HEY GUYS…..I’M SPARKELS…….AS YOU ALL KNOW DHRUVA……AS I’M BUSY I’M LEAVING MY FF’S I WOULD CONTINUE THEM AFTER
EXAMS…….MEANS AFTER SEPTEMBER….SO I THOUGHT TILL THEN IF I FEEL TO DO SOMETHING I CAN WRITE OS…….TODAY I’VE
LEARNT A POEM OF LOVE AND THOUGHT IT’S THE BEST EXAMPLE OF RANVEER’S LOVE FOR ISHANI……….IT’S A SAD ONE !!!!!!!!! SO
HERE YOU GO…………………………….
A dark is shown sitting on the wet sand…….having a wine bottle……in his hand and drinking in a harsh way……the camera pans towards his
face…….a dim yellow light makes his face visible…….they were red as the sun at the time of sunset……burning with tears………the tears were
coming like the waves……….same as the waves which are coming and going back from the sea shore………but his tears didn’t left his eyes…..
his lips were quivering in pain……he face was dull……….looks like he make cry out loud……..but then…….he closed his eyes in pain………..he
saw something……………..he murmurs
I KNOW A LITTLE GARDEN CLOSE
SET THICK WITH LILY AND RED ROSE,
WHERE I WOULD WANDER IF I MIGHT
FROM DEWY DAWN TO DEWY NIGHT,
AND HAVE ONE WITH ME WANDERING……
Remembering this things a smile crept……on his lips…….he think about his past………
A girl in a red frock till her knees……her onyx eyes…….her pink lips…….and her mesmerizing smile……..she came to him and told…….
” Ranveer I want to go outside……please let’s go somewhere please ????? ” He can’t deny her cute request……he suddenly grabbed her by
her waist and says, ” Here is a little garden…….just like you…..full of red lilies and roses…….but yah they are not that much beautiful as you….If
you say l’ll wander there from the morning to night……but yah what I want is you by my side…….now should we go there ?? ” she replied in an
immediate way which makes him smile……….
PRESENT>>
He again started to shed tears………and looks at the garden….and says,,,,,
AND THOUGH WITHIN IT NO BIRDS SING,
AND THOUGH NO PILLARED HOUSE IS THERE,
AND THOUGH THE APPLE BOUGHS ARE BARE
OF FRUIT AND BLOSSOM, WOULD TO GOD,
HER(his loved one) FEET UPON THE GREEN GRASS TROD,
AND I BEHELD THEM BEFORE.
Saying this he again broke in thousands of tears……..he again thinks- Without you no birds sings…….no pillared house is there now in
garden……where you loved to be…….all the tree to whom you hug as now are bare without fruits like me…..without you and your hug…….
all the fruit and the blossom (beauty) are now gone to god……with you…….where your feet used to walk on the grass i still remembered are
before…….
A feeling of guilt was seen on his face……..he now come close to the sea……and touches the water…..and again says
THERE COMES A MURMUR FROM THE SHORE,
AND IN THE PLACE TWO FAIR STREAMS ARE,
DRAWN FROM THE PURPLE HILLS AFAR,
DRAWN DOWN UNTO THE RESTLESS SEA,
THE HILL WHOSE FLOWER NEVER FED THE BEE,
THE SHORE NO SHIP HAS EVER SEEN,
STILL BEATEN BY THE BILLOWS GREEN,
WHOSE MURMUR COMES UNCEASINGLY
UNTO THE PLACE FOR WHICH I CRY.
Saying this he looked some distance away saw two mountains….which were purple due to the wild flowers…….he hears the sound of just
stream flowing and gets mixed to the sea….the shore is making the murmur of sea waves which has not seen any ship after you went……..that
only makes me cry….continuously like teasing me for what I lose……..again he moves back……..showing he back to sea and turning to the
garden…….throwing the wine bottle……and again murmurs in pain
FOR WHICH I CRY BOTH DAY AND NIGHT,
FOR WHICH I LET SLIP ALL DELIGHT,
THAT MAKES ME BOTH DEAF AND BLIND,
CARELESS TO WIN, UNSKILLED TO FIND,
AND QUICK TO LOSE WHAT ALL MEN SEEK.
Saying this he saw upwards to the sky….and in a painful voice- Because of you(god) I cry day and night……for whom I left all the delightful
things and you ??Took her away ???….and that makes me deaf and blind…….I can’t see anything except her face…….I can’t hear anything
except her voice,…….I’m in no race to win any aim……nor I’m now left with any skill to find any goal………I’m ready to lose everything…..for
which people seek……..what I want is just HER…….
He in a drunken manner went to the car…..and started for his house……..he went to his dark room……….took a photo frame…….and says to
himself……
YET TOTTERING AS I AM, AND WEAK,
STILL HAVE I LEFT A LITTLE BREATH
TO SEEK WITHIN THE JAWS OF DEATH
AN ENTRANCE TO THAT HAPPY PLACE,
TO SEEK THE UNFORGOTTEN FACE
ONCE SEEN, ONCE KISSED, ONCE……….REFT(robbed) FROM ME
ANIGH(near) THE MURMURING OF THE SEA.
he sits and puts that frame nearby…….took a knife which was lying in the fruit basket……he confess him to be weak…..he want to die……..but
his little bit breath is still left…….he is ready to jump in the mouth of death…….and he want to enter that happy place……where he can meet that
unforgotten face……which was once seen…….once kissed and then……….robbed away from him…….
He thinks about how the robbers killed her in front of him……….and he can’t do anything………he saw her in the extreme pain…….her loud
scream was giving him stabs every now and then………..the way that robber stabbed her brutally and thrown her near the shore……….her last
words were making him guilty- I LOVE YOU RANVEER,…..PLEASE STAY HAPPY FOREVER…….
FOREVER he thinks,……I can’t live without you……It has been one and a half month you left me…….I can’t handle it more……..I want to see
you……I want to kiss you……I want to snatch you away from god……but I can’t……I’m sorry ISHANI but I’m now broken without you……so I’M
COMING TO YOU………..and I’ll beg to god that he will give us reborn…..in this form……..so we can again wander with hands in hands near
THAT GARDEN BY THE SEA………
Telling it with a force he cut his wrist……..see the blood and smile in a victorious way……he took that frame and hugged it and slept IN A
DEEP AND UNBROKEN SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!