Introduction:
Disregarding the fact that Sanskar is son to her father’s rivals, Swara deeply falls in love with her MR. MAHESHWARI and they have a ONS!!….
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I forgot to give the new introduction so giving now. Hope you like it.
Chapter 1:
Swara
I stomped on the carpet the third time whilst I caught the bed post to stop myself from any harm. My book that was on my hand a few seconds ago was now resting on the floor and I helplessly crawled to get it to me again.
“I HATE YOU, Mr. Maheshwari. What have you done to me?” I sighed. I am frustrated, irritated and angry all over because my brain was constantly revolving around the same person, the same rogue.
No Swara what are you saying, he’s the best man you have ever met, his talks his looks; so handsome!
What the hell is wrong with you, Swara? I cried upon my own inner voice, foolish me. Why the hell are you thinking of him every passing minute.. Will you please stop??..
You can’t stop me Swara. You know, you have been thinking of him. There’s something something happening, happening right?
No there’s nothing.
You don’t feel it? When he comes close to you and holds you, the way he did at the party after that, you would admit you don’t feel anything? The way you were in his control, you don’t feel that?
No I don’t feel anything for him. He was just a mistake…
Mistake? Is it? Then why are you thinking of him so much? Correct it! Mistakes are not repeated nor recalled they are corrected. Why are you still sticking onto the same thing? Why don’t you forget what happened that night? Why is he still haunting you? Why do you want him to contact you even after what happened that night? It’s been more than a month to the incident.
I am not thinking anything like that..! I am too busy to think of him or expect him to call me.
Is it? Then why in every passing minute you check your phone? Why do you keep that stupid device close to you every time whether you are bathing, sleeping, eating or doing every sort of work.
I don’t. I retort to myself, only I know how much I am lying to myself.
So you don’t dream of him being with you. You don’t curse yourself for that minute of your life after what you did to him? You don’t feel for him? You don’t lov…
“Stop it!!” I actually screamed so loud that I prayed silently that no one could hear me.
I leaned to my bed and sighed in frustration. I hated this man so much. The very night I did that with him was not against my wish nor in a drunk state as beer doesn’t make a person lose his sense, the person still has his sensibility to gather up what had happened. I closed my eyes shut as my mind dreamt of him. He was so sweet even after so much of harsh words and rude behavior of mine. He had just handed me his hospital address and his phone number so that I would meet him up whenever needed.
I hated him for everything. Every single thing he was doing to me. I hated imagining him. I hated to know that I was so much attracted to him that there was no time when I didn’t think of him. I cursed him every time I lost my control thinking of him.
He has now become a part of my daily life and urrggghh… Again ‘him’. Is there nothing for you to speak Swara except ‘him’?
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z… Did I miss something? Yes I miss you..!
My heart did summersaults and I sat up on the bed in anger. Am I missing him? I don’t know but I am feeling physically sick.
I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day. Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between… you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you, Sanky.
“Swara are you ready? You had to go to meet doctor, remember? You had an appointment” Kavita spoke breaking my unending chain of thoughts. Yeah, how could I forget? I had taken an appointment today morning after I had missed my days, the thing that never happened to me. I remember I had once when I was in ninth standard and after that..? Umm, nah!!
I hummed back at her and got ready. The way to the hospital, I crossed my fingers. Hoping a NO. I didn’t want this to happen. I was not sure, I am not sure. I am hardly twenty-three. I had done all kind of bullshit crossing my fingers and playing no cross, no red.
As I was entered the hospital, the nurse warmly smiled at me and I did back. I am nervous will be an understatement! Instead I am sweating profusely.
“Hello, I’d made an appointment to see Doctor Supriya. Will you please check it and tell me how much have I to wait?” I spoke softly not wanting anyone to make serious guesses.
“Have you been in to see Doctor Supriya before?”
“No”
“Fine, what is your name?”
“Swara Bose”
“Thank you Ms. Bose” she smiled warmly again as she could and asked me to sit on one of the benches there. Sitting I looked around to the atmosphere, it was tensed for some, jolly for some and sad for the another half.
After half-an-hour I was being called.
“So Ms. Bose, you seem to younger. It would have been wiser to use a protection by either of you” she spoke after I had completed all of my test. Well that was the worst mistake we ever did. I gripped onto my dress and my heart thumped in my chest.
“Is he your boyfriend?” it was a personal question and I didn’t want to speak, it was private. “Okay, anyways I would ask you to first consult with him and think about it. You are just in your first trimester so there’s nothing to bother about” she sighed before smiling assuringly.
I wasn’t sure about keeping the baby until I entered the hospital. The people out here were so happy to feel someone inside them and the one’s who didn’t have kids were trying all the ways possible. I am surely keeping this baby if he isn’t even ready. The baby is mine, absolutely mine. But before that I am going to inform him..!
“In a way you are going to meet him Swara” my mind winked at me and chuckled as I passed an angry statement to it.
Author’s Note:
Tadaa! One more chapter ?
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