Is this called love? episode 21

What is happening?

A few days before Pragya left Abhi’s house……
Abhi “ I am glad that finally I am able to talk to you freely!” Pragya “ Why did u ask me to come here?” Abhi “ Do you think we can talk freely at home when Dadi is keep on spying on us?” Pragya “ Spying on us?” Abhi “ Yes! That day when u passed me the letter she was also looking at us and nowadays she is also observing us whenever we are having our meals together!” Pragya “ Oh I see! But what is wrong in that?” Abhi “ There is nothing wrong in that but I know what will be her next step after knowing that we are in love!” Pragya “ You mean arranging marriage?” Abhi “ Haan! That would be her next step!” Pragya “ I don’t want marriage now!” Abhi “ Why?” Pragya “ You also don’t want right?” Abhi “ Yes! I also don’t want it to happen right now! But tell me why u don’t want it?” Pragya “Simple! I have some personal commitments need to be completed and I want to do it by myself!” Abhi “ Same here! We need some personal space to complete all that!” Pragya “ Ya you are right! Then how to escape from this?” Abhi “ Hmm…Let me think! And you also think!” Pragya “ Ok!”
Pragya “ How about I leave out of town and Dadi won’t talk about it right?” Abhi “ What idea is this? If u leave it doesn’t make any difference! She can still talk to your mum about our relation. We need something stronger! I know one idea but it can make Dadi upset for a while but its the safest!”

Pragya “ No! If it makes Dadi upset then I won’t agree to it!” Abhi “ Arrey! It won’t upset her too, it may upset your mum too!” Pragya “ What?? It will also affect Ma then it’s definitely a no from my side!” Abhi “ First listen to my idea! Then u can decide whether is it a Yes or No!” Pragya “ Ok can!” Abhi explained his idea and Pragya did not know how to react!

Pragya “ What kind of idea is this? We should say no to our love?” Abhi “ You see! It’s a not a real no, it’s a fake no! And what matters is both of us know that we love each other!” Pragya “ But this is so foolish! Purab and Bulbul already know that we love each other and what if they tell to Dadi or Ma?” Abhi “ I know how to handle that too! To handle Bulbul you have to do your part!” Pragya “ So you have decided that I am ok with your idea?” Abhi “ Listen Pragya! We don’t have a choice! And we are not separated as we will be still meeting each other….just that it will be a secret meeting!” Pragya “ So tell me how I need to handle Bulbul?” Abhi “ Here you go, have this phone! You just contact me from this phone and don’t let Bulbul see this! If she asked that why we are separated, then you just say to her that we need more time to accept each other. That’s why we are not loving each other now!” Pragya “ What kind of reasoning is this? Need more time to accept each other? And for that we are not loving each other! This is just ridiculous!” Abhi “ Pragya! If you answer with clear mind, she will surely accept it and remember answer calmly! She will believe! Once you are telling her with tears or tension than she will find out that you are lying!” Pragya “ How are you so confident that this will work out?” Abhi “ Simple! I have trust in my love! My love as in you and my love for you! It’s just that you need motivation to do this!” Pragya “ But I have never lied like this before!” Abhi “ Come on Pragya! You think I have lied like this? It’s just covering up the truth” Pragya “ Ok fine! I shall leave now!” Abhi “ No! Why are u rushing now? Don’t get upset Pragya! It’s just for a while that you have to face this!” Pragya couldn’t move from there as he was holding onto her hand. Pragya turned to face him. Abhi “ I will miss you!” Pragya “ Me too! And I will miss you very badly!” Abhi “ I guess it’s very common in our love to miss each other!” Pragya beat him lightly on his chest and said “ It may be common but our love will never miss to make us meet often!” Abhi “ Nice reply!” Pragya “Again? You still haven’t gave a proper reply to my letter!” Abhi “Very soon I will give with a surprise!” Pragya “Surprise?” Abhi “Sweet Surprise!” Pragya “I am waiting for it!”

Now…….
Pragya, I really don’t know what is happening but I just want whatever happening does not affect those who are around us….We want our personal space but it makes me wonder why we can’t do it together? Why do we need personal space when our space is filled with our personal thoughts for each other? I don’t want to interfere in his personal space but his space belongs to me too right?

Abhi, I know Pragya that you are wondering why we can’t do things together….but certain things have to be done alone. I don’t want to bother you by involving in my commitments! But I will help you indirectly to complete your commitment and it’s my responsibility to do that. You know why? As I have given a lot of pain to you in the past….and from now onwards I want to give you only happiness and lessen your burden in life!

What are their personal commitments that make them to avoid marriage? To know that you all have to wait for the upcoming updates!
Hope this update makes sense. Thank you for all your suggestions and let’s see how their personal thoughts will bring changes in their lives……

Thank you again for the support! I know it’s short but please try to understand that I am stuck with my assignments and i also need to apply for internship and financial assistance. So ya I am busy with the application procedures…I really wonder when I can be free! I don’t think it can happen and ya the worst thing is my exams are also coming soon! Exams are like Traffic jams to me as it blocks my mind! What i can assure u all is I will be regular but it will be short updates!