My first crush (one shot )

Hiii guys…..How r u all…??long time ,i didn’t write any one shot….okay now coming to story….
One girl is shown walking in a park ….she sits in a bench and enjoys the evening…she opens her bag and takes a dairy from it….she starts to read it….
Sept 1..
I went to my clg …till afternoon its an asusal day ..chatting with my frnds , sleeping in boring lectures , giving counter for my proffessors …..In eveng , during my lectures one senior called my name …i went out and saw him , facing back…i called him..he turned towards me…..his eyes are twinkling like sunlight falling on clear water …he is dark toned…..his hair style is very cute…… he wore light blue shirt ….on the first sight i was like “wow ….very handsome”My thoughts was broken when he called me and asked “Are you pragya ??” I can’t even reply …i just nodded my head…..He said “priya mam called you..we are in same batch for an event going to be held in clg….” again i just smiled….I can’t take my eyes off him….that much cute he is…..he asked me to follow him….i just followed without even saying a word….we went to meet priya mam….after that he started to explain about the event…..But that idiot bell rung in wrong time….during class periods i would be waiting for it to ring. ….atlast he said tomorrow full day we will co.ordinate the event together….i was like jumping inside….without showing much expression .i just said “okay ….”feeling sleepy good night…tomorrow I’m really excited to see him…..
Sept 2..
Today is wonderful day in my life….He smiled at me back….He introduced himself saying “I’m Abhishek….”(my inner voice..”Abhishek very sweet name…I’ll call him Abhi in short …..today also he is stunning in his black shirt…wow my fav colour….)I called my frnd bulbul for help…..I was just staring at him the whole day….bulbul asked me…”what is happening here. .you called me for help and made me to do all the work ,but your just sitting idle….i smiled…..bulbul with stern tone asked “you became mad for sure seeing him…”i was shocked…bulbul smiled and said “i know about you a lot…you’re not this type…you’ll not even see a good looking guy….but that senior is not that much handsome…..i stared at her angrily …your wish ..just stare at him how much you want…..bt be in your limits pragya…You know about your family…..bulbul said…. “Be in your limits….this words hit my head hard…..i continued saying “i should be in my limits…..” that full day he talked with me , he asked me about the design , which he made…..he shared about his project view , etc ….He talked with me seeing my eyes….which made me really fall for him…. as a member i had work till eveng ….i asked bulbul to accompany me……though Abhi asked me to go …..i wished to see him some more time ….i satyed till 6…..i can’t able to believe that I’m working hard for seeing him……good night…I’m not at all feeling sleepy, but what to do purvi (sis )is feeling sleepy…..
Sept 3.
I went to clg event wearing saree….i saw him coming opposite to me…Again he gave a killer smile ….(pls don’t smile , i can’t able to control myself…..) he showed hi to me by waving his hand wearing purple colour shirt …wow my face glowed like a 1000 watts bulb…..bulbul came near me and said “close your mouth idiot , he went before 5 mins , but your still waving hii and smiling……”That day is another memorable day for me….he asked me “wether i had my lunch ….he asked me “why your standing alone and asked me to accompany other members …..i don’t know anyone in the group ….(i don’t even know him ….but now i think I’m his frnd…..though I’m not his close frnd….I’m also a frnd…..)after the event…he waved bye to me….we parted apart….While going home …i can’t able to accept that it’s the last day i can’t talk with him ….really felt sad….my eyes became wet…i consoled myself saying “he is only your crush …..he ‘ll be in clg …we can see him tomorrow but tomorrow is sunday.i really hate sundays……”
Sept 6
After 2 days , i saw him….He waved hiiii ….full day spent with his memories….My frnd bulbul got to know some details about him….he is the son of mehra groups…big business man…..i thought how much rich guy , but is very polite , caring , respectful towards others….i got his number through the senior frnd….i texted him….To my surprise he replied without hesitating….we chatted for sometime….i can’t able to sleep now a days …if i close my eyes to sleep …he comes in my drms. …ah god he is making me crazy……Good ni8….
Days passed by saying hiii , bye , smile in clg….i didn’t text him after that because bulbul advised me to not text me….she said a reasonable point if i become frnd with him , I’ll be attached with him…”
Nov 1..
Oh my god ….he is writing exam in same room……before me ……I really love exams now….he turned to me and asked water during exam….i can’t able to write anything in paper ….my marks will be swaaagah…..but i didn’t care ..its just slip test ……All clg girls drool over him….but he’ll stay in his limits….he won’t take advantage…..The whole campus knows who is Abhi……very much popular among students and staff…..when he talks with girls ….i just can’t able to control my self…how dare …..?? My slip test got over…..
Now sem exams…i can’t able to see him….i can only see him in whatsapp dp …so sad na….he loves his family very much often posting about them …..He loves his sister aaliya…he’ll often post “shopping with aaliya…”,”food made by my sissy aaliya…”,”happiness is my aaliya…..;
After sem , now its holiday ……Bulbul would often tease him saying “he is too lazy.amd not attractive…..”not only her , but our cls frnds too (though they don’t know about me. …. )” bt i like everything in him…his laziness , his walk , his talking etc etc……my crush towards him increases by day ….
Dec 31…
Time to take resolution…..i would not see him….this will be my last day to see his whattsapp dp and chat with him….(though i didn’t chat with him after that day)
Jan 1
“God why ,only for me ……the first msg is from him……he wished me happy new year…..i too wished him ….how can i neglect someone’s wishing msg….” he msg me after that …i replied saying mmmmm…..
Jan 2..
My clg bus is late….why the hell it is late …because of it i saw him showing hiiii….i just smiled …..My resolution is swaaagah…..Gid what do you want now…..always making me to see him…..
Upto jan15 .
I controlled myself , if he comes opposite I’ll look down….i didn’t wear specs while going out ,if he comes opposite too i can’t see na…..
Jan20.
I saw him in near by bank …i waited in queue …..bulbul stood near door…..i don’t know why i turned ….to my surprise he is also standing beside me in few distance…asking me if i can pay the amount for him…..i just nodded my head…..i paied and gave the slip to him….he smiled and said “thank you….”God why?? Are you testing my patience…I’m trting hard to control myself….pls don’t make him to come near me…..
Jan 31
My resolution is over …that’s it….I’ll just see him till he finishes his degree ……daily I’ll try hard to see him….He won’t come out of his cls….alwats sitting inside and talking with his frnds…..eveng i would wait to see him before going to my bus….i would see him at distance and go to my bus…..he would not think in his drms , a girl would be seeing at him madly…….seeing him from distance is far better from not seeing or being caught for seeing by him…..days passed ….
Feb 2
Today in my cls…A girl said about her love story….she said she has many crush , but has lover…i don’t know how can she have many crush in real (not heroes)…i can’t able to see and think about , anyone except him…..
Feb14..
I saw him at distance sitting from my bus….he came playing with his frnds(girls too , i can’t do anything rather than seeing….I’m happy to see him happy…..)
Feb 26
He came and stood before me in lab…i didn’t mind who is with me….just staring at him…..very cool person….i managed to see my batch mates working….
March 1..
Again i made resolution not to see him…..but this time its a big utter flop not even lasted for. 1 day…..that day i had my slip test…he sat next to me in a same row…..i don’t know wether to feel for my situation or to get happy to see my crush sitting next to me in few inches…….i cursed myself for my fate…..bulbul saw me during exam ..she can’t able to control her laughter……really pitty na…..what an horrible fate…..he smiled at me , i saw his id card …..clean shaved , properly set hair , black shirt ..again he looked very cute in it……
We talked after finishing our exams…..formal conversation…
Bulbul teased me ….though i like it…i said her not to tease me….
March 2
Today again i saw him in same blue shirt , i saw him first….i said it to bulbul…she was shocked and asked me which colour chudi i wore yesterday….i don’t remember , i smiled seeing her…. okay say me which colour bag he is having ? I said red without even thinking…..bulbul nodded her head in disbelief..bulbul said “pragya , he is going to leave our clg in 1 month…after that your an stranger to him….pls control yourself…… i said to her ” i know bulbul ,now only 1 more month is left, he’ll get his degree and move to his next stage of life……i wish to get him success in his life ….i know i will not get reciprocated feeling from him…He’ll get more beautiful , rich , hard working girl in his life……i wish to get him best of best in all…..bulbul hugged me…..and said “you too will get best of best….” we both smiled…..
1month got over…
He finished his exams….i really miss him….but i can’t say it to anyone…..miss you abhi….i wish to see you again in my life……
In present….
Your one of my best memories in my life…..You have a special place in my heart….though we didn’t meet each other after your degree. …i meet you every day in my drms….asusal your looking cute and rocking….i know my destiny is not linked with you….but I’ll be waiting for you , even in my next birth……
Love you Abhi……..
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