Bichadna zaroori tha – RiAnsh OS by Aishu~

Lafz kitne hi tere pairon se lipte honge

Tune jab aakhiri khat mera jalaaya hoga

Tune jab phool, kitaabon se nikaale honge

Dene waala bhi tujhe yaad to aaya hoga

Teri aankhon ke dariya ka

utarna bhi zaroori tha

Mohabbat bhi zaroori thi

Bichhadna bhi zaroori tha

Her last words , played in his mind continuoslly , he closed his ears , unable to control himself , he breaked the things around him , his heart was aching , his brain tried to overcome his heart , and it has succeeded in it , he got trapped between heart and brain ,

Zaroori tha ki

Hum dono tawaaf-e-aarzoo karte

Magar phir aarzuon ka

bikharna bhi zaroori tha

Teri aankhon ke dariya ka

utarna bhi zaroori tha

” Shall I go now from your house and your life ?? , Won’t you say anything ?? , Do you really want to leave me , if you ever listened to your heart , it will never betray you , you think you know everything , but , life will be equally filled with wins and looses , you think you know about love very well , but nah , you doesn’t knew , what is trust called in the chapter of love in life , you will never understand it too ”

Bataao yaad hai tumko

Wo jab dil ko churaya tha

Churaai cheez ko tumne

Khuda ka ghar banaya tha

Woh jab kehte thhe

Mera naam tum tasbih mein padhte ho

She could leave him , but her memories never leave him , they will haunt him forever , they are like worst nightmares , it will be left as a bitter and unforgettable past , every night , he should regret for what he has done , how he punished for the sins she never committed , how he punished a pure soul , who is innocent and was just caged in this dangerous game , he has to punished instead , for hurting a girl like her ,

Mohabbat ki Namaazo ko

qara karne se darte ho

Magar ab yaad aata hai

Woh baatein thi mahaz baatein

Kahin baaton hi baaton mein

Mukarna bhi zaroori tha

Teri aankhon ke dariya ka

Utarna bhi zaroori tha

Of course he punished her , accused her badly , but as the same , he is too suffering the same pain , he could feel , in which state she could be , he is too facing the same pain as her , he is weeping , he is crying his heart-out , his brain always ruled him , he never tried to listen to his heart once , if he did atleast once , then there could be a chance , he could throw her out of the house and his life too , but he can’t throw her out from his heart , he could not separate his soul connection from her , he could be egoistic and can’t confess his feelings , but he can’t stop loving her immensely , that he could even die for her ,

Wahi hai sooratein apni

Wahi main hoon, wahi tum ho

Magar khoya huaa hoon main

Magar tum bhi kahin gum ho

Mohabbat mein dagha ki thi

So kaafir the so kaafir hain

Mili hain manzilein phir bhi

Musaafir thhe, musaafir hain

Tere dil ke nikaale hum

Kahaan bhatke, kahaan pahunche

Magar bhatke toh yaad aaya

Bhatakna bhi zaroori tha

her one glance , could make his heart feel awful , her presence makes him calm down from any frustration , he could feel much better by her one touch , he could be out of any depression , he could be happy around her , she is a angel from heaven infront of his eyes , she is a wizardess , a witch , who cast a spell on him by her beauty , who made black magic , and made him hers , of course , they are now separated , but they still remain in each other’s thoughts , they are one , they can’t get separated soo easily ,

he is alive in front of everyone , but was a lifeless body to himself , his heart is dead , when she left him , when she said the words ,

” Don’t tell anyone that you loved riddima , else people would lose faith in love , they couldn’t be able to say ,

‘ I WILL DIE IN YOUR LOVE ‘ ”

Her last words pierced his heart , what she said made his heart break into billions of pieces , his heart cried when he listened her words , his heart said to hug her and console her , but every time his ego came in between like a pillar , and his brain reminded him of her BETRAYAL , he backed off , although , his heart said to atleast believe her once , but his mind always won in the argument ,

He remembered their moments , which are now left as memories , and he should just live in them , he can’t make them real again , he can’t even see her , she left him , he lost himself , he lost everything when she left him alone , he never wanted to trust anyone , but trusted her more than himself , he never wanted to love anyone , but loved her immensely , he wanted to live with her his whole life time , she is in his breaths , she is his lifeline , his heart beats for her only , he never ever thought even in his wildest dreams , that a day like this will come in his love like a surprise yet shock for him , now he is missing her badly , she left him in the mif-way of life , she left him in the middle of the sea on a night of  thunderstorm .

Mohabbat bhi zaroori thi

Bichhadna bhi zaroori tha

Zaroori tha ki

Hum dono tawaaf-e-aarzoo karte

Magar phir aarzu’on ka

Bikharna bhi zaroori tha

Teri aankhon ke dariya ka

Utarna bhi zaroori tha …………

” TERE ISHQ MEIN MARJAWAN ”

Ishq mein marjawan played , his heart doesn’t relaxed even once , just then he felt riddima , it’s his illusion , even he knew it well , but still , he thought it to be reality , on the night of a full moon , while the moon is gazing a distraught and exhausted vansh , who is ruthless before , breaking his thoughts he received a message and left to the cliff , he doesn’t informed anyone ,

When he saw the scenery in front of his eyes he left bewildered and flabbergasted , he ran to a tiny figure who was about to fall , he holded her tightly , not letting her go away anymore , just then she collapsed , his love , his riddima is dying for breath , but not more than his presence , touch and hug , he took her into his embrace  , while patting her cheeks , he was confused , while he is shredding tears , tears are rolling down continuously from his eyelids to his cheeks , just then she smiled while her eyes are half closed

” I never ever thought vansh , that the god had atleast this mercy on me , now I will die peacefully , being in your embrace , I could die happily , you know , how I was guilty to hurt you and cheat you , I am a blo*dy stupid cruel and idiotic cheater , I betrayed you , I am sorry , I know sorry is not enough , but still , accept my apology , I could die peacefully ”

She is stammering , she is in need of breath , she is slowly losing the consciousness ,

” Riddima , what happened to you ?? , Open your eyes damn it ”

” She won’t !!! ” A voice is heard , with pain in the voice .

” Angre ?? , You ?? , Why she will not open her eyes , say me the blo*dy reason . ” Vansh spoke with anger

” Because she is going through cancer bhai ” angre shouted on top of his voice .

Vansh is left in tears , he lost his life , he burst into tears , just then , angre revealed him the truth , he never ever imagined his life like this , he came back to his house , and controlling himself out of crying , he went to his room , he unable to stop himself breaked down , just then , angre came to his room , and gave him a letter , which is from riddima for vansh

” Vansh , I don’t know what will be the consequences when you will receive this letter , but , if you love me , then you should stay strong , believe me , there are many births , don’t lose the hope of yours , stay happy , and keep the family happy , they need you , better I will meet you in next life , don’t forget to come to my grave your riddima , or what should I say ?? , Hmm , DOLLAR BIWI ?? , SWEETHEART ?? , ZIDDIMA ?? , MRS PRETTY RAISINGHANIA ?? , ”

He managed himself , to move on in his life , but , first love and true love never dies , he never forget her in his life time .

             THe EnD …………

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