i hurt her…. i am sorry swara 22

after a while i stopped walking and i turned and looked at her… our hands are still interwined.she was looking down…

swara look at me….i said slowly… she looks at me then the surrounding….

she was shocked …she leaved my hand and move forward… her eyes are shining ..a small smile play on her lips….

u did this for me ?? she asked after a while..

noo… for my neighbour , i said rolling my eyes…. offcourse it wll be for her…isme poochne wale baath kya thi…she laughed ….holding her tummies….

and there stop my heart responding…her voice is giving me an unknown feelings….

she stopped laughing..when she saw i am staring her..
she tug her hair behind her ear…. and looks here and there…

r u going to stand here whole day ..come sit. i tries to make atmosphere comfortable… i made her sit in the chair …

swara pov

where are you taking me…its whole dark here..and i cant see anything..i said to him…its a long while we are walking… i didnt come to this place.before….its a hilly area seems…..
and its so isolated place…and i feel a bit scared …he was holding my hands…thats the only thing i feel safe…

arrey …u trust me or not… he said still walking..once i stopped walking and stare at him… he too stopped… i guess he didnt mean it….

he looked at me… his eyes are showing me that he is sorry for whatever happened….

i ..i trust u… i said slowly…to myself….. i guess he heard it… a smile apeear on his lips… .. he hold my hand firmly… and walkd..

i was just looking at our hands which are holding together…our hands fix together perfectly as if they are made for each other….

swara… look at me…. i came out of my train of thoughts and looked at him…we had stopped walking…. i looked surrounding…

we were in a hill top…a beautiful table and chair are set there….with candles….

only the light of candles are there…

i looked down..whole city can be seen…from here….

u did this for me ?? i asked after a while … no one except karan bhai made anything special for me…. this is the first time …i am feeling special

no …i made it for my neighbour…he said rolling his eyes…

i tried to control my smile…but his face expression made me laugh…

after i while i saw him looking at me….
ohh god its embarassing….

ohh madam.. ru going to stand here. ..come sit..he helped me to sit and he sit opposite to me…

thank you,,, i said….he looked at me confused…

for this arrangement…i..i loved it…..
he looked at me for a while…

thank u say kaam nahi chalenga..he said with a smirk….

i can feel something is there behimd that smirk…

then..?? i said still not getting what he want to say…

arrey swara…samjona……..

mein kya samjoon ??? what he is talking about… hw can i kno wat is going in his mind…. i am not a mind reader ??? uhh

i kno u r nt a mind reader ?? he said looking into my eyes…. hw come he kno i was thinking this ??? did i said loudly….

hmm… i understood…i said after a while…

really !!! he said with shining eyes and i just nodded….

so ??? he said raising an eyebrow….

i will give u a chance….

what ??? he said shocked…as if he is not expecting that…

then what do u think ??? i asked him…

mm nothing…he said avoiding the gaze…so u forgive me …he said with a hopeful eyes..
how can i say a no…whn a dashing handsome is saying this..swara shut up.mind snaped .i just nodded..

we had our dinner in silence….everytime i feel like he is looking at me…but i cud nt luk him . i looked at my plate and had my dinner…wait how he kno that i love pasta….

how u kno that i love pasta ?

isme badi baath kya hain? he said

uttara telled u ryt ????

no karan told me ??? he said while taking a spoon full of pasta..and stuffing into his mouth…

itni jaldi mein kyun kaathi hoon…. do u need to catch any train ???

he looked at me ..then again start to eat… y r u eating too slow… do u want to miss any train….

ehh ??? eat slowly…. its not good to eat fast… i stopped him from taking another spoon…

he looked at my hand which is now holding his…. a smirk played on his lips….. why he need to smirk all the time…..

i take my hand back..and start to focus on my food… after that he eat slowly…and i smiled mentally…

vaise…dont you want see papa and mom… he said playing with spoon…. karan said me …they want to see u…..

hmm..i just hummed….i dnt know…whatever happend after that…how will i face them…. its more shocking to me that..they know that i am not their child still…they didnt showed me…. they were strange when it comes to me and ragini dee…but still they never show partiality among both of us…..

its okay i will tell karan …u r not ready yet…. he said….i kno it will be difficult for u…. but still…. he was hesitatnt to say….

i just nodded……
after that we didnt speak much….

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