Humrahi ( segment 56 )

He was sitting on the chair behind the desk and on the desk was a girl..she was leaning in to him…and they were doing something..
Well i don’t know what were they doing ..maybe kissing because the next instant i was running down the corridor crying and i think he was running after me..
I am not sure … i think i may be hallucinating..
Why would he leave a hot girl behind ad run after me??
That girl was hot wala hot..with an off shoulder dress ending above her knees..
I grabbed my car keys from my cabin and ran to the parking…got in my car and drove off to the river side..
His point of view-
Oohh shit shit shit !
She saw me with her .? Oh my god what would she think of me now..?
I ran behind her..calling out to her but she din’t stop ..
I ran behind her to the parking as well..but she had gone till then..
” Sir everyone is waiting for you in the confrence hall” said my secreatry over the phone..
Dissapppointed ..defeated i left towards the confrence room…
After the day’s meeting were over …i sped all the way home to explain myself…
But she wasn’t at home..
She had left me once again..
Broken I went to fight to ease my pain..
Few hours later –
I had fought over 6 fights today but my inside still ached…
I din’t know how to soothe this pain..maybe my death will soothe the pain..
But..I couldn’t die i had to live for Dadu..maybe after he died I will jump off from a bridge…or maybe set fire to myself…
Yea setting fire seemed a good idea..you more physical pain will give take away all the pain i felt in my heart…
But what about the pain now??

I poured myself a glass of whiskey and settled in the balcony..
Juda hoke bhi…
tu mujhme kahi baki hainnn…
Palkome banke aasoon…
tu chali aati haiii…
Juda hoke bhiii…
I din’t realise when i began to cry…
Waise zinda hoon aay zindagi
Bin tere meinnn…
Dard hi dard baki raHaAn hai sene meinnn…
Saans lena barhir yahan Jeena nahi haiii…

I banged my hand to the grill and it starts to bleed…
Ab to aadat si hai mujhKOooAise jineEy meinnn..
.Juda hoke bhi…
tu mujhme kahi baki hainnn…
Palkome banke aaAnsooOn…
tu chali aati haiii…
Her memories keep playing in my head…our dance..her kiss…
Saat mere hai tuu hur pal Shabke andhere meinnn…
Paas mere hai tu hur dumm
Ujhle sawarey meinnn…
Dil se dhadkan bhuladenaAasaan nahii hainnn…
Ab to aadat si hai mujhKOooAise jiney meinnnn..
.Juda hoke bhi…
tu mujhme kahi baki hainnn…
Palko mein banke aaAnsooOn…
tu chali aati haiii…AaaAaaaAaa..
.Ab to aadat sii hain mujhKOoo aisee jineEy meinnn…
She had once again left me…this time she dint take a piece of me …she took the whole me..
Now there nothing left..only body no soul