t know y we didn’t remembered our beautiful friendship.. May be the gap of two years have made us forgot everything…………
Again next year we were separated……..
In this year there was a news that he has affair with a girl who left the school due to embarrassment ( it was a rumour.. But no one knew the truth…..)
This time I remembered him.. Our friendship.. our so called love…..I was deeply hurt… How can he forget me ???
But still i decided to leave it n concentrate on my studies….
I told about me n his relationship indirectly to my mom…. She said it was very bad doing these kind of nonsense in school…. I was feeling so guilty……… I was not able to meet my mom’s eyes………….
This year also passed….. Now again we were in same class…… But now I hated him…… Not completely bcoz he was my so called ” first love “…. But I didn’t liked him now…..
He was now popular among girls as he was very good looking… I was not so pretty or beautiful may be that’s y he forgot me…… This year he had his new girlfriend., ishmeet ……
I mean how can he change his girlfriend every year??? But it’s not his fault… The girl was also like that only. .. …..
In examination hall he used to sit behind me as his roll no. Was after me……..
He was now not so good in studies so will always ask me to show him the answers…… Like a fool. …….
Like this days were passing…
There was one. Of my friend, shivani who said me that I and he make a very good pair……
N every time I was like what rubbish??
But she always used to tease me…….
We were best friends… She used to tell me about her boyfriend…. N her break up….. But I… I also wanted to share abt him but I couldn’t………
Then one fine day….. It was our pt ( games) period…..
I and my two friends, one of which was the one who used to tease me…. Were playing basket ball ⚽ and he and his friends were playing football… He loves football…..
Well as we were playing in same ground so by mistake when he kicked the ball, it hit me hardly on my legs….. I winced in pain…… N he, instead of saying sorry that stupid was laughing with his friends…… I really felt bad and was on verge of crying…. But I composed my self…….
Later when we were coming back to class after the period.. I was coming with my same friend, shivani … N as soon as we both entered the class he said sorry to me twice… As he sits on the first bench… I also said its okay… What else could I say???
Then when wee reached our seats she, my friend again started teasing me….. But I said her to shut up…….
Today in sanskrit period I n my friend were talking n doing our work simultaneously.. But our stupid partner complain to mam that we both are talking…. ( actually now I was one of the most talkative girl.. N in every ptm teachers had same complaint… That Im always talking…. But I never minded……)
Then mam said us to go out of the class…. But we didn’t move. … Then after she was done with her work she came to us and started scolding us… N that stupid ex friend of mine was laughing there….. I got so angry…. But couldn’t do anything….
Then mam went to him n gave a tight slap…. N scolded him also…… He gave me a death glare… Which I returned him with interest…….
Then one day… Our hindi teacher, who was also our class teacher told few students to bring their parents on ptm.. N I was one of them….. His parents were not called…. Mam told in front of whole class so he also heard……
At dispersal time, I saw that he was telling my brother abt the ptm…. ( actually he n my brother were in same activity group so they know each other…) I was totally shocked. How can he do this…. ?? He was complaining abt me or we can say he was doing ‘ chugli ‘ abt me…… I was again very much hurt…….. But again what could I do?????
Then there was Christmas party in our class. …
He was distributing pastries to everyone but didn’t gave me n my friend even after calling him several times….
Then afterwards I called him a Lil loudly and asked for pastries… N he was like…
‘ pehele nhi bata sakti thi?? ‘
I told him that I asked but u didn’t hear. The he and his girlfriend started laughing….. I was just looking at him with disbelief……..
How can a person change so much.??????? He forgot our 4 years friendship in these 3-4 years????? How??? Doesn’t he remembe anything????
Then I started a separate diary about my feelings regarding him n all that….. I used to cry….. N I really don’t think so he even cared about it………..
Like this one more year passed… then the new session….
As it was first day of the session n there was no friend of mine who had come so I was sitting alone on the first bench n our class teacher was doing her work……
I really don’t know y but I prayed to god that we both should be in same class…….
N the. I started reading my book… When I heard his voice ” may I come in mam? “…
I looked up and saw him… He also saw me n then went to his seat…..
I was happy that God heard my prayer….
Then my friend came n we started chit chatting….
Then mam changed our seats n now he was sitting in front of my leaving one desk between us……
I don’t know what has happened to me?? Y I was thinking so much when he doesn’t even care??????
Then one dat he was doing some work and a girl, riya was laughing seeing him….. Continously….. I know they were friends but y was she laughing????
I told this to my friend who was not in my class, ankita……
She said that riya likes him that’s y they are always together……
I was so shocked.. I was feeling that there is no earth beneath my legs…….
I mean how???? First he proposed me n then forgot me….. Then he has one gf who left the school, then again he had a girlfriend… Now again????? How can a person play with girls feeling!???
That night also I cried so much….. But soon I composed myself…..
Then after few months we got to know that riya is his muh boli sister…… ( rakhi sister) … But the story doesn’t end here….. He has made a girlfriend, astha…….
He used to dance on her tips… She was also no less….. She used to also do the same…… She even changed her house ( in school different houses are their) to match his……… Whole class knew about them…..
She once asked to act with her team in a competition.. Firstly he refused but then said her that if she’ll do his homework he’ll be part of her play…. She happily agreed…..
On her birthday in front of whole class she put a chocolate piece in his mouth and he gave her a gift…….. Of course I was jealous as he didn’t gave any gift to me ever….
Besharmi ki height………. Everyone was hooting for them….. I was deeply hurt….
On picnic.
We all went to adventure camp….
There in a ride, we have to walk on a very thin wall type something……
N as astha was walking on it, one of her friend said don’t worry he will catch u….
I heard my heart breaking into infinite pieces…. But I chose to enjoy with my friends…….
Then after our exams were over… Our physics teacher said that only one child has got full marks n rest all have not performed so good….
Everyone was taking some of the intelligent students name n one of them was astha….
But when sir announced my name… I was dumbstruck… I mean how is it even possible??? I stood up.. Everyone was silent.. The. One boy started clapping followed by others…..
I was so happy…. Then everyone congratulated me……
I saw towards him….. He was consoling his cry baby girlfriend who didn’t get good marks….. He looked at me…. I looked at him and then turned my face…………..
Only I know how difficult it was for me. …. I don’t know y I was not able to forget him??? It was just a mistake of my childhood then y?????
Like this days were passing….
And unfortunately my seat was fixed with astha…. How I hated this phase…..
One day he came and sat adjacent to our seat..It was our free period…. He was talking to astha n I had kept my head down n was looking at his side only…… Then she was talking to her friend n he looked at me….. I also looked at him… But I turned my face…. I didn’t want to see his face……….
But the. Suddenly astha said that u were in sangita’s class earlier know??
He said no… I was in her’s ( my) class……
Astha looked at me….
I said sangita was also in our class……
Then again we had a eye lock….. He smiled at me….. So did I….. I also smiled….
I thought does he really remember our relation????
It was a big question mark in my life????????
The again next year he was in my class!!
I made few new friends… Aman, alokit and prachi.. And arushi… They were my best friends….
N he…. He was now more naughty…. He was in a very bad company… How I wish I could bring him to right path… But who I’m to him??
Now again ishmeet was his girlfriend…. Maybe after he broke up with astha. … n after some news of link ups with simran…….
My mind was now full of his thoughts only….. Studies were very far from my mind…..
Whenever I used to get time I would write abt him in my secret diary……….
Then one day I thought that my mom has read that diary…….. Bcoz suddenly she was asking me abt him……
I was scared that if she got to know then what will she think abt me????
That day also I cried…. I don’t know how many times I cried bcoz of him……. ….
Then one fine day…. It was our skit practice… We were in same team……
I and one more girl were supposed to be intelligent and dumb girl respectively….
He asked who’s the intelligent one??
The other girl said I was… ( .ie me)
He said that shakal dekh ke banana chahiye…
I was again hurt……
He said sorry… I just sarcastically smiled at him…..
He only cares abt outer beauty.. This thing I got to know that day?……
Now our session was coming to an end….. Today most of our periods were free so we all friends decided to play truth n dare……
We all were eating ( chup chup ke) .. Everyone knows that I love rice. N that day he also had brought rice. He offered me n I also took my spoon from Bag n ate it…. I don’t know y but today he was also enjoying with us…. His girlfriend, his kamine dost were absent today n he was fully enjoying……
We openly talked about everything…. I felt sooooooo happy……….. We talked about sooo many things. ……….. I felt I was getting my friend, lost friend back. ……… It was happiest day of my life!!??
Then in lunch period I had brought some sweets.. I told my other friend, aman, actually he’s my best friend… N he is jealous of aman…, well I told aman to share the sweets with him also…. But he refused . Then I asked him to take some… He asked whether I had brought it?? I nodded in agreement. Then he took a piece. ……….
By god… I was so happy that what to say???
Later we were playing truth and dare…..
Then once when I chose truth, I was asked to tell about my crush from our class…… My friend arushi said that she has none coz she knows me very well.. but I told his name to prachi my bestie, secretly………
The Game continued….
I proposed so many boys as a dare…… I know it’s funny but yeah I did………..
Then when it was time for afternoon prayer… I got the dare to say I love you to him……
Everyone was making queue to board their bus……
I called him back… N then I said…
I LOVE YOU!
He just smiled and went away without saying anything…. … At that time only I knew that they were my genuine feelings… ( may be..) but for others it was just a dare…….
Later that day when we wee chatting on fb…. I asked him whether he was ok or not??
He: yeah.. Y??
I: no.. When I told I love you then you seemed to be upset. .
He: no nothing like that… I was just tired. …
I sent him smileys….
We used to talk now and then….. Hut only on fb…. Not in class…….. N prachi used to always tease me.. N I kept on blushing……
Like this the year passed….. Next year we were again in different sections……
N now he blocked me on fb….I don’t know y suddenly all this??? I didn’t had his what’s app no…… Nothing…….. In lunch break.. We used to see each other. ….. But now I didn’t want to look at those eyes…. Now enough of crying…….. I was like totally fed up / broken……. I didn’t want to see his face also… But still when I don’t see his face I didn’t like it… N I don’t know y??? N he… He doesn’t even care. .. He has got a new girlfriend… N that old girlfriend of his… Who’s now in my class is having another boy friend…….. But he has forgotten me….. My SANSKAAR has forgotten me….. Me….. His RAGINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don’t know whether it was a love story or not?? But I know that I really love him. .. Or may be I don’t like him…. But I can never hate him. … .. I’m confused about my feelings but whatever it may be he’ll never be mine……….. But yeah my love story is incomplete n can never be Completed……………….
So guys this was an attempt to write a real life story of one of my friends………. I hope you all liked it… Please do comment n tell me………. I know it’s really boring and uninteresting but yeah I tried it for u all guys. As I will not be able to upload my ff due to my exams………..
I hope you all will understand and please guys support me n wish me luck for my exams……………. N do comment n tell did u liked this os or not?????
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Richa