My First Love – OS – Ragsan by suma

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Ragini pov

Yes, he is my first love and still I love him.. It is after all your first love and will be so forever…he is my aunt son, his name sanskar.

Now we both are 21, ummm yeah he is one month elder to me…

I already said he is my aunt son…so they used to come to my house every holidays in childhood. We used to play together , eat together and bath together ??? don’t get me wrong till some age…

He used to snatch my toys and made me cry many times. When iam eating anything he will grab it from my hands and will eat them. Like we always fight for something…I don’t know what he will get by doing such things with me. After some days I fedup with him and i stopped reacting for his doings, I think he got hurt he started being nice with me…. Like he used to buy things with his pocket money which he saved for his things ..and he makes me eat sometimes…he cares for me …he loves me like best friend….
Don’t know when but I have fallen for him…silly right…but in childhood I don’t even want him to play with any other children … Sanskar will come yearly once to my home and will stay for 1month …for that one month  i will wait for 11 long months…

after some years they stopped coming to our home…I was missing him badly like anything…then I asked my parents that I will go to their home and they send me to my aunt’s place…but sanskar was in boarding school so I don’t get a chance to meet him…while in holidays he never came home , he went for cricket coaching and sometimes he stayed in friends home..like I never get a chance to meet him..but sometimes he will meet for some family functions and he behaves like I never existed, it hurts right…
But what to do it’s my fate…If I tried to talk with Sanskar , it was like only hii – hello – how r u?? – how was Ur studies going on ?? Like we will start a conversation like we never known to eachother….
Sometimes it hurts…but now iam used to it…

When we love someone too much that their little talks or small gestures make us happy…that what I feel when he smiles at me..

Till now it happened like this but now it’s totally different now, because my dad is going to ask my aunt to give sanskar’s hand for me ….For MARRIAGE ????? literally iam shocked…Me and sanskar Marriage …iam happy like for my happiness has no bounds ???????

Wen we get our loved ones as life partner that feeling will be like inexpressible in words…

My thoughts were disturbed by my mobile beep it’s a message from unknown number

” Hi, what are u doing?? ”

” Who is this?? ”

” Hey Ragini , it’s me sanskar ”

No words to describe my happiness as it’s him …it’s him…it’s sanskar… seriously I can’t believe…my heart is beating fast in its cage , what happened to me !!!! God
Soon I saved his number as MINE silly right …but he is mine…

” Are u there , ragini ?? ”

” Ha, sanskar what a surprise , u messaged me ”

” Vo… I have an important matter to talk with you ”

” Yeah tell me sanskar ”

Smile is not leaving my face …by d way why should it will go it’s my love whom iam texting…I never talked with boys except him …not in school , not in +2 , Now in Engineering I have only 3/4 members friends in boys but not close I never expressed my feelings to him but I will confess now…

” Ragini , I came to know that Ur dad is going to ask my hand to u..for marriage …but..pls can u say that u are not interested to marry me ”

This message literally shocked me…tears already formed in my eyes and screen got blurred I thought it’s mobile problem and I rubbed mobile screen with my bare hands…silly me….and I realised Wen a tear drop falls on screen yes ,im crying??????….how can I say that iam not interested to marry him…as iam dying for the day to come early to become his.. Mrs.Ragini sanskar maheswari

Again my mobile beeped
Iam scared to open , bcz iam not ready to face it .

” Ragini pls…pls say this to Ur dad ”

????

” but why , what is reason sanskar ?? ” I asked him

Yes of course I have right to know why he doesn’t want to marry me

” Vo , I love another girl , her name is Kavitha , I love her a lot , i can’t live without her ragini…I have to say this to my mom and dad..”

By reading each word I feel like someone is stabbing me with knife over and over again…and dragging my heart from ribcage…my breathe got uneven ….and I started hiccuping continuously and crying vigorously …and yeah sobbing silently bcz I don’t want my parents to know that iam crying…it’s hard to sob silently that I came to know now…that it’s hard…really…????

“Pls ragini ”

” Sure sanskar , I will say ”

” Ok ragini thanks …????”

I can’t able to reply to him…I threw myself on bed and cried a lot…

I read somewhere when we love someone we have to confess it whether they accept or reject

So I gathered some courage and texted him again

” Sanskar , can I tell you something ?? ”

” Ofcourse ragini you can ”

” I love you sanskar, I love u from childhood …still I love u…I know u love someone , but I wanted to confess it , I don’t want to regret it in future for not expressing to u ”

I didn’t got rply from him

1hr completed….iam sweating ????
So many thoughts are running in my mind like what if he told this to his parents , what if he said to my dad…i feared bcz it will be better Wen I express my feelings directly to my parents than him

” Sanskar ?? ”

” Ha, Ragini iam sorry I was with Kavitha , so didn’t text you back…and iam sorry that I love Kavitha more than my life ”

” Ok sanskar , this confession of mine should be btwn us ..”

” Sure , ok then bye ”

” Bye ”

That was the last message from him and still iam waiting for him to come back to me…

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He is my first love and I never loved anyone in these
3 yrs bcz still I love him…may be I never forget him…how can anyone forget this first love…

It’s been three years after that confession of mine…when ever I meet him and when ever I saw him …my knees feel weak and I don’t know why I feel weak when iam around him…may be I love him madly…I can’t loose him but I cannot get him too

Destiny ????

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#1yr later

I married to sanskar as their parents didn’t agreed for marriage with Kavitha …he never talked to me properly ,but still his care for me exists he expressed it in his ways…now iam happy that I got my love …but at the same time iam sad that he loved her morethan me and still she remains in his heart forever…but time heals everything…so hope someday he will love me like anything as I did…

Pov ends

The End?

Phewwwwwww

So how was it?? I know it’s boring !!

It’s a real story and yes if u guess it’s my story with sad ending in my love and yeah in my story it ended with messages …marriage and all in this os to give u happy ending, I don’t write love scenes best and iam not good at expressing my feelings too.so my writings are bad….if it’s bad plz don’t give negative comments for ‘this os’ as I can’t take it positive….

I thought to write this as I felt to share my feelings with you people….but pls no negative feedback

I wish all get their true love …bcz it hurts if it fails…
(???? Over reacting right !!!!!) Hahahaha

Thanks for the support
URS
Suma ❤️