Guilt….Shivika os by anu….Part 18

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Guilt
Part 18

They reach the hospital….Anika screams for calling a stretcher…the ward boy came quickly with the stretcher..Shivaay was immediately taken to the Operation Theater…He had lost a lot of blood….
While going towards the OT Anika was holding his hand tightly and crying…….She couldn’t afford to lose Shivaay..He was her everything…She cannot live without him…
When the reached OT Anika left Shivaay’s hand(In the same way how the heroine leaves the hero’s hand…let this be a bit filmy…hehe)

The doctor rushed towards the OT…before the doctor entered Anika pulled him and said

Anika- If anything happens to Shivaay..I will not leave you..take everything which I have..but I.want him back..

The doctor immediately went inside the OT

Anika started to cry harder and took the support of wall and sat down ..She again had flashbacks…

She couldn’t bear that “Guilt” within her and stood up..She ran to the special prayer room…There God’s idol was there….

Anika- Why why why….Why are you doing this with me…When I was living my life with shivaay’s memories you made him come back to my life..and when now I need Shivaay the most he is fighting against death….Why are you doing this with me???

Why…
You know..till now I believed that I can stay without Shivaay..but when he is in the OT I feel like I am losing him..No..you cannot snatch my Shivaay from me..You cant…my love for him is strong…it will never fall weak….
All these three years I was living in with the Guilt that I destroyed Shivaay’s life…everyday when ever I would talk to you I used to cry….I used to cry because of my “Guilt” within me…I cannot bear it anymore .I cannot…I cannot bear that pain that makes me feel like someone is stabbing my heart 1000 times…I cannot bear the pain…
I know my love for Shivaay is true…and True love can bring my Shivaay back…God..please…don’t snatch my Shivaay from me…I cannot live without him…he is my everything ..I will die out of guilt if you snatch home from me…I would not even.have to do suicide…I would die at that moment if you snatch my Shivaay from me…I love him….I love him to the infinity…I cannot afford to.lose him…I cannot…please don’t snatch him from me…please don’t….

Anika is crying harder and harder while saying each word….She is continuously saying don’t snatch my Shivaay from me…Don’t snatch my Shivaay from me…..

Suddenly a nurse came to Anika and said. – Mam please come with me….

Precap- Suspense …. 😉

So will God seperate Shivaay from Anika..or by the power of Anika’s true love will Shivaay be saved…stay tuned to know more…And yes Anika confronted God OK…
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With love..

Anu