my feelings for krpkab- promo

Dev- Maa mein Sonakshi se bahut pyaar karta hoon tu humare risthein se khus toh hein na?[ Mom I love Sonakshi a lot but do u have any problems with this relation?]

[Ishwari sitting in her room and reviving the words that Dev told her]
Ishwari- [ In her mind with herself] Har maa ki khusi uske aaulad se hoti hein. Aur Dev Sonakshi se pyaar karta hein. Par mein….. mein kyun khus nahi hoon. Mujhe toh khus hona chaiye na….. mere bête ne peheli baar apni khusi chuna kisi ko aapna banana ke bare mein socha hein aur voh usse beintaah mohabbat karta hein. Toh phir yeh khaalipan…….. kisi ke door jaane ka ehesaas kyun ho raha hein? Mujhe achhi tareh se pata hein ki Dev ki zindagi mein koi bhi aaye phir bhi use mera darja Dev kabhi nahi dega. Phir mera sabse anmol ratna kho gay ho aisa kyun lagraha hein? Shayad mein kuch zyaada hi soch rahi hoon…Ya phir……….. Ya….. nahi yeh mein kya soch rahi hoon……par galat bhi toh nahi…..kahi mein ek acchi maa toh nahi ban saki? Mein itna khudgarsh kaise ho sakti hoon ki mei aise vaise baatein soch raho hoon bas issiliye kuynki Dev kissi se pyaar karta hein? Nahi mein ek acchi ma nahi hoon……[ Every mother’s happiness is from her child. And Dev loves Sonakshi. But me….. why I amn’t happy. I should be happy….

My son has chosen his happiness for the first time he thought of someone for himself for the first time whom he loves a lot. So, why this emptiness…… like someone very imp to me is going away from me? I very well know that even if anyone comes in Dev’s life but he will never ignore me. So, why am I feeling that someone very imp to me is ignoring me? May be I am thinking too much…..or….or…..no no what am I thinking ……..but its not the thing which I can ignore easily…….is it that I couldn’t be a good mother? How can I be so selfish that I am thinking these things just because dev loves someone? No I am not a good mother……
(In frustration she eats lots of sleeping pills and soon she was rushed to hospital)
Ishwari is fine now but she hasn’t still gained consciousness.
Dev is in the room beside Ishwari.

[when he was going to talk with her in her unconscious state nurse comes and tell him to bring the medicine immediately]while gong Dev tells mamaji to sit besite her
Soon Ishwari gets consciousness….
Mama- Ishwari yeh tune kya kiya aisa bhi koi karta hein kya?[ Ishwari what have u done to urself… does anyone do like this?]
Radha- Are jiji kya karti agar beta apni ma ko chod kar kisi aur ke paas chala jaiye to…[ Oh god what else could she do if her son loves the othe lady whom he wants to make his life partner]
[ Ishwari doesn’t make a usual response to the unnesecessyry and annoying talks of RR]
Ishwari- Bhabi app galat samajh rahi ho meine aisa bilkul bhi nahi soch raht thi[ no bhabi u r mistaken I didn’t think so]

RR- [interrupts Ishwari ]Are jiji aap mujhse toh batein mat chupaiye mein samajh sakti hoon aapko kaisa mehesoos ho raha hoga…… aur aap jhoot kyun bol rahi hein mujhse?
Ishwari- nahi bhabi[no bhabi]
RR-[again interrupts]kya nahi …… jiji aap ko mujhse kuch chupane ki zaroorat nahi mein sab samajhti hoon[jiji u dint have to hide any thing frm me I understand u]
Mama- tu chup kar Radha Rani..[quiet radha rani](angrily)
RR- are aap gussa kyun ho rahein hein Radha Rani ne sirff sach hi bola hein aur aap sab ko sacchai sirf chub rahi hein. Unh……..(goes frm there)

[she goes from there…but dev had already returnrd back cuz he forgot hi wallet… he heard everything] Dev makes a sad and dark as well as tensed face…..
Aab kya hoga Dev ka faisla janne ke liye dekhiye ……….
Kya Dev Sona ko chod dega???????

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Hello people its me Tina. I hope u all saw the latest promo of KRPKAB. Even if not ESME LUNA GREENWOOD has recently uploaded it. I tried to write as it was in the promo but I coundn’t remember much about the promo so some of them I made up my own.Anyways when I saw the promo I had no idea what would be next so I decided to write my feelings how Ishwari would approve DEVAKSHI. This ff will last until Ishwari accepts them so it will be of 5 to 6 epi may be. Hope u all will like it. Guys I don’t know its good to ask u all or not but the titles for this story came having ver long in my mind so if u guys could help me out. I will se all ur suggestions and release the name as well in my next promo.

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