hhhiiii…….. friends.. How are U all…?? fine…?? hope so…. so… Are my all swasan fan friends are ready…?? okk so now.. let’s move to story….?
And GUYZ….. as You all want…..
Recap : Sw’s foolish doing… & san speak his heart out….
#DILL_E_ISHQ_DILL_E_NAFRAT
Part- 21
after 3 hours…
San was driving his car…. he was lost.. in his few months back past….. he was feeling suffocating in that close box..(car… ) he stop his car.. n come out n took a deep breath….
he was standing near his car door….. n hiding his face in his palm.. n weep… he murmurs.. “I love you…. swara… I love You…..”
he goes on his knees…. & bang his both fist on earth….. “I Hate myself… swara.. I hate myself…. For me only….U & Ragini suffer a lot….. I hate….? ”
He took few munits n than again sat in car…n drive it to his destination…
(( NOTE ::– GUYZ.. I will add HIS letter of Sw… in his memorise… as same he think….))
San’s thought
••••___before few months… I first see her…. SHE was forwarding his hands towards me.. for helping me… but I… push her back….n walk on my path….
path. a wrong path… in which I never get anything… but I losses MORE….. I.. loose All OF my close once…..___••••
he turn right his car…n now he was driving smoothly.. with moist eyes…n a slight smile on his face…. while remembering something…..
••••___After That day… I meet with U.. a new YOU… & I new ME… yeah I agree IT was my plan to make RAGLAK separate… but trust me swara.. I never wanna back ragini in my life…. I just wanna punish her.. for INSULTING my love…. n as I Meet with YOU…. I was Feeling.. happy…. A immense happiness works in me.. but I was FOOL to understand the mean of MY oWN happiness….. then we mate n mate… again n again… n I meet a new swara in you… with each new meets…___•••
HE stop his car for a second.. when the rain-drops touch his side cheeks…n a automatic bright smile took over her face….
••••___n the rain… I was so shock…. when YOU just run away form me…. due to your shyness… I was really shock….. The DAY I realized… that my doubt was right….. that U LOVE ME…. but… funny me…. n my destiny n ego make me proud for holding LAK’s nerves….. then all stopped…. for few days.. YOU stop talking to me… U were ignoring me… N I was feeling so irritating … n then the accident…..___••••
again a sadness took over him… he stop his car again…n took out his ph.. n admire the Dp of his ph.. was her smiling face…… “I dont did that….” then he again whips his corners eyes….n start…
•••___ I was poking LAKsh…. for loosing the deal…. when I heard his scram….. I was so mush nervous…. n At mid night.. YOU come to me… with a ever dull face when I saw YOU again……. After long…… I was shattered for a while swara….. N trust me…. swara… trust me… I was never did the marriage by my own wish… Its only baddimaa was knowing both of OUR feelings then US…. N by that YOU enter IN my LIFE…… I realized it later… ALl was soo good…..till next When YOU vai come to my HOUSe n threat me… to tell YOU the truth….. I was scared swara…. I was… really I was… N then I comes to about ABHI….. & also witness of HIS doing……. all n then I…I… make YOU mine…. mine…..marked YOU as mine…..___••••
San stop at a gate…. n sadly come out…. form his car…n walk to a old broken gate… n by this HE was full wet n drench….. he look at a old unused house…n a unclean full of bushes in courtyard. he also notice a almost broken play house… San remained He n Ramta (Ram-sujata) spend time at that house…. n lost…. in his memory….
•••___ I always dream for a sweet n happy life…with YOu….till YOU came to me to till I LOST YOU….. but I thinks I am too unlucky for a happy life….n my happy dream….. with YOU swara… with YOU.___••••
till then he reach to the entrance of the house… n before he open the door… the door open n make HIM shock to see the person infrontt of him… the person did not care about HIM… n immediately dragged him inside the house…n went to bring something…
SAN feel breathless… n beyond shock…. the person back with a towel.. n started whipping him… n scold him… badly… that At last he make cute pout…
“how.. dare YOU… tum nahi jannte thodii si bheegte ho too Tum he sneeze hot I hai… n Look at you…” the person scold baldy….
San : (was speachless.. n he was just looking at the person with shock expression) TUm…??
person : haa.. may.. Q…?? kisi aur ko sochha tha kyaa…?? haa.. kab nikkle tum hospital Se.. n YOU came so late…. (fold arms at chest.. looking suspicious @ San) kaha the… TUM…???
San: (notice the person’s left hand… n dragged the perosn to seat.. beside him.. n looks at the person with care…) look what you have done….. you are sooo weak… (caress there…)
person : (free n walk away) am fine… n wait.
she about leave… when another couple come n serve food n medicine kit to them….
San:(looks the them with shock too..) LUCKY….???. Ragini….???
Lak:(teas San) well.. my dear JIJa Ji… ( rag ? ) in actual… I knew That YOU Want to spend some time.. alone with YOUR WIFE (points to the other person…San embarrass) butt She is not much well that I leave her alone to come hear…. so yes.. we are….. (wink n side hug RAg)
San:(looks @ Sw… who was serving his food. he become sad) why… Shona why…?? U you come back again…?? When I spoil YOUR life…
Sw:(look down.. n raglak leave… as they leave….) coz… I always LOVED YOU… but YOU never….
San:(leave his seat goes knee infornt of her hold her both hand together ) I lOVE YOu too…. n always do….
Sw:(sad.. n looks away..) then Y you leave me alone.. in hospital..??
San:(sad.) ohh I think.. YOu…(intercepted)
Sw:(again yet teary eyes..). yes. always YOu think…. YOU don’t knew.. U always Think wrong….. You always think… wrong….. (she also goes knees n stared beating him….with sobbing…. badly) For YOUR thinking only…. today we loose…… (stop in b/w)
San:(immediately pull her in his embrace…) I am sorry…….. Shona.. am sorry for everything…… am sorry…. sorrry for OUR BABy… am sorry….
Sw:(also fist his suit… n sobb) am sorry too…. for me n my closeness with ABHI make you angry… am Sorry for that….
San:(warp her more tight) I love you…. swara… I love you sooo much…
Sw: (bit relax…. n polite) I love you too… sanskar…
raglak smile too see them form a corner of the house…. n then lak too ragini to their room. rag seat in bed… with a bless smile of her face…… when now laksh seat beside her…. n hold her palms…. n he is too felt relax…..
Lak: ragINI now… YOU will forgive me…na…???.
rag:( act serious.) No.. laksh … I dont…
Lak: (sad…) Ragini I will do.. what ever YOU say.. Trust me.. I will but pllzz for the last time…. say YOu will forgive me…???
rag: YOU really do..?
Lak: yes.. (excitedly)
rag:(smile a bit.. n then agaian serious) okk You have to change nappi… of our baby…..(Lak nods.. without listening). . YOU have too bath Our baby…. (& giggle)
Lak:(about to say yes.. when be realizd what she meant.. n looks at rag with shock….) ragini…….
rag:(pull his both cheeks…n smile..) I forgive U long back.. but I wanted that as our Shona was separated form her love… cause. YOU….. so.. I was hurt…… but now… when You dida You will do… everything.. am really happy.. I love you my sweet husband….
Lak:(hold her hand.. n pull her in his hug) ragini….. (bit loud n fake…. ..n then softly) I love to too.. my sweet innocent wife… n yes. I will do.. our baby’s works…
rag:(smile n hug him back..)
Lak:(too stay in his hug…. n spend some time like that)
NEXT part : Ragini’s delivery….. n surprise..surprised……….