13 march.
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Hi diary.
It had been 1 month after his coming. You know, he become so popular in these day. Popular in girls. Obviously.. By his sweet voice he can impress anyone.
I’m not going to lie to you. It bothers me. He become best friend with ….Laksh…you know Ragini’s bf. In these days I continuously ignore him. When everyone is eagerly wait to talk to him. I don’t know why. But it feels he wants to talk with me. May be my imagination.
But yesterday he sat with us at lunch. Laky brought him. As usual that lovebirds totally forgot us and talking each other. I was used to it. But Sansker was not. So I started to company him. He was so shocked. Was I that mean to him. You know what he said” opps the queen of the class talking with me. I’m so great full.” Though he said it playfully but the taunt was still there. Yeah I didn’t talk with him much. But you know that was necessary. Right?
I know it is wrong but I didn’t follow my rules yesterday. I talked with him ….talk about everything. Even we sat together in biology class. I forgot everything. I forgot he didn’t know me. I forgot I’m not supposed to be friend with him. I forgot ….and you know reality harsh me now. I have to being strong ….and I’ll do that…