I committed a sin [episode 3]

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Here it goes….

Recap: swara bringing food for sanskar as a token of apologizing. Sanskar denying it.

Episode 3…..
Sanskar – wait ms. Gadodia…
Swara turns.
Swara-[sadly] yes sir…
Sanskar- u keep the lunch box here…i would eat it.
Swara-[smiles brightly] really sir!
Sanskar- [again indulges in his work] ms. Gadodia i don’t like to repeat myself.
Swara- [whispers] khadoos
Sanskar- ms. Gadodia i heard that.
Swara-[ gulps] mmmm…..sir[diverts the topic] sir u come i will serve u the lunch.
Sanskar- no ms. Gadodia i will eat later.
Swara- no sir it would become cold[walks towards him] sir come na my mum always says we should eat food before it gets cold.
Sanskar- ms gadodia
Swara-[interrupts] no sir come and eat.
Sanskar-but….
Swara- sir leave all this and come[holds his hand and pulls him] come sir i will serve the food.
Sanskar-[raises his eyebrow] ms. Gadodia u r really ordering me…[removes her hand] don’t need to be too friendly….
Swara- [feels bad] sorry sir
Sanskar- acha lets go
Swara sets the food on the table.

She also sets her food there.
Swara- sir come and eat.
Sanskar-[raises his eyebrow] ms. Gadodia r u going to eat with me.
Swara- [confused] yes sir do u have a problem?
Sanskar- no actually i was thinking that everyone in the office is afraid of me but u r ready to eat with.
Swara-[smiles] actually sir i have understood that u only want perfection in work. That’s y u r a little bit strict, otherwise u r verydetermined regarding ur work i think that’s good.
Sanskar-[impressed] oh i guess ur observation is really nice.
Swara- [smiles] yes sir, i think it is just that people don’t understand u [says in a flow] that’s they only call u sadu hitler.
Sanskar-[raises his eyebrow] sadu hitler?
Swara-[bites her tongue] i didn’t said something…..[pleads] sir i didn’t said anything….plz don’t tell anyone
Sanskar-[smiles unknowingly]ok
Swara- and sir the reason i am eating with u is that my mom always say that it is not good to let anyone eat alone. That person might feel lonely that’s y we should give them company [smiles] now sir come and eat.
Listening to swara’s words sanskar remembered something and got lost in his thinking.

Flashback…..
15yr old Sanskar came late in afternoon. Everyone had eaten their lunch.
He asked his mother to serve the lunch. His mother served him and also served for her. Seeing her plate he got confused.
Sanskar- mom haven’t u eaten yet?
Mom- no beta actually i thought that u may feel lonely if u eat alone.
Sanskar-but mom what about ut health? U should eat ur food on time right?
Mom- leave it….till my son is here nothing would happen to me…
Sanskar – mom but…
Mom- arreeeee enough now eat wait i will make u eat…
Sanskar- and i will make u eat
Both smile and feed each other lunch with lots of love.
Flashback over……

Swara was continuously speaking without looking at Sanskar.
Sanskar-[teary eyed] mom
Listening to him swara looked towards him and got shocked seeing him in tears.
Swara- [shocked] sir
Sanskar-[whispers] i am going
Saying this he rushes out with tears in his eyes.
Swara-[gets up] sir….
But he was gone
Swara- [thinks] what happened him….he was alright….suddenly what happened….he said mom which teary eyes…..does he miss his mom….is shedead….hoo[covers her mouth with hands] swara how stupid r u how could u say like this….u urself are killing someone and imagining…. stupid me….[bangs her hand on her head] but what happened to him….i think i should ask him….but what if he scolds me…..mmmm…..yes i will ask him later when Sadu hitler is in good mood….he he….
She packs the lunch and goes out to eat with kabir and swathi.

Bar……
Sanskar was drinking continuously. He had tears in his eyes. It seemed like he was drinking to forget his pain. He drinking like anything. When he was fully drunk tears automatically started falling from his eyes. He took his phone and went out of the bar. He was walking with unstable steps. He had a bottle of beer in his hand. He was continuously speaking.
Sanskar -[drunk] nobody loves me…..i hate u ….u hate me……i hate u…..i hate my family…i hate…k..
Suddenly he saw something and smiled brightly and walked towards it. He went to a girl and turned her.
Sanskar-[childishly] ms. Gadodia….
Yes the girl was swara. It was 9 in night.
Swara-[shocked] sir….[holds him from falling] sir what happened to u. R u ok?
Sanskar-[drunk] ms. Gadodia….oh….sorry sorry [smiles childishly] swara….yes swara isnice right….u know ms. Gadodia seems old….i will only call u swara[points his finger] okay
[He was about to fall]
swara-[holds him] sir….be careful. Sir u come i will take u ur home. Come…
Sanskar-[denies childishly] noooo…..
Swara- why
Sanskar-[makes a cry baby face] bcoz no one is there at my home who would waiting for me.
Swara- why sir
Sanskar-[teary eyes] bcoz everyone hates me…u only tell me i am that bad…[innocently]
swara-[feeling sad] no sir u r very good…those who hate u they r bad people…
Sanskar-[innocently] really
Swara- really sir

Suddenly sanskar hugs her. Swara feels a current pass through her.
Sanskar- thank u so much swara [keeps his face on her shoulder] u know in these many years no one cared for me….no body asked me about my food….but u…u r very nice…u cared for me….u asked about my food.[breaks the hug] u even brought lunch for me…..u r very good. U also don’t hate me…[hugs her tightly] u don’t hate me right?
Swara-[had tears in her eyes listening his pain] yes sir i don’t hate u…..u r very nice….[breaks the hug] acha now cone with me….
Sanskar-[nods in no like a small boy] NO!!!
swara- why[raises her eyebrow]
sanskar- no no no[shows his tongue]
Swara- acha…..bachu if u will not come na then i will leave u and go from here….
Sanskar-[makes a cry baby face] u will leave me…..
Swara-[panics seeing him make a cry baby face] no no i will not leave u
Sanskar- pakka
Swara- pakkkaaaa
Sanskar- promiseeeee
Swara- promise…acha now come sir

Sanskar- [complaints] call me sanskar i am not an old man that u r calling me sir[pouts]
swara-[giggles] acha i will only call u sanskar[pulls his cheeks]
sanskar-[keeps his hand on his cheek] swara [pouts]
swara- acha now come…..[dragshim to the car and makes him sit] She drives to his house. Suddenly sanskar starts calling her.
Sanskar- swaraaa
Swara-hmmm…..[concentrates on the road]
sanskar- swara
Swara- hmmm…..
Sanskar- swaraaaa
Swara- yes say sanskar
Sanskar- swara swara swara
Swara-[glares him] what
Sanskar-[smiles meekly] can i sing a song…
Swara- [smiles] acha sing mr. Sansku
Sanskar-[pouts] hawww don’t call me sansku…
Swara- arre its nice see sansku shoooo shweeettt only good people have sweet names like this
Sanskar-[innocently] really
Swara-[suppresses her laugh] yes
Sanskar- then its ok sansku sansku sansku….. call me again
Swara- sanskuuuuu

Sanskar- hmm good…..mmmm swara i was going to do something right [cry baby face] what was i going to doooo i forgot
Swara-[giggles] u were going ro sing a song.
Sanskar- oh yes….so listen carefully everyone….so here i start…..haseeno ka deewana…….ooooo…..wait i forgot ….i will sing other song……mmmmm……yes…..break up song break up song karde dil ki feeling strong….
Sanskar continues singing till they reach his mansion. Swara carries him to his room and made him lay on the bed and covers him with a blanket. She was about to go but sanskar pecks her cheek.
Sanskar-[childishly] thank youuuuu
Swara was shocked but felt an unknown feeling arise in her heart. She composes herself.
Swara-[smiles] welcome…..and yes drink lots of water [pats his cheek]
and take care ….
Sanskar- okkkk[smiles] u know u r really nice….u r not like kavita she didn’t cared about him at all
Saying this he started playing with her hair.
Swara- sanskar who kavita
But he was busy in playing. She shakes him and asks.
Swara- who kavita sansku
Sanskar- [confused] who kavita
Swara- arre just now u took her name.

Sanskar- no when did i say…u liar….don’t lie….bad manners
Swara sees him shockingly then sighs seeing him. She says bye and was about to go.sanskar holds her hand.
Sanskar-[innocently] plz swara can u stay till i sleep….plz i am afraid of being alone….
Swara-[smiles sadly seeing his loneliness] yes sure.
She sits besides him and caresses his head. After sometime he sleeps.
Swara-[thinks] u r so innocent….[caresses his cheek] but y r u alone…..u have such a pure heart like a small boy….but y have u hidden all ur pain and kindness….i don’t know what happened with u but i promise i will not leave u…
Bcoz the purity in ur eyes tell me that u r too innocent to heart someone but who have hidden it with ur arrogance….i will help u to fight the loneliness…..but who is this kavita…..[pats his head] [whispers] take care
She caresses his face for the last time and pecks his forehead. Soon she realizes what she did and was shocked. She composes herself and rushes out of the room.

She reaches her home and does her daily work . She goes to her bed and thinks about
Screen freezes on swasan’s sleeping face.

Precap- swara teasing sanskar….sanskar shouts on her.

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