Chahat (Ragsan ff) Pt 12 by Aliya

Let’s begin…

Sanskar was sad and was really guilty to ask friendship

Yes it’s impossible for ragini to forget her love which is his brother
What should be said? Isn’t his brother lucky that he got such a loving partner
Yes truth can’t be changed that now she is his wife.. But he isn’t asking to move on with him but just a friendship..!is it a wrong asking your own wife for a frienship..? Did she take him wrong? Or is he not worthy for this friendship? Or is he expecting a lot from this relation? The girl who at least doesn’t look at him or just don’t talk a word and she in these months it was once that they had something together that was the first day dinner! Yes it’s been 3 and half months that they are been married and living in this unknown country.. There was a progress in this relation… When they used to have small small conversations with a stick note.. Did she think that he was trying seduce her? (he wasn’t understanding anything) did she think that he is having wrong intentions? Which he can’t even imagine in his wildest dreams!

He goes near wash basin and washes his face thinking that he destroyed the small bond which he and she shared!

He then takes the towel and wipes his face.. When his eyes falls Ragini’s reflection on the mirror ! Did she came to question him? He slowly turns and gives a sheepish smile ?

Her expression was blank.. His eyes falls on the stick note in her hand! I

Let’s begin…

Sanskar was sad and was really guilty to ask friendship

Yes it’s impossible for ragini to forget her love which is his brother
What should be said? Isn’t his brother lucky that he got such a loving partner
Yes truth can’t be changed that now she is his wife.. But he isn’t asking to move on with him but just a friendship..!is it a wrong asking your own wife for a frienship..? Did she take him wrong? Or is he not worthy for this friendship? Or is he expecting a lot from this relation? The girl who at least doesn’t look at him or just don’t talk a word and she in these months it was once that they had something together that was the first day dinner! Yes it’s been 3 and half months that they are been married and living in this unknown country.. There was a progress in this relation… When they used to have small small conversations with a stick note.. Did she think that he was trying seduce her? (he wasn’t understanding anything) did she think that he is having wrong intentions? Which he can’t even imagine in his wildest dreams!

He goes near wash basin and washes his face thinking that he destroyed the small bond which he and she shared!

He then takes the towel and wipes his face.. When his eyes falls Ragini’s reflection on the mirror ! Did she came to question him? He slowly turns and gives a sheepish smile ?

Her expression was blank.. His eyes falls on the stick note in her hand! Is his day dream coming true.. When the first day he dreamt in open eyes that she slapped.. No no why would she slap him? He didn’t do any sin! He is really a innocent..

He was so busy in his dilemma that he didn’t listen what she said.. Actually he heard her voice twice.. Once when she misunderstood him to be shaan before marriage and the second when he heard her singing! Again he was lost..

Ragini was looking for his reaction or for reply to what she told him.. But did she know this silly guy has misunderstood the situation and creating a new turmoil!

Did she told something to him that she is waiting for reply?! Oh God how can he be a such fool that at least he didn’t listen what exactly she told!
He was so embarrassed that he didn’t know how to react ?

Ragini felt sad:i think i expected more…

Oh girl.. This is the first time she spoke to him and he like fool was himself becoming a script writer.. How would he explain her she can expect anything from him! Oh god…

Ragini :i am…

Sanskar :wait wait wait… Can you just repeat what you just said?!

Ragini looks at him blinking her eyes a twice without a stop

Oh her eyes is really beautifull! Has he maintained his standard as a joker in front of her that he always act as fool?!

Ragini:no it’s ok.. She was about to go

Sanskar couldn’t take it and blurted out whatever came in his mind:please badi mushkil se kuch baat kar rahi ho daant na hai daanto but kuch tho baat karo maarna hai maaro peet na hai peeto but kuch tho baat karo.. But mujhe mangu moji ki tarah aadhe mein chodke mat jao

(please with much difficulty you are talking something if you want to scold me scold but at least talk something.. If you want to hit me then hit me.. But don’t leave me like a mangu moji in the middle)

Ragini looks at him

Did he again and again tried to be a fool? Mangu moji was his favourite word in his childhood which didn’t had any specific meaning!! how did it came now?? he used to say this word for every difficult situation

Ragini’s expression changes and she burst into laughter

Sanskar was shocked .. He didn’t expect it.. Her sound of laughing and her beautiful laughing face were just making him drown.. And where he is not scared of getting drowned completely!

He was somewhere blushing?instead of getting embarrassed.. And it’s said that you only blush instead of getting awkward or embarrassed when………?

Ragini:i.. (laughs) i am really sorry(laughs)

In these months.. After shaan’s death this was the first time she laughed whole heartedly..

And sanskar was really happy.. He can make joke of himself for her!

Ragini calms herself but still controlling her laugh.. She was remembering his words and again laughs

Sanskar smiles and scratches his head:i just… (is he blushing?? ?) he was twisting his lips just to prevent from his lips getting stretched and stops the buring sensation in his body out of something called BLUUUUSSHHHHH?

Ragini:i got your stick note…

Sanskar straightens himself to listen what she is going to tell.. Where his heart and mind both were yelling happily it’s positive she would accept friendship!

Ragini:i…

Sanskar being impatient :you!

Ragini smiles she forwards her hand to him :friends?

Did she just proposed him for the friendship?
He smiled dreamily and was falling back

Ragini widens her eyes she immediately held him!

Sanskar looks at her dreamily with a wide toothy smile and nods…

Ragini:are you alright?

Sanskar nods

Ragini :you sure

He nods again with a toothy smile..

Ragini leaves him!

Ragini turns to go!

But again turns towards him and smiles seeing his antics

Ragini:hope you haven’t become(laughs) mangu moji now..
She laughs

He brushed his hair.. Lightly blushing

She moves smilingly

He fists his hand and looks at it:yes!

Ragini smiles listening him

Somewhere shaan would feel happy as he told his mom that if she tries to know him she would definitely fall in love with him… And guess this is the beginning…

Sanskar just wanted to dance but he was a worst dancer so he controlled himself from the urge of dancing

Sanskar kept murmuring :she accepted she accepted…. She accepted my friendship!

Everything seemed like dream! But sometimes reality is also like a beautiful dream.. Just hold it tight so that it won’t break!

To be continued!

This story is my personal favourite