It had been two weeks since Chandni was brought into Raizada Mansion and 13 days she hadn’t seen the face of her nemesis Advay Singh Raizada, she had been fully recovered now thanks to Naani’s care and love. Most of the day Naani used to be with her as they both had grown very fond of each other and she started to have complete trust on Naani “Chandni my child, can I ask you something?” Naani seemed perplexed “Ji Naani” she replied in a small voice, “my dear what have you thought about your future, you can’t stay like this forever” Naani urged her to speak “I don’t know Naani, it’s like I’ve lost everything and there is nothing for me to be alive anymore” she told Naani dejectedly. “What have you decided about him? He is your culprit and waiting for punishment. Do you want to file a complaint against him? If so, he will confess to the law for his hideous sin” Naani informed her. “No Naani, I can’t do that he is your only grandson, I hate him but I also love you, so, I can’t separate him from you. I don’t want to file any complaint against him” she told Naani in a choked voice fighting over the lump forming in her throat as that night flashed back before her eyes.
“Cheeku I’ve asked her if she wants you to be punished by the law and assured her that you’ll confess to your crime but she has refused it” Naani told him. “Naani then how can I repent my sin? How I can make things better for her?” he asked in a broken voice. “If you want to repent your sin and do something good for her then marry her” Naani told him in a firm voice. “But Naani I… what I’ve done to her she will never agree to marry me” he was completely drowned in guilt and self-loathing. “Tell me one thing my child do you love her?” “Yes, I love her” “and you will do anything for her?” “Yes Naani I’ll do anything for her” he replied, “then it’s up to you now to convince her to marry you, if she expresses her hatred for you, know that you deserve it and bear it with a smile but make her believe that you are truly regretting for what you have done” Naani advised him.
(Note: Guys couldn’t help to include another song that perfectly suits the story’s plot here is the link to listen the song)
Song: “What Have You Done?” by Within Temptation
“Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love
What have you done now?!
I know I’d better stop trying
You know that there’s no denying
I won’t show mercy on you now
I know, should stop believing
I know, there’s no retrieving
It’s over now, what have you done?
What have you done now?!” Chandni was shocked at his marriage proposal “my God, you have got some nerves to even ask me to marry you! You bastard you have ruined my life, to satisfy your s*xual gluttony you raped me, you didn’t even listen to my pleadings. I’ve been good my whole life, until now I had only one thing to live for that was my self-respect, and you’ve destroyed it, you have stained my character. Now I won’t be able to face the world with pride, congratulations Mr. Advay Singh Raizada you really have made me realize what will be the consequences of messing with the great Mr. ASR.” “I have never hated anyone in this world, but you are the only person whom I hate the most and you are asking me to marry you” Chandni meant every word she said to him and her tears never stopped to flow.
“I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away… oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you” Every word of hers was full of hatred for the man standing in front of her, they were like knives piercing his heart, but he had to tolerate them because he was the victimizer here and she was the victim, so if she was cursing him it was totally justified.
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
’cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don’t feel
It’s over now
What have you done?
What have you done now?!” Chandni could easily see that her words have hurt him immensely but she needed to do it, because he was her nemesis, the reason of her downfall, watching him in pain lessened her pain a little bit but she wasn’t feeling happy after hurting him, seeing him like this tugged at her heart but she couldn’t wash away the bitterness of her words, she needed to do it.
I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away… oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you” Advay moved closer to her involuntarily but as she saw him coming towards her, fear gripped Chandni’s heart “stop there, don’t come any closer to me, I’ll kill you” doing her best to hide her fear she threatened him.
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done now, what have you done?…
I will not fall, won’t let it go
We will be free when it ends” “Chandni please at least give me a chance, please hear me out just once” he pleaded to her “Did you listen to my pleadings? Did you give me a chance when I was begging you to let me go? No, you didn’t, so, why should I? Are you feeling bad now for what you have done to me? Good, I want you to go through the pain of guilt and shame” Chandni told him hatefully. “Chandni, please just listen to me once and after that I won’t show you my face until you ask me to” he now begged to her, she didn’t say anything this time, just kept on looking at him “I know I’m your culprit you have the right to punish me in whatever way you want to, I deserve your hatred, and I hate myself for what I’ve done to you, I’ll never forgive myself for that. But please let me do the right by you,
I’ve ruined your name and respect now let me be the one to return it please” there were tears of repentance in his eyes “please believe me I’m going to regret this sin of mine till I take the last breath, but let me make a life for you.” Despite of her threats he wasn’t able to stop himself as he started advancing towards her, without thinking any further Chandni took a small crystal-made swan and threw it in his direction with full force, it hit his forehead and fell on the ground breaking into million pieces “this what you have done to my life” Chandni almost choked at her words looking at the broken pieces.
I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away… oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you
I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away… oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you” when she looked back at him a gasp of horror escaped her mouth and she covered it with her hands, there was a deep gash on Advay’s forehead and blood was streaming down from it on his face drenching his white crisp shirt. “Advay I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you” she rushed towards him while he was still trying to make sense of what just happened and the next moment everything was a blur for him. Before he could hit the ground Chandni supported him and made him lie on the bed and ran to the bathroom to look for first aid box in the vanity unit. She was unable to stop her tears seeing him hurt at her hands; she hurriedly put some ice on his wound to stop the bleeding and bandaged it, while he was still unconscious.