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HarSHaN i disturbed u by replying ur question-"R U an artist?i mean drawing" .Sorry
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Meharin Hehe..But i didn't got disturbed.Seriously bhai,u just did correction.Nothing else.Hehe don't be sorry anna.
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HarSHaN Hmm Tats Ok da.Asking Sorry if we doing mistake is not wrong.U should take tat Sorry for my understanding..
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Meharin Nobody told about u.I remembered u r post,so asked.
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Meharin Anna why u said u was??Art never ends!Also artist never become 'i was' that's what i believe.Well my sister is an artist,she studied painting,
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HarSHaN i wholeheartedly gave my artistic sense to God after so much struggles.everyone's environment is different da.i wasnt blessed by good environment n if we might compare it to satisfy ourself to be happy its just like hell vs devil.Hmm i knew it da U r the one who named Mehrin from insta n shared Sister's drawings.i got to know tat days ago.Hmm i wasnt blessed to study but learnt by weird experiences like drawing on air
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Meharin True environment is not good to every1.But u can at least draw for happiness,2 feel good.Make a note of of u r and draw something everyday anna.Well that won't be a problem i guess.By the way what do u do?
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Meharin Yea that mad is me only,i shared my akkas drawing,but u know what she doesn't like drawing much.
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HarSHaN i ll not da.my problem turned like getting high shivering if i hold pencil after few minutes.i started reducing to use thumb finger to draw on mobile screen because of extreme redness came in eyes.it left me no choice.Every drawing u saw r came from mobile screen.
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HarSHaN Hmm But u did good job u shared the drawings for encouraging others n u n ur Sister.Did she study arts by taking it as interest or?Please tell her that she was blessed to get such a wonder blessing from Nature n God in the form of art n she actually didnt like it just because of noninterest not by opposition of family n others for her drawings
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HarSHaN Please tell her to draw more.i saw her drawings.She need observance like seeing wonders in nature or seeing wonders of every seconds on road.Well i didnt do anything.i wasnt allow to draw i ll get to beat or Ma ll get it.Maybe now it ll not happen.But the thought strongly strucked my head
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Meharin Anna may i know why u r family was against u r drawing?Well my sis just got chance in drawing,family doesn't like much i guess.Our life is full of drama anno so she just become stone,so lost the interest.
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HarSHaN Then she maybe my Junior!just saying.U ll not know how much valuable it was for me -ur words "just got a chance in drawing" tat means somehow ur family supported atleast to join.well in my side whatever i do tat llbe considered as mistake even in the case of while i show rank card as 1st rank always.i was beaten,kneeled on road,slapped by sandals,blah blah,locked inside a house,sometimes didnt allow to school,sometimes outside at night in heavy rain without blanket n with dogs,always got questions like "what qualification u have use paper,pencil,... to study to draw?" n everytime i drew it just went to torn,fire,public dustbin or garbage,clothes,one eyed teddy too on garbage which came from aunt's home after it became 2nds just because it turned as friend for me it went garbage sometimes i searching on public dustbin on bare hands for taking torned drawing paper
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HarSHaN Ma hadnt no way to save me just atleast had way to sent school n college via tailoring or tuition until they all stopped forceably
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HarSHaN Hope (my) story ll make atleast a lil change in Sister's mind about drawing
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Meharin So much u beared anna!!!!!!But why they behaved like that??So ruthless!!I just hate them.How can they behave like this,treat some 1 like this.Then what they wante,They wanted u 2 study just study???Well what do u do now finished study?
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Meharin My akka is a fighter anna.She did mistakes,humans does right.Allah punished her only allah has the right.But don't know why people behave like this with her.I fight with her a lot,if she is north i am south,totally different we r.Still she is my everything.Well may i know about u r family.
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HarSHaN Well dont blame Ma for tat she hadnt any way on tat time to save me.i worked as system admin and now studying for exams but now i didnt do nothing.i fell into haunting of my past highly.tatsy i didnt.Ma wish i ll make me up high like the one who struggled more n rises as example to others but unfortunately she didnt know that every child has limited powers only to withstand.i failed in jt n turned into 0% lifescience knowing person rspecially this now socalled running society
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HarSHaN Tats good to hear about Sister tat she is a fighter.Be like a fighter but with ur own version.hmm me,Ma,Pa.
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Meharin Aree no i am not blaming u r mom.I am asking about them who treated u like that.Well i can't blame any ma in my dreams too coz i know they r the best and only best thing a child have.Those who have r lucky.Well tell aunty a mad said wadak kam to her,isn't it said to greet in tamil?
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HarSHaN i ll tell her Sis.Sure da.its "Vanakkam" da
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HarSHaN Well,that them is original.i m his xerox (photoshop)
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HarSHaN Vanakkam is tamil word for greet elders as respect like Good Morning.Hmm me n Ma havent no power to overcome Pa in those cyclic years
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Meharin U live in tamil?Is it near velore??
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HarSHaN i finished 4 years ago n worked as system admin n studied as well as worked in a computer institute now studying for govt exams but in real i m doing nothing even didnt do reading for it.U?
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HarSHaN S.i m.But its far away from Vellore
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HarSHaN i think u know a friend who lives in vellore
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Meharin I am in 10th.Science section.Well no i don't have a friend who lives there,i went in childhood a lot of times coz my amma needed treatment of cancer.
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Meharin I want to study in india,hope i get admission after hsc!
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HarSHaN Ohhh Is Ma alright now?u ll get educational admission da as ur wish.Well tat temple is otherwise called as "Brihadeswara Temple" built by RajaRajaChozha 1000 years ago
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Meharin Well 22 feb is her 13th death annivarsary.Well tell na where u live,i can't guess.Don't know too!
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HarSHaN He didnt do anything da now he aged as senior citizen now too he didnt do anything.
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HarSHaN Ohhh then u should study i shouldnt disturb u its not right Study well da we ll speak later
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HarSHaN He awake,teastall tea,newspaper,cricket in neighbour's tv or shop's tv,food,sleep,again out for same tea,cricket,sleep at night.now it all happens on home itself.
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HarSHaN i m in Tanjore where Brihadeeswara (BigTemple) temple situated which was built by RajaRajaChozha of Chozha Empire
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HarSHaN Well,u asked something "did they (he) want me to only study?" no.i was studying very well because i didnt study i just tried to get knowledge by grasp n sharing.once i said u "whatever i did".if i do something,it might symbolised/s him as more quality than his according to him.He always expressed it too as "u have no qualification" n "u both r inferior than me" it resulted those phases for me n Ma.now he dont do anything due to aging other than speaking harshly like the past,but his past actions made its roots n grew inside me.if he might change,then too he ll not save me from this.
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Amethyst Bhai, what were u saying ? I'm sorry but I read your and mehr's conversation. Why so negative..? Give it a chance.. Once again.. Try.. I know that a child has only limited power to withstand all this.. You were right. But, try for once at least..? You were saying na that you'll be starting with the portrait soon. Then....?
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HarSHaN it might help Sister to think "maybe our life is better than him"/"people like ours too exist n live" n ll draw.it turned like failure experiment of 21 days n broken 23 pencils/i hide pencils myself where i thought it ll be safe from others.i think i spoke n m speaking much baselessly n long.it should turn precise.
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Meharin Vidhu is right bhai give it a try.