Beyond our words (os) -by Twinj… aaku

I am sry guys I have to discontinue love in rain. Enjoy this small piece of writing from me.

Love is not just a feeling. It’s a commitment n above all. A sacrifice. Love is something beyond our words.

As we were walking I could see some drunk guys eyeing her. I really wanted to break their faces but it’s not their fault Twinkle is so beautiful that she could grab anyone’s attention. I could see the fear in her eyes. I just moved to the other side of her n held her hand. The guys gave me a dirty look n went away. She understood that I was protecting her. She smiled a bit. It was almost midnight n we were walking since an hour. I did hate the silence but no matter what I was enjoying that very moment. Finally she broke the silence. ‘Kunj about uv.’ she said. I could hear the nervousness in her voice. ‘Twinkle we can talk about that later. Let’s just enjoy. Kya pata kaal ho na ho.’ I said giving her a smile n I guess the smile did have an impact on her.

Next day
@coffee shop
After our class as always we were in the coffee shop. But it felt so different today. I guess the situation was like that. ‘Kunj uv…’ She opened her mouth to say something but I interupted in between. I did wanna know who he is but I knew very well Twinkle was not feeling comfortable to talk about him. ‘Twinkle chill I am not in a hurry. Just relax.’ ‘Kunj I know u want to know about uv. Yuvraj is..’ before she could complete the waiter came to take our order. We both ordered coffee. ‘May uv se pyaar karti hu. To complete his studies he went abroad but I know he will come back for me. I didn’t want to break ur heart kunj. Mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum mujhse pyaar kar betoge but it’s not ur fault pyaar toh baas hojata hae…kabh kaha kese pata he nahi chalta…I am sorry kunj…tumhe mujhe bhool na hoga.’ she said bowing down her head. I was fully broken by hearing this but I still managed to plaster a fake smile on my face. My heart felt heavy. I wanted to cry my heart out, however, I controlled. ‘I can’t forget u Twinkle. Thinking of u keeps me alive, Dreaming of u keeps me asleep.. Things end but memories don’t.’I paused.’Tumare saad jiye huwye haar ek paal yaad karke may apni puri zindagi jii sakta hu. I would have been happy if I had got my love but I would be even more happier if u get ur love.’ I was broken from inside but still I didn’t show it but I will never stop loving her; not even in my dream. Pyaar ka dusra naam sacrifice hae…I am ready to sacrifice her if her happiness lies in uv.

May be this is what true love is. Sacrificing your happiness for the once u love is by far the truest love. It’s true that anyone can fall in love anytime n anywhere but it’s not always a fairy tale. Not everyone gets their love but love is something very beautiful. Something beyond our words.

Hope u guys liked it. I know it’s short. Sorry for that. Fingers crossed✌✌✌. This is what I think about love….a sacrifice…something beyond our words…do u guys agree with me..don’t forget to mention it in the cmt…

Loads of love,
Sidminzain(insta username)/Twinj