Hiii everyone… I am Gopika here…this is my second ff on ishqbazz…hope you guyz like it..
At Shivaay’s home…
Shivaay is sitting lonely lost in his thoughts…
She is my world…My Anika is my world…but she does not understand it……She always thinks of her and her needs…she never cares for anyone other than her…..she just love her…she doesn’t have any problem,.. if anyone is hurt or not… she just cares for herself….. she just needs her life to be perfect… she goes to any extent for making her things to do… I am her husband…..for the outer world, we were perfect couple…but the inside truth of our relationship was something else…..
A few years back
One day travelling to a village as part of a project….. I clash with a girl…A beautiful girl….who looks like an angel…she starts shouting angrily at me…..but I feel it as cute…..her voice was so soft….i fall in love for her..at the first sight…I simply stand smiling like a mad at her…while she was continuously shouting…..She was a cute village girl…who wears a plain long skirt and top…with her long, lustrous, thick, black hair down to her waist- it fell in gentle, lush waves… eyes are bright and liquid as the fawn’s…she is soo simple…….she is a natural beauty…….that was my Anika…
But now… she is someone else….she is not the same… she has changed..a lot… I need that Anika back… she became blind in money… it seems like she can do anything for money… I want that old Anika who was simple and loved to be happy always…I want her back…I can’t live without her…
For the world call me lucky to have such a wife…and they call us the best partners…but what is inside in our relationship is just opposite…there is no time for her to me…she is busy in her life…didn’t even care about my life… All she wants from me is to show the world they are perfect…I know from inside she loves me a lot…she herself has no idea what she is know…how she is…she didn’t even realise she has changed how much she is changed…all her innocence have wiped off from her without her knowledge…
She was the one who bring brightness in my life…who give me happiness… I was alone from my birth… I didn’t have any family… I am an orphan lived my life in an orphanage… but when I saw her I thought I got a family…i got the everything which was missing in my life… I earned all the things which I have today was for her…to get her…i worked every day to earn all this…as her father who was the respected man of the village who has promised himself he will only give his daughter to a rich man…
I earned everything for her..but she is not with me…she is not with me to share my happiness and sadness…she is in her own world…lost behind the money…she just want her things to get at right time… The girl i loved and the girl who is my wife is not same..there thinking is different.. they are not the same…the one I thought who will never live me alone…showed me the worst loneliness of life…
Disturbing his thoughts he hears the knock at the door…the servant runs to open the door… Shivaay smiles sadly seeing the servant… he remembers how rudely Anika behaves with him… how she throws things on him…how she disrespects him even without thinking he is elder to her…still he doesn’t live from there…its because he considers and loves him as his son…
The door was opened…and she enters the house…the one who he loved…his wife…her friends call her devil…yes she has become like a devil know….she wasn’t the cute and sweet girl anymore…she has changed…she has made herself a devil…but still he loves her soo much…He smiles at her…She smiles at him back…and comes to him… “Hey baby.. let’s have a drink “
By saying she opens the bottle of whisky and pours in the glass…and hands one to him and rinks the other glass…
Shivaay stares at her who was drinking it…all the old memories run coming to him…the moment before their marriage…when she said she doesn’t like smell of alcohols and take the promise from him that he should never drink it…till now he hasn’t drink it..he somehow made some excuse or have dropped it off without anyone’s knowledge..
Shivaay pours the drink into the nearby flower wase without letting Anika see it…
Shivaay; do you remember that you have said me once you don’t like the smell of alcohol
Anika; lol…yea I have…..and I regret when I said it…anyway..Ok, bye baby… I should take a snap..i am soo tired…let me sleep…
By saying she gets up
Shivaay; dinner?
Anika; I had it with friends…
By saying she leaves…
Shivaay shakes his head in disbelief…there were times when doesn’t eat food without he come home and have it with her…he remembers the moment when he scolded her for not having food and waiting for him late till night for him
Shivaay looks at the dining table emotionlessly..he moves towards it and takes his food…had it lonely and leaves after having it…
He then looks at the balance food being thrown in wastebasket….it is the scene which is going on in the house for last few months…
He remembers the moment when Anika forces him to have all the food as she considered it as the god…
He lies in the soaf…thinking about how his life, his love changed in last few months…
PRECAP; Shivaay hurt to see another guy with Anika…
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