avni turned the pages of her diary in which there were photos of avneil and regular notes on her daily life. (guyz i am skipping the childhood fun but i know many of u may want some childhood fun so i will be writing this childhood masti and fun on my next ff which will be produced on december 12th). avni stopped on a page. she ran her fingers across the surface of the page. she picked up a picture. in the picture a boy and girl is laughing. they were avneil.
it was taken during their 1st day at college
it was taken during their 1st day at college.
avni: he never changed. he always made me laugh with his lame jokes. even if the jokes were no so funny but somehow they made me laugh. maybe bcoz avni n neil are different people but one soul.
avni smiled and remembered something. she again started to read the diary.
the basketball court came to view with some of the players playing basketball. tossing, jumping, laughing but enjoying. neil was tossing the ball with his ri8 hand. he was wearing a yellow t- shirt with half sleeves and a black short knees pants (the one who players use to wear during sports) and was wearing a plastic made moustache. he had his hair spiked and was covered with sweat. the sweat beats were shinning due to light rays making it look pearls like shine giving him a perfect look. a player was looking at him. the person had highly uneven skin. the person was wearing the same colour and had the same moustache. it was their symbol. the person was wearing a hip hop cap with its back side as front. the person is non other than avni. neil was shouting to avni and telling her to catch the ball. but avni will be avni. she was lost in her dreams. and he dream was thst everything wen slow motion and she kept starring at neil until “SMASH”. “AOUH”. the ball just hit avni on her forehead and she fell down and in that manner the cap too fell down. neil ran towards her and landed himself on top of her. putting his body weight in his two hands on both the side of avni.
neil: avni! are u okay? ( his voice had a concerned tone).
avni: i love u.
she said with a small smile on her face. but as soon as neil her it he was shocked and started to laugh along with the others making avni feel embarass.
avni stopped reading her diary. she had tears in her eyes. she felt the same emotion when she 1st felt and somehow that wound was still fresh. she wiped her tears and continued to read her diary in which she had written her emotions, feelings and frustrations. the dairy read like this:
“WHAT THE HELL”! i was just confessing my love. what was so funny about that made everyone laugh. what did i do wrong. was it wrong to love someone. areah, u could have just told me that u don’t love me. what was the need to laugh.
avni’s note ends here. it’s true. when u love someone truly and when u confess it, u r hurt when that person laughs at u. it pains more than the rejection because u fill urself as incapable of being loved or in love with someone. it pricks ur heart, breaks into pieces but won’t let it heal u. the same thing is happening with avni. (guyz i don’t want to drag it so i am skipping some pages). after reading some pages of her regular notes. she was reading a page when she stopped reading and she again went into deep thoughts. or let us say into her dreamland. well let the angel go to her dreamland till than lets have a quick look on the note which made her go to dreamland. whts say? but i think i will leave today’s episode here only. so bye.
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hlw lovely readers sorry for the late update. and today i have to tell u all something. i will continue writing after my xm starts and gets over i.e. from 21st to 30th nov. till then no updates and i think i will post my 1st OS. so wish me luck for both my xms and OS. till then njoy reading today’s episode. don’t forget to like, comment, recommend and also if u want, then send me a feedback. till then stay fit, stay calm, stay healthy.
signing off with lots of love-
Lilliana Lieben (Ananya Kachari)