I need to die. #Riansh OS

Hello guys. Here is a new os of mine. It could be an emotional one as it has been some time since I have written an emotional one. Do tell me your opinion on the comments.
So let’s start.
Vansh has got shocked seeing Riddhima taking knife and getting it near her wrist.
He has got super shocked and worried about her.
Vansh( shouting): Riddhimaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
He has ran to her.
Riddhima: Don’t think to come near me Vansh. You will not be able to stop me this time. You will never understand what I’m going through it. You will never feel what I’m feeling. I don’t want anyone to feel pity on me. I don’t want this life. I don’t want this pain. Please leave me end this pain forever. Leave me remove all my pain. This will be the best thing for all of us. I’m just putting stress on you all. I’m hurting you all by what I’m doing. Ending my life will make all of us relaxed. This is the best decision for all of us and it will help all of us. So please leave me end this pain and end this stupid Riddhima.
Vansh( terrified): Are you got mad?!!!!!!! Do you think that this is the only way that could end your pain?!!!! Do you think that ending your life is the solution?!!! Do you think that by this behavior you will end your pain?!!! Do you think that by what you are doing you will stop hurting us?!!!! Do you think your death will end your pain?!!!! What you want to do will just give us a very huge pain Riddhima. We all love you so much Riddhima. I love you more than my own self sweetheart. How I could live without you?!!! How I could bear this life without my sweetheart?!!! Please try to understand our point of view.
Riddhima starts to scream and shout.
Riddhima( shouting): And who could understand my point of view?!!! Who will understand my pain?!!! Who could understand my struggles and hurt?!!!! I’m suffering every single second. I’m facing so much hurt and pain that none of you will understand it. I know that you love me so much Vansh. I know that no one will accept me and support me more than you, but still you will not be able to feel what I feel. You will not be able to understand how this pain is an unbearable pain. Suffering from a problem in heart and breathing isn’t something easy Vansh especially when it comes to state like me. My state is very very critical Vansh and you know that. You know that I will not live for more time so what is the need to wait for death while I could go to it by myself?!!!! I need to die Vansh. I need to end this pain. You have to understand me. You have to make me do that. I need it. I can’t bear this pain. I’m too weak Vansh. I’m not strong like you. I can’t face such stuff. I can’t. I’m too weak. I’m really very weak. I can’t tolerate that Vansh. Please make me leave this world. I need to die. I really need to die. I don’t want to live this stupid life. I don’t want to suffer from this endless pain. I hate it. I hate this life and I hate myself. I hate everything has made me reach to this state. Please try to understand and leave me do this step.
Riddhima was about to cut her wrist, but Vansh has got succeeded in rescuing her and stopping her from doing such a huge stunt.
Vansh( while holding Riddhima’s hands and throwing the knife): I can’t make you die Riddhima. I can’t make you leave me. I can’t allow you to leave. I can’t allow you to end your life. I love you so much. I love you and I really understand what you feel. I can feel your pain. Yes I didn’t have passed through it, but I could feel what you feel. We are interconnected sweetheart so how I can’t feel about you?!
He has made her closer to him to look at her eyes.
Vansh: I know that it is hard. I know that you aren’t able to bear it, but you have to do that. You have to bear it for me. You can’t end your life. You can’t die. You can’t do this huge sin. You can’t end your life by your own. You have to fight. You have to fight for me and for you. You have to fight for our life together. Please Riddhima try to understand. You are very very strong. You are the strongest girl ever who has suffered from this pain and still able to stand and still able to fight. You can’t give up now. You have to fight so hard. I’m here with you. I will help you. I will not leave you. Please don’t do that. Please for me. We must try more than once and don’t lose hope. Please try again. For me. Please try to bear. I will not leave you. I will help you so much. I will help you and support you. You can’t end your life. You can’t die. Please Riddhima don’t leave me.
Riddhima got so emotional.
She has hugged Vansh so tightly.
Riddhima: Please Vansh don’t leave me. Make me live. I need to die to end this pain, but I really need to live. I want to live with you. I want to be with you forever. This pain is what forbids me from doing so. I can’t enjoy my life while suffering that much. Please help me. Please don’t leave me. Please remove my pain. Return old Riddhima back. Do you will be able to do that?
He has made Riddhima more closer to him while hugging her.
Vansh: Yes sweetheart. I will do that. I promise you to get the old Riddhima back. I promise you that I will take all your pain and hurt away.

Riddhima: I love you so much Vansh.
Vansh: I love you too sweetheart.

The end of the os. I hope you like it. Do tell me your opinion on the comments and please support me so much. Pain is so bad thing. It is so hurting thing. It makes you don’t able to concentrate. I wish this pain could end. Thank you so much guys for always supporting me. I hope you could have enjoyed this os. I will be waiting for all of yours comments. So please guys keep supporting me the way you are doing. Please guys don’t forget your feedback in the comment section below.