Fate (Is it our mistake)

Hello guys I’m back , sorry everyone i was unable to upload anything coz of my hectic schedule , now i’m also busy but this was requested by my ayesha didu and didi here is your surprise .
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Riddhima’s POV
Hello everyone as you know me very well i think , I’m just 14 and lives in Punjab . Today i’m going to share my feelings with you all🥺 . as you all know a villager life , I’m also a villager . Just don’t how to start but okk….¡ . Girls are not allowed outside while boys have fully rights to roam around , go anywhere without permission , wearing shorts but girls , they will say ‘you’re not allowed to go outside , wear suits , don’t go in-front of anyone without pallu ‘ and when we ask why , they will say ‘stay in your limits , you’re a girl , you wanna show your body parts , what will people say’ hell man , like this is the main thing which really irks me , ‘what will people say’ what will they urghhh….they are born to speak whether they are speaking good or badmouthing about you , let them say , what can they do . And next thing we girls are not allowed to wear shorts , if boys will wear they will say ‘they are feeling hot’ and if we will say we also wanna wear , you know what will they say , ‘ no no you’re not allowed to wear it , why you want to wear’ 😡😡 aren’t we also feel hot . If they will say ‘people will see you with lusty eyes’ , is it our fault 😡 , control your sons because they can be also a lusty people . Third , we aren’t allowed to talk with boys 😒 , why we , always , whats the fault in talking with boys . If a girl talks with boy , society will think ‘see his daughter has a boyfriend ‘ and another thing love Marriage , people always talk rubbish about love marriage , why … aren’t we’re allowed to choose our life partner , soulmate . Life is ours , no one as the right to rule you life . Now let me tell you my side story , as you have read it but there are more and more things . I’m always against my elders mean-less talks , i fought with them many times , we had huge quarrels 😏 . As I’m 3rd girl child in our family and smallest among them , my little devil brother who is everyone apple of the eye , he always trouble be , he always order everything ‘give water , give me lunch ‘ and etc , i used to say ‘god has gifted you two legs and two arms , stand and take it by your own’ and cause of this i fought with parents , they always say ‘he is a boy’ and I being i ‘so , He didn’t did anything since morning , say him to take his things by his own’ , they use to shout on me , and in return i will say ‘shout on him’ and then in attitude 😎 I leaves . If someone says something (badmouthing)  to me I will not react I will just say ‘thank you for the compliment’ . I’m careless , I have always believed in destiny, god never left anyone helpless . Whenever I’m angry , I don’t know what I will do , I used to hit my fist in the wall , cry and many more and whenever emotional I used to cry , I don’t know why but the only things comes in my mind is suicidal thought whenever I’m emotional———————————————————————
I just don’t know what I wrote , as I’m busy with my studies . Hope you will like it , I shared my feelings , as Ayesha di suggested me.

AITHOR

JASMEEN KAUR