Guilt ( A RagSan FF) Chapter 50 (Last Chapter)

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A/N: Here comes the last episode of Guilt. Phew finally I finished a story. I actually thought of ending it at episode 45 but someone requested me to at least make it reach 50th episode(arviabhigya (in wattpad and Nikky here in TU) and at last moment I extended it. This wasn’t the actual end I thought. But I hope I justified your expectations.

P.S: I would love if you people post long comments also which totally depends on your convenience and you can also reserve your comments for the epilogue, totally your wish. Positive and negative comments are welcome. And if you feel comfortable you can comment in any language like hindi, urdu, tamil and Kannada, I will love to read them too because we can express ourself better in our mother tongue so feel free and let me know how did you feel throughout the ff. Any doubts any clarification you can let me know which I can clear with the epilogue on Monday. And I promise from next week I wil be regular with my other stories.

And there is a surprise coming in for RagSan fans. Happy reading. And keep smiling. I can finally say that yohooo


“Pari… Look here. Here beta. Camera is here” Pari moved her head listening to the most soothing voice of her life. Her papa who was recording her steps smiling behind the handy cam. She smiled widely and walked happily to him. “Awww meli choti bandariya” said Sanskar lifting her in his hands. “Yaay Pari started walking. Yaay” screeched Ansh and Ananya jumping.

“Sanki what are you doing? You are spoiling the kids also. Oye their school bus will come. They are not even ready” said Ragini. “Mumma mumma. Pari started walking” said Ansh and Ananya jumping in front of Ragini. “Really?” said Ragini surprised. They nodded their heads happily. Ragini looked at Pari smiling and neared her and twirled her in air happy. “Carefull bandariya. She will feel dizzy” said Sanskar grabbing Pari. “Pari ka chamcha” said Ragini, Ansh and Ananya glaring him. And Pari encircled her little hands around Sanskar’s neck smiling. And he showed them tongue teasing and ran out of the room and all three of them chased him.


“Are you listening Sanki. You cannot leave me like this.” said Ragini looking at Sanskar painfully. Sanskar’s hand started moving and he held her hand and tried saying something. Ragini looked at him confused. He signed her to remove the oxygen mask. And she neared his face and removed it. “You…. you won’t leave me na… I…. I….. can’t live without you” he struggled to say. Ragini smiled through her tears and nodded her head. “This time I promise you.

I will never ever go away from you. I promise” said Ragini and touched his forehead with her nose and sobbed. “Excuse me ma’am. Please go out. We can’t allow you to stay more” said the doctor and Ragini kissed Sanskar’s forehead placing the oxygen mask back. “I love you” she said and Sanskar said “I love you more” which wasn’t audible clearly but she knew his reply. As she walked outside she remembered all the happenings after her marriage.

Him trying to stay away from her. His confession. His reluctance to move forward in marriage and her pain due to it and at last him deciding to move forward in marriage. His continuous struggle to keep her happy when she used to get upset due to not conceiving. Her pregnancy and his reaction to it. Him running to her rescue when her water broke and their cute moments during her delivery. She smiled remembering it.

She remembered her harsh words and rude behavior with him and she closed her eyes letting the tears flow silently. She was always unfair to him always and he always loved her. “Now I don’t have a complain that I did not see you before you took last breath bhayyu. I know God knew if I was there with you at that time I would have died there itself” thought Ragini looking up

____________________________End of Flashback ____________________________________

“Sanskar. Me and your maa were planning to go for a pilgrimage to Vaishno devi” said DP. “But papa so far. We will also come with you” said Sanskar.

DP smiled at his concern. “No beta we can manage. Let me enjoy being alone with my wife for some days” said DP winking at him. “Ji” said Anu glaring him. She blushed and ran to kitchen. Everyone burst out laughing. “Papa aap bhi na why you tease her” said Ragini nodding her head. “This small small things only make a marriage happy and long lasting beta. I just pray you both stay together like this always” said he caressing her cheek. And Sanskar smiled at him.
Problems never stop coming but facing them is the real test.

His phone ringed and he picked it up and spoke “Ha Sahil bhai.. Oh is it… We will be there” said Sanskar and disconnected the call. “What happened?” asked Ragini as she was placing the plates and dishes back in kitchen. “Kavya’s water broke we have to go to hospital” said Sanskar wiping his hands. “Okay let’s leave. Ansh, Ani come your school bus is also gonna come” said Ragini and picked their school bags and walked out Sanskar followed her with kids and DP with Pari and Anu. “Mumma can’t we take leave today. We want to meet Kavi maasi’s kid” said Ananya pleading. “Ani baby. No missing school. Evening you can come directly there I will send bade papa to your school you can come with him” said Ragini and kissed her cheek and Ansh’s cheek. They sat in the bus and waved her and the bus moved. She sat in the car and Sanskar drove the car.

“Thank god you came. She is calling you from the time we came here” said Dayal as soon as he spotted Ragini. “Poppy relax” said Ragini hugging him to console him. Yohan was standing outside nervous. “Yohan” said Ragini placing her hand on his shoulder. “I’m scared Ragu. I’m scared” said he hugging her. She rubbed his back to console him. The doctor came out and Ragini asked her can she go inside. And she took Ragini with her.

Kavya was screaming very badly. “Kavi” said Ragini kneeling beside her holding her hand. “Ragu I will lose my kid this time also. I will” said Kavya struggling. “You know Kavi who is the strongest person in the world?”she paused and then continued “A mom who decides to protect her kid. Once she decides to protect her kid nothing can stop her. Nothing. Even god will bow down in front of her. So be strong, you can do it. You can protect your kid” said Ragini and caressed her hair. Kavya screamed for the last time and they heard baby’s cry. “It’s a boy” said the doctor and moved with the baby. “See I had told you na” said Ragini and kissed her forehead. Kavya smiled as tears flew from her eyes and she nodded her head weakly.

“Kavi” said Sumi sitting beside Kavya and kissed her forehead. “Poppy” asked she. “Your poppy is crying outside” said Sumi smiling. “Poppy” said Kavya and Dayal entered with tear filled eyes. He ran and hugged her. “I was so scared Doll. Your screams were taking my breath every second” said he. “I’m fine poppy. See” said Kavya dragging him out of the hug. “How are you bacha” asked Swara sitting in front of her. “I’m good Shona dee absolutely fine” said she smiling and Swara smiled caressing her hair. “Awww he looks like Kavi only. Not like Yohan an inch also” said Harish who was playing with the baby. “Ohho uncle you don’t know anything okay. He looks like me not like her” said Yohan. “I know Harish don’t know anything but this time he is right.

He looks like Kavya only.” said Avantika taking the baby in her arms. “How is that possible. Something will be similar” said Yohan and approached the baby and stood confused. “What happened?” asked Ragini. “He looks like normal baby how are they saying he looks like Kavi. He is so small to recognize” said Yohan. “Buddhu ram they were just teasing you. Staying with this Mandh Budhi Maheshwari, you have become one” said Ragini hitting him playfully on his head. “Again you called me that Bandariya? I won’t leave you” said Sanskar and chased her all around and she ran out and he followed her. “So much they fight” said Dayal who was holding Pari. “But can’t stay without each other” said Anu smiling.

“Adarsh” said Kavya and Sanskar looked at her. “We will name him Adarsh” said Kavya when they were discussing the name of the kid. “He was like my elder brother Sanskar. I do miss him the way you miss him” said Kavya smiling and Sanskar smiled and nodded his head.

“Actually we have a news for you all” said Sahil hesitant and he looked at Swara to say but she nodded her head and signed him to say. “Wo actually we are expecting our second baby” said Sahil. “What? wow” said Ragini and hugged Swara and Kavya joined her. “OMG I’m so happy dee” said Ragini and Swara blushed in her hold. “Congrats Sahil bhai” said Yohan and Sanskar hugging him from the either sides. Anu, Sumi congratulated Avantika for becoming Dadi for the second time and Dayal and DP congratulated Harish.

“Mumma what did papa say why all are hugging each other” asked Swapnil standing beside Swara. “Wo swapu’s mumma gonna get him a baby to play with” said Ragini caressing his hair. “Sachi” said he with wide open eyes and big bright smile. “Muchi” said Ragini kissing his cheek. “Yay” screeched he and ran inside the ward and everyone smiled looking at his excitement. “He is same like Vikram. Even he was so happy when we were expecting Ragini” said Sumi and tears flew from her eyes. “Maa” said Swara and Sumi wiped her tears smiling.

Ragini became sad and headed out from there. Swara signed Sanskar to go behind her and he complied. “Mumma will be again angry on Poppy?” asked Ananya. “No bacha your mumma’s love for your poppy has won her anger long back. She just misses her bhayyu badly” said Sahil caressing her cheek and lifting her in his arms.

“Ragini” said Sanskar and she turned and hugged him immediately. “How much ever I try I can’t fill that void space Sanskar. It always pains me thinking why did he leave me and go. I will always need him in my life. I will always have that regret that I did not know what he wished in his life. At least one wish of his; a last wish I could not fulfill.

He had nothing for himself. Not even dreams” said Ragini and sobbed. “If you cry like this remembering him you know how much it will pain him. You have to remember him with a smile otherwise it will pain him that he is not with you when you need him. You want him to be sad due to it?” asked Sanskar and she nodded her head. “Now be a good girl and stop crying bandariya. You look like a langoor when you cry” he said and Ragini hit him playfully on his chest and he dragged her more close to him. “I know Ragini you will not forgive me. But I have no regrets now as you are with me. I don’t need anything else” thought he and closed his eyes.

*********************6months leap************************************

“Sanki come early today evening ok. Shona dee’s godh bharai today” said Ragini fixing his tie. “Okay madam” said he saluting. She dragged him with his tie and placed his lips on her lips and Sanskar looked at her shocked. They heard door bell and departed. Ragini ran out of room and he screamed “I will take revenge bandariya”

“Hello my name is Parth” said a person when Ramu kaka opened the door. “I want to meet Ms. Ragini” he said and Ramu kaka took him inside. “Who is that Ramu kaka?” asked Ragini descending the stairs. “Hello my name is Parth(Kinshuk Mahajan)” said he forwarding his hand and Ragini looked at him confused shaking hand.

“Sir please don’t call any of my family member…. I know I’m gonna die….. And my chotu Ragini cannot see me like this…..” said Vikram pleading when he was taken in the ambulance. He looked at Swara painfully who was lying unconscious.

“But we…” said Parth and he was interrupted by Vikram who said “Please sir… I have very less time. I know my chotu, she will somehow find me out and come. When she comes tell her as I could not be there for her birthday this time I have kept a gift with Kishan. And I told him also unless she comes not to give it or send it to her. Please convey this message somehow to her please” said Vikram pleading him and his pulse started dropping and he started breathing heavily widening his eyes more and more.

“Actually that day my cousin also met with an accident in US and was serious and I had to leave the country in a hurry and when I came back I could not trace you as you people had changed your home. I just had the doctors contact number who tried saving him that night Doctor Akshay.

Recently he called me and said he had seen you and recognized but I was in US for some work commitment and finally I came back to India and found your address and came here. I’m really sorry that I took such a long time. I know how much a person’s last words mean to the people who love him the most” said Parth and Ragini sat numb and tears were flowing from her eyes. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. And she did not know how to react. “I…. I….” struggled Ragini to say anything. “Thank you so much” said Sanskar who was standing behind her and she turned to him and her face muscles struggled to show any expression. She was still numb. She was about to collapse. Sanskar neared her and held her. “Bhayyu” only could escape her mouth.

“I know you don’t want to see his face also Ragini but we have to do this” said Sanskar holding her shoulders as they were standing near Kishan’s home door. Sanskar pressed the calling bell and a lady opened the door. “Yes?” she asked (Sara Khan). “Ji we want to meet Mr. Kishan” said Sanskar. “But he” said she. “Please ma’am we will not take much time” pleaded Sanskar. “Okay come in” she said and they headed inside behind her.

Ragini closed her fist as much as she could and Sanskar held her hand and she looked at him. He signed her to control herself and she nodded her head. They entered a room where Kishan was lying on a bed. As they neared him Ragini’s eyes widened as she saw his situation. His right hand was twisted and lips contorted. “He was paralyzed more than 8 years back. From then he is in same state” said the lady. “You?” asked Sanskar to the lady. “I’m his wife. He got this attack just two months after our marriage. He had nobody other than me” said she and wiped her tears. “You are really brave dee” said Sanskar holding her shoulders and consoling her. “I had to fulfill our marriage vows. To be with him in his all struggles” said she smiling through her tears.

“R…Ra….gini” said Kishan(Angad Hasija) with difficulty with his contorted mouth when he looked at his left. Ragini was shocked. She was not in a state to answer. He smiled like a small kid looking at her like he was craving to see her from births. Hot tears gushed down her cheeks burning her face and head. She stumbled and was about to fall. Sanskar held her supporting her. With difficulty she moved to him and sat beside him. He struggled to touch her head and Ragini bent her head sobbing. He signed his wife something and she brought a box. He sat with Sanskar’s help and tried opening it but was not able to. Ragini stopped his hand and opened it and found a gift. She left a breath she was holding from a long time looking at her bhayyu’s last gift.

“Thank you” she said looking at Kishan who smiled through his tears. “I… I was holding my breath for this” he said with struggle. Ragini hugged him and sobbed. He signed her to open it. She nodded her head and opened it and found a cd in it. “What is this?” asked she wiping her tears. “CD” said Sanskar. “I have eyes stupid Maheshwari. I know it’s cd” said Ragini glaring him. Kishan and his wife looked at them shocked. “That’s how she speaks” said Sanskar smiling at them and they smiled looking at them. “Can I use your cd player and tv?” asked Ragini and Kishan’s wife nodded her head and inserted the cd in the player. Sanskar helped Kishan to walk outside the room and all of them reached hall.

“Bacha” Vikram’s voice stopped Ragini’s heart beat. She looked up shocked. It felt like she took a breath after long period of breathlessness. It felt like something which can’t be defined exactly. The tear burnt like it wasn’t water but lava gushing down her cheek. She did not hear him from almost 8 years and she was craving to hear him from ages it felt. Finally her bhayyu spoke though it was virtual it was worthier than the reality.

Vikram shrank his eyes and spoke “I know you are angry that I will be going out of station on your birthday. Sorry chotu. You know na work commitments. If I attend this conference they will promote me and I will get more salary and I can fulfill my dreams soon, dreams of your and Shona’s marriage. But I thought I will spend my chotu’s birthday like this at least. Sorry na” Ragini moved blankly not able to react.
“Abhi mujhme kahi baki thodi si hai zindagi”
“Bhayyu….” said she and held herself from scattering
Jagi dhadkan nayi jaana zinda hu mai tho abhi

She took a breath and it looked like she was dead all these days and somebody breathed her life back inside her
Kuch aisi lagan iss lamhe me hai yeh lamha kaha tha mera

She remembered all her moments with Vikram. His care his words his expressions like it was playing in front of her just then.
Ab hai samne isse chulu zara mar javu ya jeelu zara

She stood near to the tv and tried touching his face but again withdraw her hand back fearing it’s a illusion and will disappear if she touched it and hesitantly touched it
Kushiya chumlu ya rolu zara marjavu ya jeelu zara

When it did not disappear her emotions broke all the limits and she kissed his face all over the tv and touched her cheek to it and let all her tears flow. It felt like she was hugging her bhayyu again. How much she craved for it. She cannot even put it in words.

Is there anything better than water which can satisfy your thirst, is there anything which can cool you like the shadow of a tree when you are burning under the sun. Is there anything better than the first byte of food when you are hungry from months. It felt that good. It felt more than that.

“Chotu on your this birthday I have a wish. You remember you always used to ask me what is my wish. I thought a lot and this came in my mind. Will you fulfill that? Please” Vikram asked bending his head and closing one eye. Ragini nodded her head and sobbed. “You know I am always proud that you are my chotu my bacha. I gave you all the good values in life. I know you will never forget them. But one thing is like a black mark on your such good personality.

You know what?” asked Vikram. Ragini nodded her head. “Your anger. Your stubbornness not to listen to anyone when you get angry on someone. You will literally start hating the person. I can’t digest your behavior that time” he said and paused. “I told you many times learn to forgive people because nobody is perfect in the world. We all do mistakes. We do sin also but nobody is bad only situation make them bad. Every evil person has a story where his goodness was crushed. Everyone cannot be happy all the time. It will imbalance the world and God’s equation. So situations come where one person does mistake and the other has to pay for it. But that is your Karma. And don’t worry his karma also will come back and he will pay for it. We are just human beings God has his own ways to punish people and make them repent.

So we should leave it on God. Forgiveness is the least you can give to someone because God will plan such things for them you and I cannot even imagine. Look at Kishan’s situation. He got Paralytic attack. I don’t say it is for his mistakes but it was fate. He was always repenting for hurting me that day. I always assured him that I don’t have any grudge on him and I forgave him long back. But your anger was haunting him. You not forgiving him was the biggest burden on his soul. Guilt is something which is heavier than the heaviest thing chotu. I’m damn sure if you say that you forgave him he will recover. That’s why I tried talking to you morning but you never give a chance for others to speak when you are angry and I got this idea. Will you fulfill your bhayyu’s this wish?

Will you learn to forgive people?” he pleaded her. A tear dropped from his eye and Ragini tried wiping it forgetting it’s a video. He wiped it taking a deep breath. “I don’t know chotu why I feel like this. I know you will kill me for saying this but I’m feeling strange I feel this is my last wish of my life like I don’t want anything else in my life or feels like I will not get a chance to make any wish” said he and stood thinking deeply. “No…. no…..” said Ragini and struggled to breath between her sobs and hugged the tv more tightly like she doesn’t want to let him go ever. “Sorry sorry sorry. I did not wanted to say it on your birthday but I felt like sharing my restlessness. Please chotu sorry for making you emotional on your birthday.

Happy birthday my life and soul. Ya I know new name but I felt like saying. Ahhh I’m feeling strange from few days. Happy happy birthday my chota sa bacha” said Vikarm and stood smiling through his tears. “Don’t go na bhayyu….” said Ragini bending her head to control her paining throat “Please” said she and tried grabbing his figure but the video finished and it took her breath away. “Bhayyu…….” screamed Ragini collapsing on the floor and fainted in Sanskar’s arms. “Ragini…. Ragini….” patted Sanskar her cheek. “Take her inside. I will call mom she is a doctor and her clinic is nearby” said Kishan’s wife and dialed a number from her phone as Sanskar lifted Ragini and headed inside the room.

“R…. R….gini” said Kishan and tried walking behind her and fell down. “Kishan…” screamed his wife horrified. She helped him to stand and walked with him and made him sit beside Ragini. Sanskar sprinkled the water in the glass on the table and Ragini opened her eyes slowly and found Sanskar who was sobbing kneeling beside her. She looked beside him and found Kishan sitting. “I forgive you Kishan Bhai.. I forgive you” she said and hugged him getting up and caressed his back. Kishan’s eyes gleamed with happiness.

As the biggest burden on his soul vanished he felt extremely light. She dragged herself away from the hug and sat holding Sanskar’s hand. Sanskar sat in front of her on the other side and kissed her forehead. “Dare you play this fainting game with me again Bandariya. I will never talk to you. You know how much scared I got. Do you have any idea” said Sanskar sobbing cupping her face. “Shhhh” said Ragini placing her finger on his lips and nodded her head in no and wiped his tears. “I want to tell you something” said she. He looked at her confused. “I forgive you Sanskar. I forgive you. And I’m sorry for whatever I made you to go through because of my anger. Will you forgive me for that?” asked she cupping his face. He closed his eyes.

The burden on his soul disappeared and it felt his life was meaning full now. It felt like he achieved something finally worth fighting all his life. Worth of his struggle of so many years. Worth sacrificing all his happiness. He held her hand and kissed it. “You know this is the best sentence you have ever told me. The best one. And I forgave you long back Ragini. You hurt me but you loved me more than that. You repented for your deeds than asking sorry all the time. That is what makes you special. Very special” he said and dragged her in a hug. “I have one more thing to say” said Ragini. He looked at her confused. She held his hand and placed it on her stomach. “What happened? Is it paining?” asked Sanskar. “You are really impossible Sanki” said she and walked from there furiously. “What did I do now?” asked he following her.

“Anjali beta” said Sakshi entering Kishan’s house. “Arrey doctor Sakshi” said Ragini standing in front of her. “Arrey Ragini, Sanskar. You both here?” asked she confused. “Maa” said Kishan’s wife coming to the hall. “Arrey Anju you remember I used to tell you about a couple who used to come to my clinic. These only” said she clearing the doubts. “She is your daughter?” asked Ragini and Sakshi nodded her head. “She is my husband’s elder brother’s daughter.

We did not had kids. She did not had parents so we completed each other. When you told your story I felt I’m seeing myself in you that day” said Sakshi caressing her cheek. Ragini again felt dizzy and Sanskar held her. “Bandariya can’t you be careful just now you fainted and you were saying you are having stomach pain also” said Sanskar worried. “Who faints due to stomach pain?” asked Sakshi surprised. “He is mental. I’m trying to tell him that I’m pregnant he is not understanding only” said Ragini annoyed. “So does that mean you to be careless…

Never will you leave a chance to prove yourself bandariya” said Sanskar annoyed. “Impossible you are” said Ragini and stormed from there. “What did I do now?” he asked annoyed. “She is right about you. Tubelight you are” said Sakshi nodding her head smiling. “OMG Ragu” screamed Sanskar running behind her as he understood what exactly is happening. “Beautiful couple” said Anjali placing her head on Sakshi’s shoulder and she cupped her face. “Annn Anju” said Kishan and both of them turned to him. He moved his hand slowly and it changed it’s shape. Anjali smiled and entered his room and sat in front of him. “Now I will try more to get you back to normal Kishan” she said and kissed his forehead and he smiled looking at her. Sakshi wiped her tears looking at them. She neared the door and found Sanskar lifting Ragini and twirling her. And she screaming to put her down

“Sanki” said Ragini when he was caressing her hair when she placed her head on his chest. “Hmm Bandariya” said he. “You did not tell me how you know to plait the Saree” said Ragini complaining. “I told you that day only” said he casually. “That’s not fair. I want to know please” said Ragini. “Okay I will tell you meri maa. I missed fulfilling your cravings last time and I won’t miss it this time” said he and dragged her close to him and she cuddled in his hold. “Actually when Ansh was in Pari Bhabi’s womb we had organized her Godh Bharai function in our house. And men were not allowed inside the function they can only sit outside and wait for the function to get over. But Adarsh bhai wanted to attend it and even I wanted to know what they do in the function” said Sanskar looking at Ragini. “Then?” said Ragini placing her hand on his chest.

“Then Dayal uncle came to our rescue. He said he knows to plait the saree” said he and Ragini interrupted him asking “How does poppy knew?” “Wait na Bandariya I’m telling na. Dayal uncle had learnt to plait saree to Kavya when she was in kindergarten as she was participating in fancy dress compitition. So he taught us to plait it and we attended the godh bharai function without anybody’s knowledge” said Sanskar and chuckled. “Oh” said Ragini surprised. “But that day you told something else na” said she. “That was just to confuse you. Who will say this much Ram Kahani to your newly wedded wife” said he and kissed her forehead. She smiled and hugged him and he placed his chin on her head and closed his eyes. Finally he could smile, he could cry, he could love her and other than that he never wished anything else.
“Life never gives you chances. You have to give chances to your life. Love is unpredictable but it is the most powerful emotion in the world which can win over hatred. When someone hurts and destroys your life still you should give a chance to them when they want to repent for their sins. Guilt might be the heaviest thing to carry but forgiveness is equally most difficult decision. It is hard to come out of that memory which snatched everything from you. But love can bring you out of it. Sanskar’s love brought my chotu out of it. My chotu’s love for me made her to take the most difficult decision of her life. And I’m the most happiest person due to it. Now I can peacefully join my dad who is enjoying his life in heaven. Bye chotu, bye chipkali, bye mumma. I love you all” said Vikram and walked backward and disappeared in the stars with a bright smile.
*********************************THE END**************************************

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  1. This is the bestttttt….gonna miss thissss….finally happy n heart touching end…..Sally love u lots dear again n again thank uuuuuuuuu?????

    1. Sally_blr

      Aww Nazu. Thank you so so much. Love you too ???????

  2. I am crying u finished it romba kastam iruku ma awesome chappy epavum manasula irukum intha ff romba nala irunthuchu 50 episode um semaya irunthuchu thanks for ths wonderful ff. ungaluku time iruntha thirumbavum ragsan ff ezuthunga just request. waiting for epilogue.

    1. epilogue ezathanum aasai patinga athu nadaka pothu take care

    2. Sally_blr

      Ungalk epdi nandri solrudo teriyada. I’m really overwhelmed by your love you showered to my story ????

  3. How could you do this how could you end this ff I’m literally crying and I will definitely miss this ff like hell please come with new ff like this which gives life to the letters..You deserve this

    1. Sally_blr

      Awww I’m sorry but I could not stretch it more. It was about guilt when it isn’t there anymore it will lose its charm. Hope you understand dear. Thank you so so much for your immense love and support which always inspires me to improve myself ?

  4. Sindhura

    Awesome ending

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear. I know how much you were worried for Ragsan and all thanks to you for this ending. Let me tell you a secret I planned for a sad ending only but breaking so many people’s heart I really couldn’t do that. I know I torture you a lot by not revealing anything whenever you asked about the ending. But really love you for your continous support and inspiration love you

      1. Sindhura

        So sweet of you

  5. Drashti

    What an epic journey it was… I was in love with u your ff. Loved it a lot..?Superb end dear… One of my favorite ff will miss It for sure (sad crying faces)?? but everything has a end thank you for giving Happy ending? Take care dear..)

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear. Glad you loved my story so much. All thanks to you people who compelled me to make it a happy ending. So glad you liked it. ?

  6. You always make me emotionally. I just don’t know what to say. Here nobody was at fault but the situation. They lost the most important people of their life only to get the most important people of their life. They lost their loved ones only to gain the love of their life. But that void can never be filled. They miss their loved ones but still happy with each other.
    Life is so complicated. Today you made me so emotional that i don’t know whether to cry or to be happy. I am going to miss you very much. Plz come back soon. Love you. TC

    1. Sally_blr

      I’m speechless seriously absolutely speechless. I just don’t how to convey my feelings after reading your comments. You know you have put up the whole story and thought so beautifully which even I will not be able to do so. Thank you a big thank you for loving this story so much. Love you yaar. ????????

  7. this was the most emothional ff i have ever read awsome end plz update casanova soon

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you ankita I will surely update it this week dear. Sorry I made you wait so much.

  8. When u gave the promo of guilt and rishtey u wrote smtg in guilt part but in main story there is no such part

    1. Sally_blr

      It was just dream sequence Vani. It won’t come in the story

  9. Hi iam silent reader of your ff, i have commented very rarely but i like your ff very much. This is one ff which have all human emotions like happy, sorrow, helplessness, scarifice, affection, caring, protection,forgiveness, guilt, possiveness, stubborn, sin, crime etc…. This ff is with reel feelings with real emotions. Keep continue your work and give us this kind of beautiful ff from your box.
    And sorry for not commenting in all your episodes.Bye keepsmiling and takecare…..
    Last but not the least waiting for epilogue eargerly.

    1. Sally_blr

      Hi dear. Thank you so so much. Though you have commented for the first time your comment showed how well you got involved in the story. Thank you so so much for loving the emotions I portray

  10. Now I m crying di y u don’t told us before I’m very connected to ur story

    1. Sally_blr

      If I would have told before only I’m sure you wouldn’t have let me to end it. Sorry but I couldn’t drag it more

  11. And I hate u for this.

    1. Sally_blr

      AWww Vani. I know I hurt you with this sudden end I hope you will surely like my new story.

  12. Sry for previous comment di

    1. Sally_blr

      That’s OK Vani I do understand your emotions with the story

  13. Asw

    dragging the story will destroy the vision of a story only one word superbbbb keep going

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear for understanding love you

  14. Pls give us an another ff on ragsan pls di plsssssss……………………
    ….MY CUTE DI HENA plsssssss. ………….

    1. Sally_blr

      How can I say no to my cute bacha. I have already uploaded the new story I hope you will like it

  15. Keerthu

    Really really awesome dr……… I luv it dr………

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much keerthu. Love you

  16. Awesome ending. It’s simply superb

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear. Glad you liked it.

  17. Hi I am a silent reader till now but your story make me to break my silence. Yaar you are a truly amazing writer I don’t hv any words to describe my feeling. You know I am just like ragini angry and stubborn I don’t forgive anyone easily but today you change me completely today I understand what is the meaning of forgiveness.
    Plz come back with other ff soon.
    Hat’s off a grand salute to u.

    1. Sally_blr

      Hi khushi. I’m so happy to see your comment you will understand my excitement when you read the epilogue. And what should I say about your comment. It really made my day and it gave me a satisfaction that my story could make a change in someone’s life. It’s really a great compliment for me. Thank you so much dear and one more thing I have already uploaded the new ff hope you will like it too.

  18. Thi is MOST ADORABLE ENDING i was seriously crying when vikram’s cd was going on i cant explain about ur writing about emotions U MADE US CRY YAF LOVEDDDDDD JT SERiously

    1. Sally_blr

      Hi dear. That’s really made me cry when I was writing it. But what to do I can’t stay away from emotions. Thank you so much dear ????

  19. Crystal089

    awesome loved it to core seriously among all writers here u have taken copyright to make us all cry through out the journey each part was awesome and that’s true forgiving anyone is really tough but we need to learn love u and hope ur back with another ragsan ff

    1. Sally_blr

      Crysti I feel someone has given me that copyright. Thank you so so much da you have loved my stories always and encouraged me. ?????????? love you

  20. me to yaar don’t end it and yaa eagerly waiting for epilogue plzz next part soon don’t be late plzzz and promise u comeback with new one

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you nikky. Really glad you love my stories. I have already uploaded dear hope you will like it

  21. Deesh

    God. Sally sisso. Enakku vaaila vaarthaye varala. I am dumbstruck. Literally dumbstruck. Trust me, this is the best part of ur ff so far. The best. Tears are streaming down my eyes. I will miss this ff sisso. I will miss this very badly. Indha storyku epovume oru special place ennoda heart LA irukum. From the beginning where it started with tashan ended with their never ending ishq. Loved this story soooo much. Waiting eagerly for the epilogue.

    P.S: I know sisso that I am not able to give long comments nowadays. Sorry sisso. My boards are nearing and hence I am not able to. This was one of the BEST ragsan stories I have Ever read. Love u sisso ?

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much deeshu and I have told you so many times to not to say sorry. Even if you just say sisso it was good I count it so don’t worry about the length of your comment I love them anyways. I just said some people hesitate to comment thinking I will not be able to read long comments. And I have already mentioned it depends on the reader’s convenience. I love you and your comments however they are. ??????????????

  22. Inu

    Superb. Lovely ending.

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much Inu for your continous support and love ???

  23. Heart touching
    First intha ff start panum pothu read panna avlo interest illa.sad story mathiri irunthuthu.But aprom read panna panna enoda life la intha ff oru part a marichu.
    Intha ff la enaku Romba pudichathu unoda writing style.Ellaroda feelings a ezhuthurathu Romba kashtam but ne atha perfect a paniruntha. Lifelong intha ff manasula irukum. Just love matum life illa nu purinjuthu.
    Gulit and forgiveness are the main plot of this story.Antha idea pidichirunthuthu.
    Few shots nu start Aanathu 50 episodes vanthathula Romba happpy but sudden a ending nu read panunathum……feeling bad.feeling something heavy in my heart
    Intha ff la ella characters oda feelings um clear a perfect a irunthuthu.
    I can’t control my tears. After swaragini ended FFs are my only happiness but today my favourite ff is ending. I can’t tolerate it. I know everything have a ending but I can’t control it.
    You are awesome sally.
    Love you.?????????
    Big hug and kissy
    Aprom ennoda Tamil purinjutha?

    1. Sally_blr

      When I started reading your comment I was like wow Tamil. Sorry dear but I cannot reply so precisely in tamil but I do understand whatever you said. I know I have made you cry from the beginning. That’s really a huge compliment that this story became part of your life. You understood my struggle to bring everyone’s point of view. I was scared where any of my character will be unjustified. Believe it was really difficult to handle. ????????????????????

  24. Jazzy

    ……………………………………………………. u know iss waqat i m just blank kuch words nahi aa rahe dimag me and mujhe believe nahi ho raha tha it ended really and still not able to believe it someone plzzz pinch me aur koi keh do this is just a dream a nad dream…….but yeh sachme end ho gya
    this was my fav ff i used to wait for it always i was just crazy abt it and even thought i got angry on u sometimes that how muc u make ragini and sanky suffer and make me emotional yaar but tha toh mera fav na
    aur har character was my fav every single person … ragini,sanky,yohan,kavya,dayal,swara,sahil,saloni masi, aur bhi jo rwh gye sare hi just u picturised every character soo beautifully kya kaho me aur me kesse bhul gyi ragini ke bhayyu koo for me he is the hero of the story….. the perfect brother
    ragini has been my fav character thoroughout her love for her bhayyu , her motherally care for swara, and even har anger towards sanky and love bhi sabkuch puro imandari se karti thi
    aur sanky ko i didn’t liked in the starting bcz of that accident lekin uske ragini ke liye selfless pyaar ne dil jeet liya ….
    aur ragsan ki nok jhok my fav part and that saree wala ques thank god ans mil gya varna me bhi puchne wali thi…
    and next kavya(how much i hated this name in sr serial) but in ur ff she was just suprrb … the way she loved ragini and she was the one who made ragini realise the truth and sanky ko maaf kiya finally
    and i love u for the fact that u didn’t made kavya negative and i hate this concept of making a frnd or sis negative just for a boy…..
    aur last part kya kaho u made me sooo emotional … she finally got to know her bhayyu’s last wish and his last wish was such jesse usse pta tha ki ragini ko uski jarrorat ha and his words that pta nahi mujhe esse kyun lag raha ha ki yeh meri last wish ha …. i cried reading this it was sooo damn emotional and finally ragini rid sanky of the guilt
    and the ending part bhayyu’s speech was just sooo true how much he was right and u gave a nice lesson in the end
    and it ended really.???????? i still can’t believe
    how much i m addicted to it
    i will miss this tooo much

    1. Jazzy


    2. Sally_blr

      And I’m blank what to reply you and how to convey my feelings. You won’t believe me but when I was writing vikram CD scene I knew you will feel all this. I don’t know I always will guess your emotions when you read my story before you comment. That’s why I call you my soul sister ???????

  25. Awesome yaar…. Outstanding I’m really out of words to praise ur ff…..But eppo ennaku time but I promise I will definitely comment longly in epilogue

  26. Awesome yaar…. Outstanding I’m really out of words to praise ur ff…..But eppo ennaku time illa but I promise I will definitely comment longly in epilogue

    1. Sally_blr

      That’s OK yar. I will wait for your comment on epilogue. Thank you so so much

  27. Very emotional & superb update. will really miss ths ragsan ff…U r an awesome writer dear. plz gv a nem ragsan ff in d coming days.

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear. Even I will miss making people emotional. I have already uploaded dear hope you will like it???

  28. This is seriously not fair.. How can you end it…. Having tears after reading this… Awesome story it was.. Thanks a lot for such beautiful work…

    1. Sally_blr

      I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry. But everything has to end dear. Thank you for trusting me and my thoughts.

  29. I never expected a sudden end Dr. I just loved it. The explanations you gave are really something that all should understand. And congrats for giving 50 fantastic episode. May be my wait for this ff has been over but gonna miss this very badly.
    Waiting for ur epilogue with sweet moments of all. And Yohan being a doctor couldn’t understand their teasing. And finally, I didn’t expect kissan’s entry. But it was so emotional, may be it’s karma what Vikram was saying. But really forgiving someone is the biggest decision to make. A happy ending as wished but so soon. And thanks for spending ur time to write this ff. I want to appreciate ur talent, the way u justified each and every action nd character of everyone from the first update. I really want to write long. But I’m not finding words to express. Take care dr. Love you….

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so so much dear. You know you grasp my emotions so apt I have no idea how to thank you for understanding me and my thoughts so much. I do understand dear as I have told you earlier only I always wait for your comments as you portray my emotions so well with your comments long or short totally depends on your convenience and decision love you.

  30. Akankshanna

    Heart touching story…….outstanding…..incredible … Job……waiting fr nxt…thank u….

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear. Glad you liked and loved my story so much. I have uploaded the next ff dear. Hope you will love it too

  31. A.xx

    Amazing yar and why did u end,,,loved it and as usual u made me senti and I always love this ff as the emotions seem so real,,,so I hope u come back with a new ff xx

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much dear I’m really glad to know you connect to my stories so much.

  32. This is the most amazing ff i have ever read.amazing will be an understatement bcoz ur ff is beyond words.the way u pirtray the feelings of all the characters is really really outstanding.i am a RagLak fan but i started loving RagSan after reading ur ff.i enjoy each and every bit of this ff.u are very talented writer.somebody make this a serial plsssss..feeling very sad.i hope u come with a bang with another RagSan ff.till then we will miss u sally.Lots of love .Take care

    1. Sally_blr

      Hey dear. Thank you thank you thank you so much. I’m really glad you liked my story though being a RagLak fan. Love you ????

  33. Asra

    I am also never expected sudden end Sally….promise yeana solrathuney theriyala dear….Every update u make me emotional cry but today u make me beyond that….After reading thz part something is occupies my mind and heart…i don’t know what’s that….it’s give me some kind of feel and pain….i want to overcome that…but i couldn’t do that…i take one hour to overcome that now also am not….now also am feeling something in my inner soul….am really don’t know what’s that y am feeling like that….i didn’t understand what’s happening….
    and coming to ur update….osssaammm dear….am really speechless…u tied my tongue…am really Soooooooo sorry dear….am not in a mood to write about ur update….am really sooo sorry….One thing dear it’s not only a story….it’s more than that…vikram and shekher each and every word r philosophy of our life….i loved that….am sry for not commenting long one….i wish to give you a long comment but now I couldn’t do that….am really really really really really really Soooooooo sorry dear….first I want to overcome that feelings…later I comment about ur update….plz forgive me…tkcr Sally dear….

    1. Sally_blr

      Asru chellame I always love your love filled candy shower filled comments. Love you take your own time and thank you for loving this story so much

  34. Outstanding
    Loved it alot
    Both complete each other
    N its very true,to live wid guilt is like dieng every moment
    Its really different ff,very amazing
    Gonna miss alot
    Eagerly waiting for epilogue

    1. Sally_blr

      Thank you so much Tani. I always love your comments and wait for it. Love you?

  35. so finaly sanky said that how he know to plait sarees Excellent loved it to the core

    1. Sally_blr

      ya he said that. Ha ha ha. Thank you ammy

  36. Ragz_teju

    I know I am super late sorry for it… superb chappy… I dropped my feelings in epilogue dear

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